Contains smut... You've been warned, if you don't like smut, even if it's slightly toned down, then do not read... But you all love smut so you'll all read anyways.. HA!
Ehm and sorry about the grammar at some points, it's been a nightmare to edit it, but it's as good as it will get and it's clear what they're saying so yeah, ehm enjoy.
Craig
He's here, he's here, he's here, he's f*cking here and he still wants me, finally for once in my life I luck out, he loves me and I still love him, how can I not love him, he's beautiful, he's John Paul and he's mine, mine and only mine. I couldn't believe it when I opened the door, since I was literally just calling him to ask him to come out to Dublin so that we could talk, cause I figured we needed that and then there he was as I answered the door.
When he told me about that Priest he'd slept with, it took everything in me not to growl, not to tell him to forget about whoever and just kiss me, and love me and be mine again, and then he told me about Hannah about how he told her he still wanted me, and when he said that well, screw the Priest then, cause he still loves me. But yeah I did answer him, I did tell him what I thought he should do or how he shouldn't feel, since I know him and he wanted his best mate to listen to him, which I did and and and… OMG he's here… God this is so unbelievable that I feel like pinching myself, but I won't cause if this is a dream then I don't want to wake up, he's mine and I'm his and we're together again and we're boyfriends….
Where was I?
Oh right, well I told him that they were both to blame and that Kieron, f*cking twat, had chosen to break his vows, cause I didn't want John Paul to blame himself for that, I know him and I know he'd do just that if I didn't stop him, and I did and then we talked about us and I told him everything, told him I'd tell anyone and everyone, well maybe not in those exact words, but he knows I meant it just like that, I told him and he believed me and then and then we kissed and we kept kissing, oh and he loves my stubbles, God how I love my John Paul. He's up in the shower now and he's said he'll be coming back in the future, with more of his stuff and we'd sit together and make room for it up in my room, or well our room from now on.
My phone beeps and I smile when I see it's a message from Rae asking if I'm home and whether or not she should buy some take away for us tonight, I send her a short message telling her to just get home, that we'd be able to order something later and just as I press send, John Paul's phone begins to ring, me being as giddy as I am, I just answer it without thinking about looking at who is calling.
"Hello," I say.
"John Paul?" The voice on the other end asks and I chuckle while shaking my head.
"Nope sorry, he's just away for a bit, left his phone here," I tell the stranger, or the guy calling, "I'll have him ring you once he gets back though, if you just tell me your name." I add cheerfully.
"Oh…" long pause, "I'm Kieron, I suppose I'll just wait for his call then," he sighs. Ugh twat, why's he calling my boyfriend when John Paul clearly doesn't want him and told him as much.
"Oh you're Kieron," I say in my best behaved voice, just wanting to shout at him to f*ck off and stop calling my boyfriend, but I don't, "You know, hang on a sec, might be able to find him, give me a sec, yeah?"
"Yeah alright… eh… sorry didn't get your name?" he says but I don't give him my name, I just place the phone down on the table and head off, up the stairs and then I'm stood outside the bathroom door.
"John Paul," I knock on the door, but no reply, "John Paul," I say again, but again no reply, so I turn the handle and step inside, "John Paul," this time I get a reply.
"Yeah?" he smiles as he draws the curtain back to expose his naked body and I just forget everything as I take in the sight before me, him, with that white skin and lush lips and blue eyes and that cock, my arse quite literally twitches as my eyes land on his cock, undoubtedly it remembers the feeling of having that cock sliding in and out of it from when John Paul used to f*ck me hard and make love to me slow and tender. I can feel my cock stirring now and I don't give a f*ck, I can't take my eyes away from his cock as he stands there just watching me. "Oi," he snaps his fingers making me look into his eyes, "Say something anything," he tells me and I instantly rub on my neck as my eyes once more land on his now semi hard cock, I lick my lips and let out a groan as I shake my head and force myself to look at his face.
"Ehm… I… I wasn't…" I begin, "Your phone rang and I was sort of distracted by a message from Rae so I just picked it up," he nods and smiles telling me that that was okay to do, "It's Kieron," I tell him and see him freeze momentarily before shrugging, "I told him I'd go and try to find you."
"Well you did," he tells me and I nod my head as my eyes are once more on his cock which is now rock hard, "Just tell him I'll call him later." I think I nod at this but I can't really understand anything right now. "Craig, can I finish my shower now?" he asks me some minutes later and I nod my head as I slowly begin to back out of the room, not for a moment losing sight of the hard cock that is jutting out from John Paul's groin. "Hey, come here," he suddenly tells me and holds out his hand, which I tentatively grip as I step forward.
I gasp as I find my hand wrapped around his cock two seconds later, his own hand covering mine, as he begins to stroke his cock with his and my hand. "It's missed you just as much as you missed it," he says making me chuckle, "And I've missed you so much," he continues, and before I know what's happened he's pulled me in under the shower, fully dressed I am, and soaked within seconds, but I don't care, my hand is around his cock and it's just a wonderful feeling.
"Fuck me John Paul," I practically beg him and he kisses me hard on the lips, plundering my mouth before wrestling for a moment with my belt then easing it apart and seconds later my arse and cock have been freed, he spins me round so that I face the wall as his hand caressed my arse. I hear him squirt some gel onto his fingers and then, "Oh God," I groan as he breaches me with his fingers, how long had it been since he'd done that to me the last time, how I longed for it, how I want it and I want more, I want his cock, I want him so much that it actually hurts. But he takes his time, preparing me thoroughly, first with one finger, then two and then three, and then, then he's pushing into me, inch by delicious inch, until he is fully inside of me, his cock brushing against my prostate making my knees tremble, making me impossibly hard, making me feel so loved that I don't know what to do with myself and then as he picks up the pace and fucks me harder and harder I just let go, I just yell and scream and moan and groan and as his cock brushes against my prostate, my cock explodes and coats the wall with my sticky come and while my orgasm rockets through me and my body clenches around his cock I hear him pant in my ear as he kisses and nibbles on my neck, then he growls, literally growls as he slams hard into me and I feel it, feel him shoot his load into me, inside of me, filling me up, marking me, making me his again, and I am his, I'll always be his.
"F*ck," he says after some minutes, then spins me round and whips my wet t-shirt off of me, dropping to his knees, getting me out of my pants, "F*ck how I missed doing that," he tells me as he kisses me again, "There's nothing like having sex with you, nothing at all." And I can't do anything but agree with him.
We don't stay in the shower for long, opting instead to go to my room to well you know, continue in bed, and we continue like we've never done before, first with me going down on him the second we get into bed, sucking him so hard, so firmly that he shoots another huge load, this time down my throat. He repays me that favor by sucking me dry, literally, while fingering me, pushing against my prostate until I scream his name as I come. We kiss too, loads and loads of kisses and then we're both hard again, this time he just rubs our cocks together as we kiss and at some point during that, as he is biting my neck I groan and come again followed by him moments later. His hands are doing a good job of exploring my body, as are mine with his and when I felt him go hard again, I spread my legs and ask him to fuck me again, he smiles before positioning himself and then pushes into me, fucking me into the fucking mattress making me come so hard that I nearly pass out. After he comes inside of me, we just cuddle under the duvet, making out and just being together like that. God how I've missed him.
"I love you Craig," God he just said he loves me, I grin sheepishly as I look at him and kiss him before replying.
"I love you too John Paul," He smiles and I kiss him again and again and again.
We end up laying together for a fair bit, both of us actually drifting off for at some point and then both of us woke up with a start as a female voice bellows out, "Craig you in?"
"Who's that?" he asks grumpily, cause he really hates being woken up in that way.
"Rae," I tell him before answering her, "Yeah, I'll be down in a minute,"
"Alright," she calls back.
"Right, come on then, time to do the introductions, she knows about you so it'll be good to surprise her," I say and get out of bed, putting on a fresh pair of boxers and my dressing gown watching him as he walks over to his bag, pulling out and putting on some boxers and then putting on my spare dressing gown. I grip his hand tightly in mine and with one final kiss and a smile from him I walk us out of the room and down the stairs.
I can feel his eyes on me, I can feel that he is anxious to see if I will go through with this, so I stop on the first floor and smile as I look at him, "I'm doing this, I'll tell all of them when they get home, I want you and I'm not ashamed, okay?" I tell him and he nods slowly so I kiss him and then walk us down the stairs. I can hear Rae bustling in the kitchen so I head for the door and push it open, she speaks as the door opens, her back to us as she's looking through the fridge.
"I'm making some tea, you want some?"
"Ehm, yeah sure… But first I want you to meet someone," I tell her and that makes her close the fridge, milk in her hand as she turns to look at us stood there together, "Hi," I wave shyly at her as she just stares shamelessly at my boyfriend, "This is…" but before I can say anything else she smiles widely and interrupts me.
"John Paul, this is John Paul, the love of your life," she says and I blush and looking at John Paul I can see he is surprised but also blushing, so I simply nod my head and raise the hand I'm holding in mine, placing a soft kiss onto it, she'd seen pictures of him, she knew who he was already but it is good to see her actual reaction to seeing him.
"Yeah this is him, my John Paul, my boyfriend," I tell her and then look proudly at him.
"Oh Craig," she squeals and then before I know what's happened she's hugging me tightly, "I'm so happy for you," she tells me as she looks into my eyes, before stepping slightly back and holding out her hand for John Paul, introducing herself properly, "It's good to finally meet you," she tells him and he looks at me for a moment, before grinning and returning the sentiment.
"Thanks, and it's good to meet you," he tells her and then looks at me.
"So tea?" I raise my eyebrows and look at her, she nods her head as she goes back to find two more mugs, before stopping and turning to look at us again.
"Well," we both look at her, "I know we're the hosts and all, but I've heard so much about how good a cup of tea you make John Paul," she bites her lip and looks at him and I think I actually am glaring at her at this point, she shouldn't be asking him to make her our brews, he's the bloody guest, he must have noticed this from me as he simply kisses me and whispers in my ear that it's okay.
"Yeah sure," he shrugs as he lets go of my hand and goes over to make us our teas, and I know I'm being silly but the second he lets go of my hand I feel all alone again, and I don't like it, I don't want to be without him again, and I have no idea how I'm going to be able to say good bye to him when he goes back home again, but I give myself a mental shake and walk over to him, wrapping my hands around his waist, pressing a soft kiss to his neck as he pours the water into the mugs with the tea bags.
Rae is just stood there next to us looking at us with a smile on her lips and as I turn to look at her briefly I can see that she is genuinely happy for me, happy that my John Paul is here with me, happy that we're together. I sigh contentedly and then smile as he turns in my arms, placing the softest of kisses on my forehead. "So will we be stood here drinking our tea or?" he asks with a chuckle after a couple of minutes of me holding him tightly and resting my head on his shoulder and I groan as I don't want to move, but I know that I have to. So I step back and grip his hand tightly then take the mug he holds out for me and once all three of us have our tea, and Rae brings out the tin of biscuits we head out of the kitchen and into the living room.
It's only as we sit down, and I snuggle up close to him that I see his phone and reach out for it remembering that that idiot had called. I hold it to my ear but he'd long since hung up, "We forgot," I shrug as I look at John Paul and he shrugs too.
"We were busy," he whispers in my ear and I chuckle as I nod my head, "Suppose I better text mum, tell her I'm off on holiday for a couple of days," he then sighs and I look questioningly at him.
"Just tell her you're here with me," I tell him and he bites his lip for a second, then nods his head as he types in his text to his mum while I watch the screen, smiling as he writes he's back together with me and that he'd be home at some point before sending it to her and then dropping the phone down on the table as he wraps his arm around me, pulling me closer to him.
Rae clears her throat after a while, clearly feeling ignored and we both look at each other and then at her and grin sheepishly, before apologizing and then well we just talk, the three of us we just talk and talk and talk about school stuff mostly and about our friends, well she mostly asks about the friends I've told her about and he tells her about them, tells her about Sarah and Nancy and how they're still off with him, though seems that Nancy might have softened up a bit and then he tells her about Hannah and how she's doing and I listen to this carefully because, well I also felt guilty about my part in her illness and had told Rae as much, it does make me smile when he says that Hannah is back to how she was before, though stronger now and in a relationship and happy, cause she really deserves to be happy that girl.
"How come you've come to Dublin?" Rae asks after a bit and I look at her, she's nosy, I know that and she knows that too, but she ignores me and just looks at John Paul and after a while so do I, though I know why he came.
"Cause I realized I wanted to be with Craig, cause I couldn't get over him, cause I love him," he tells her simply as he looks into my eyes and then kisses me tenderly, "Cause I let you go once and nothing has ever felt right since then," he adds as he pulls back and I can see it in his eyes, the sincerity, the love and I just kiss him again. This answer seems to have pleased Rae, at least she doesn't ask anything else about why he came here again, and we go back to just the usual getting to know each other thing that people do when they meet someone new.
By the time we're done with all the talking, I feel like she knows everything about John Paul and he knows everything about her and I can tell that she really likes him and that he really likes her and it warms my heart that my friend in Dublin and my best mate, my boyfriend get along, because well they mean the world to me, both in their own different ways.
"So when are the others coming back?" John Paul asks as I drop my phone after having order some take away for us three, clearly wanting to see if I'll actually tell them, which I will, I'll never let him down again, never. Taking his hand in mine I kiss it gently as I try to reassure him about my commitment to him.
"I'll tell them John Paul, I promise you I will," I tell him and he nods his head, "Suppose they'll be home soon though," I continue as I look over at Rae and as she looks at her watch she nods her head in agreement. I grip his hand and pull him up with me, "We'll just go get dressed then," I tell Rae and as she nods we head up, I'm all for introducing him to them, but not while we're sat in boxers and dressing gowns.
Craig
What I hadn't counted on was those friends of mine and what they had been planning for a while now, the three of us found out about two hours later, when Rich, Joe and Kate came home, they'd brought a guest with them. "Craig?" I heard Rich call out from the door as they entered the house.
"In here," I called back as I sat there with Rae and John Paul in between us.
"Well you better get upstairs and get bloody dressed," Rich said as he came in, then as he saw John Paul he greeted him with a "Hey" before turning to look expectantly at me.
"Why, where am I going?" I wondered, I hadn't forgotten any plans with them, had I?
"This is Joanna," he says, as Joe and Kate come in with this red haired girl, "And we've, that's the three of us, have decided that you two are going out on a date," I gasp and shake my head as I look at John Paul, "And you're not getting out of this so go on up you go."
"Eh… Rich," I hear Rae and then I see her nod towards John Paul.
"Oh sorry," Rich goes over and then greets John Paul properly as do Joe and Kate and Joanna for that matter, "So hang on, can it be that we all have someone to go out with for once?" Rich wonders out loud and I frown before realizing that he thinks John Paul is Rae's date. Before I can say anything though, he is over by my side, pulling me up, and practically trying to push me over to this girl, who really does nothing for me, she's pretty yeah, but I don't want her.
"Stop this," I tell him and push him back, slightly harder than I meant to, but he was really annoying me at this point, "What the hell is wrong with the three of you," I snap and look from him to Joe and Kate, "I don't go out with people I don't know and I'm sure she's a nice girl and all, but I'm not interested and I won't ever be interested so stop bloody pressuring me about having a f*cking girlfriend…" I am shouting at this point, looking over at John Paul I can tell that he is worried about me with the way that he is looking at me, trying to get me to calm down, but I won't, I can't, because I know them and they'll just keep pressuring me and I have to tell them now.
"Look Craig," I hear Kate say and I snap my head to look at her, anger undoubtedly flashing in my eyes, "We've just.." but she stops herself as she sees I am in no mood for this.
"I don't care what you lot think about me, I don't care about you, or you, or you," I look over at Rich, "It's my f*cking life and if I don't want a f*cking girlfriend then that's how I'll f*cking live my f*cking life," okay that's probably the most times I've said f*cking without it being sexual but yeah I am fuming. "Just leave me the f*ck alone and stop bloody pressuring me," I shriek at the top of my lungs and it's then that John Paul gets up from his seat, walks over to me and cups my face, and as he looks into my eyes he implores me to calm down and I nod slowly.
"Relax sweetheart," he tells me, then he kisses me and all my anger is gone, everything is gone, all I can feel is how happy I am, how much I love this beautiful man who has such a calming effect on me, how much I love my boyfriend.
As we pull away from the kiss I keep my eyes on him as I speak once more, this time calmly, "I don't want a girlfriend, because I've already got a boyfriend," with that I grip his hand and walk us out of the room, up the stairs to my room, locking the door behind us and then letting him take me to bed.
We don't say anything, I need to just relax as he said and I know he senses that so he just holds me as I rest my head on his chest and that's enough, it really is enough, to have his support in that way is more than enough, it's all I ever wanted, all I ever needed for that matter. "Thank you," I eventually tell him as I lift my head to look at him and he simply smiles as he brushes his hand through my hair.
"They're your mates Craig, they're just looking out for you, and really they didn't know about you wanting to be with me, did they now?" I shake my head as he speaks and I know he's right, "I think they got it now though, I would've stopped you sooner, but something told me to just wait and let you get things off your chest." He pauses as I smile and brushes a kiss to my lips, "I know what you get like when you keep things in for too long, so it was just best to let you get it all out."
"I suppose… You don't think they'll…" I think about it, I didn't just push away my mates did I?
"Nah, they might need you to explain it properly to them, you know a calm civilized conversation…" he chuckles, "And maybe not use the word f*cking every other second." I laugh at that and nod my head, "But later, yeah? I just want to be with you on our own for a bit," he holds me tighter and brushes a kiss to my cheek.
"Yeah later," I agree and rest my head back down on his chest, "They don't matter, you're what's important to me." I close my eyes and listen to his heartbeat and then I realize what I've just said and it's true, he is what's important to me, he's what's been missing from my life all this time I've been here, him, not just as my boyfriend but also as my mate, cause that's what we were to begin with, mates and then afterwards lovers, but always mates first and he always meant more to me than anyone or anything else in my life. I sigh contentedly and feel, well truly happy and a peace with myself.
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