I awoke the next morning by turning and falling out the bed. I sighed, yawning then smiling to myself, remebering what had happened just a few hours ago. I stood up from the floor and tied my hair up into a pony tail and pressed play on my ipod, then turning the docking station up. "I'll keep you my dirty little secret." I whispered to myself before skipping it to thye next song. ROOM94 - Best Friends Girlfriend. I turened the music up as loud as it would go, knowing my parents are out right now. So the only people top stop me were Kit and Kieran and I know that wont happen. It's there song. I sighed then walked over to my dresser, wipinng my eyes. Jumping as Kieran and Kit jumped in, screaming the song at the top of their voices. I laughed and shook my head. They both grabbed one of my hands, jumping. I joined in and started siging with them. I looked over at Kieran, noticing those eyes again. I chuckled to myself and looked away. I let go of their hands, going to turn the music down as the song had finished. They grinned and colasped onto my bed.

"We better be going now." Kieran said, rubbing his face with his hands, looking over at Kit. He nodded then looked over at me, seeing the confusion on my face. Not having a clue on where they were planning to go.
"We're going song writing."

I nod and push my fringe to the side, then grin at the fact I have the house to myself. I could end it with Danni today. Make sure he's in a good mood first. I nodded to myself, making that my plans for the day. The boys stood up and made their way down stairs and out the house. I picked my phone up and sent a text to Danni. 'Hey, my brother and friend are out, come over soon. xx' I sghed and pressed send then dropped my phone onto the bed. I went into the bathroom and quickly washed my hair. I put a towel around my heair then walked back to my room. Checking my phone. One new message, from Danni. He'll be here in an hour. I sighed then pulled out a pair of shorts and a ROOM 94 shirt. I changed quickly, then started to dry my hair. I was just about finshed when I heard Danni come in. I took in a deep breath, hoping he was in a good mood. I don't know what'll do if he isn't. I know I needed to end this. The sooner the better. I took a deep breath, thinking of what I could say, muttering it under my breath. I just needed to pick up the courage and I'll be fine. Perfectly fine.

I walked out my room and ran down stairs. I smiled at him. He wore his usual purple hat and demin jacket, with baggy pants. Oh, God, did I hate that. He usually wore skinny jeans when we first started dating. But soon replaced them with baggy jeans and chinos. When girls started complaining to him. But, never did he take my adivice and wear his skinny jeans again. That annoyed me an awful lot. I hated it. Whenever he'd get drunk, he'd tell other girls what he would like to do with them and completly ignore the fact I was there.
He walked over and wrapped his arms around me, whispering. "I'm sorry about yesterday. I was mad. And that twat. What's his name?"
I bit down on my lip, trying to stop myself from punching him repetadly. Well, try.
"His name is Kieran and he is not a twat. It's just the way he is." I smiled and led him over to the couch, sitting down. He nodded, following and sat down beside me, moving his hand to rest on my cheek. He gently rubbed my cheek with my thumb, then lent forward, softly kissing my lips. I smile and slowly kiss back. I had no rush and it would be best if I kept him in the happy mood. It was weird. The kiss was soft, usually it's rough and hard. I smiled, liking it. Of course, it couldn't last long. He deepened the kiss and added more pressure, sliding his tongue into my mouth. I tried to stop it but he took that as if I was telling him to continue. He slid his hand up my top, lowering me back down onto the couch, moving his lips to my neck. I sighed and moved his face away from my neck. I could see the agression in his face as he tried to smile through it. "Sorry."

I nodded, know I should do it know, rather than later. I opened my mouth to speak. "Danni." I sighed not being able to bring myself to it. "Would you like a drink?" He shook his head and I stood up and walked into the kitchen. I grabbed a glass, filling it with water. I loked over at Kieran as he stormed back through the door and headed straight upstairs. I walked back in and placed my glass down. "I'll be two minutes, Danni." I said then went to check if he was alright, but was pulled back by Danni.

"You're not. You don't need to care about him, as I said he's a twat." He said firmly, his hand gripping tightly on my arm. I sighed, frowning. "I think you should leave." I told him.

He stood up acting as if I just offendered him. Raising his fist straight into my face and storming out. I gasped and fell back onto the couch, letting out a loud cry, holding my face. I bit harshly on my lip. I heard footsteps, rushing down the stairs, someone crying out my name. I breathed shakily, looking to see who was there, Kieran. I fell into his arms and he wraped his around me, whispering shoothing sounds into my ear. My crying died down before he oulled away, taking a look at my face. My lip as bust as was my nose, and my eye was going black. He stood up and got some tissue and an icepack. He gently wiped the blood from my face. Then placed the icepack over my eye. I breathed in harshly, moving my hand to hold the icepack. "T-Thank you." I whispered. I hated this. I felt weak. Felling weak was what I hated most. Weakness, isn't who I want to be.

"Hey, it's fine, it'll be okay." He looked up at me and smiled reasuringly. "The sooner you brake up with him the better, okay?" I nodded, knowing he was right, but I needed him not to tell Kit, anything. No matter what. I looked up at him, looking him in the eye. "You can't tell Kit. No matter what." He shook his head, sighing and then nodded. "Thankyou."

We stared at each other for a while. "I'm sorry for this, I just need to do it." He said, in a soft, quiet voice.
I looked at him, confused. "Do wh-" I was intrupted with the feeling of soft, hot lips pressed against mine. It was sweet, like what your very first kiss should be like. I wasn't forced. It was gentle. If he pulled back right now, even just a little, I wouldn't be able to feel them. I gasped lightly, but didn't pull away. He pulled back slowly, biting his lip. I opened my eyes and looked down at him. A small smile grew over my face. "Why did you do that?" I asked.

"Just showing you what you missed last night, and not telling you not to give up on men." He smirked lightly and stood up as Kit walked in, pausing when he saw my face.
"What happened?" He raised an eyebrow, hurring over to me.
"I hit myself in the eye... With a cupboard door." I sighed, feeling like a complete idiot. He laughed, shaking his head and heading back upstairs. I sighed and sat back, looking over at Kieran. Why didn't I kiss him last night? I chuckled, watching him fix his hair in the mirror.

I smiled to myself, starting to feel drousy. I strugged to keep my head up right, I ran a hand through my hair, rubbing my eyes. I sighed and stood up, feeling dizzy, I dropped on the couch, unconsious.
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