So Chapter 2 of If you ever come back. I have holidays, so happy about it. :D They're talking about their relationsship. I can't wait to see the new episode tmoro. :) Thanks for the reviews it means a lot to me!
„You want something to drink? " Wayne was really nervous. He wasn't sure about what Grace wants to talk about. About their break up? Now?
"No thank you, I just want to talk" she smiled at him shyly. He offered her the couch. "Sit down. Happened something?" Why was she here? He was happy to see her but something was up. He knows that, he saw it in her face.
She sat down on the couch and started nervously to look around.
It's too much to take, it's too hard to break me
Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on, it's time to get a real
"I know it's late but I want to tell you why I break up our relationship"
Wayne stand on the doorframe to the living room, look at her with a sad look. He looked her in the eyes. He never thought that he was angry with Grace. He always thought that he was only disappointed but he feels know a mix between Anger, Frustration and Grief. "You want to tell me your reasons now? Are you kidding Grace? You think that I want to her your reasons 5 months after you break up with me?"
Grace looked at the floor when she said "Please, I want that you understand why I did it"
Wayne calmed down a little bit when he looked at her, she was her that was what matters.
"I wish you had talk with me about your decision. When you broke up with me I had the feeling that I don't know who you are. I…didn't understand…It was perfect Grace. We had a solution for our problem and you…"
Cause I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
"That was the Problem Wayne. It wasn't perfect and you know that! Have you really thought that it was the perfect solution, really? We weren't ready for the ultimatum."
Wayne stepped in the room and sat down in front of Grace in the chair. He looked at her for a while. His voice was dangerously quiet. "So you want to say that our relationship was a waste of time? A thing you never wanted?"
"That's not what I'm saying; you know that I loved you!" Loved you, the words echo in his head. Loved the past, she loved him. She moved on.
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone, and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on
"Believe me, we weren't ready Wayne." Her voice became soft. "We had always to sneak around. We never had an official Date. Not everybody knows about our relationship. What about travelling together? It wasn't possible, because one of us had to stay at the office. We never went to the park in Sacramento to picnic or something because we were afraid that someone could see us. It doesn't matter for you, does it? But it was important for me. All the time we had a relationship behind closed doors. But I wasn't sure if we would feel the same way if we get all these chances and possibilities. I thought that it would change our relationship, that it would change us." She started to cry. Wayne was confused, he had offered her all these chances and she didn't want it because she was afraid that their relationship wasn't strong enough? He loves her more than his life. He only wanted her.
So how'd you pick the pieces up yeah
I'm barely used to sayin me instead of us
"We never try it Grace. Why you don't want to try it?" Grace looked him straight in the eyes, her eyes full of tears. It breaks his heart to see her like this. "Because I don't want to loose you." He stand up and sat down next to her. Hold her the first time after a long time. She laid her head on his shoulder. "You can never loose me" He whispered in her ear.
Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on
It's time to get a real
I'm happy about reviews. So there not back together, let's see what will happen in the next chapter. :)