"Renji, we can't keep doing this. As angels, it is strictly hnn… for…bidden", he moaned out the last part as Renji began to suck and nibble at his neck.
He knew it was wrong, even as he felt himself growing hard, and his body shuddered at the wonderful feeling of Renji's mouth against his bare skin and his naked body pressing down against his. This had already gone too far as it was, but if they just stopped right now, forgot it had ever happened in the first place perhaps they could be forgiven. God had shown mercy with Renji after all, giving him this chance to redeem himself of his violent ways.
However, if they pursued this further, if Kaito continued to allow this to happen like he wanted, needed, so badly… Surely that would be an unforgivable sin. They would be stripped of their wings and cast down from heaven forever; becoming the very devils they had once fought against. Everything Kaito had worked for. All the things he had overcome would be for nothing. And Renji…
He let out an unbidden moan followed by a loud cry of pure pleasure as Renji's hand slipped down to his hardened length.
The feeling was so intense. He was lost in pure ecstasy and nothing his rational mind could say had the power to win over as he felt himself clinging to Renji, fingernails digging into the back of the figure above him as he continued to moan and writhe underneath him.
"Please… s-stop", Kaito moaned out between his erratic gasps, but the command held no power behind it. That wasn't what he really wanted, and they both knew it. He could see it in Renji's eyes as he smiled down at him.
For a moment it felt as if the rest of the world had all just melted away, and all that was left was Renji. His Renji. And then in a flash, it was as though time had started up again in overdrive, too fast to fully understand what was happening as Kaito felt Renji's body pressing in deeper, beginning to push his way inside.
"Ah…! Renji…!", Kaito cried out, wrapping his legs tight around Renji's hips, pulling them in closer. He wanted more. He wanted everything, every bit of the sweet pleasure and pain. It was lustful and sinful, and at the moment, he could care less.
But just as he felt the other angel start to press in deeper, her was gone. The radiant light that was Renji had disappeared, and he was left alone in complete darkness. He tried to stand, but stumbled and came crashing to the ground, weak, broken, powerless. Tattered feathers rained down like snow from his broken wings. He had fallen from grace. Not only that, but he had taken Renji with him. His dark hair and eyes truly had been the mark of the devil, for he had taken something good and dragged it into sin.
But then why? Why had God sent him with Renji in the first place? Had it all just been a test? If so, he had been doomed to failure from the very start. And even now, he could not bring himself to fully regret his actions. Given the chance, he would do everything exactly the same. He was a horrible, sinful creature that had never deserved to be called an angel.
He curled up on the ground, his useless wings covering him like a blanket, and cried.
He awoke to the darkness of the inn. Tears were still running down his face, and he wiped them away angrily. It was the same dream again. The one he had first had nearly a month ago, which had only grown in intensity since that night.
"Renji…" Kaito's whisper was barely audible as he looked over at the shadow he knew to be Renji's sleeping form.
Kaito knew that Renji felt the same way now, but did not, could not possibly understand the severity of what they had done, as dense as the light haired angel was. But Kaito did, and he knew it could not be allowed to continue any longer.
After the… incident had occurred, Kaito had demanded that neither of them ever speak of it again, and so far Renji had complied. But he knew it couldn't last. He had noticed the way the other angel stared when he thought he wasn't looking. And Kaito knew that if Renji were to make even the slightest advance at this point, he would not be able to resist.
He may have been destined to fall, but he would not allow the one he had come to love to be taken down with him.
The dark haired angel stood as quietly as he could, quickly getting dressed.
"I'm sorry, Renji", he whispered, as his hand reached for the doorknob, "but I will no longer be able to watch over you. I'm sure you will succeed and go back to heaven without me."
There was no response from the sleeping form, and with no more sound then the slight creak of the door, Kaito was gone.
Sorry for the short chapter. The next one is where it's really going to start to get to the good part, and it'll be a lot longer.
~angel-san
