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"Cut it out!" I mumbled. Someone's jumping at my bed. Maybe it's the guys. Ugghhh... I need more sleep.
*jump jump jump*
"cut it out!" I said loudly.
*jump jump jump*
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" I yelled while sitting up.
I didn't saw anyone except a little girl. I recognized her face. She's Allie. My next door neighbour back at my parent's house.
"Allie? What are you doing here?"
"I'm not Allie" Allie said
"Allie, how did you get here? Did your parents know you're here?" I glanced at my alarm clock 1:45.
"I'm serious beck. I'm not Allie"
"Look Allie I'm not in the mood to play games with you so tell me why are you here"
"I told you I'm not Allie !" Screamed Allie
"Fine. I'll play your game. Who are you?"
"Hi! I'm Matilda the ghost of the past. And I'm just using Allie's appearance so you won't be afraid of me"
"Oh really?" I said sarcastically
"Would you prefer if I looked like this?" And then she transformed into a a horrifying monster.
"ALRIGHT! ALRIGHT! FINE! I BELIEVE YOU! Just stick with the Allie get up!" I screamed
"Good. So, come on, we're off schedule"
I sighed "fine" and then she snapped her finger and we're now standing in the halls of hollywood arts. I started smiling at the freshman girls.
"They can't see you"Matilda said. And sure enough a guy walked right through me. Guess she was right.
"What are we doing here?!"
She pointed at two guys talking in my locker. I recognized one of them. He was Andre and then I realized the person he's talking to was me during our freshman year. I moved closer to them to hear what they're talking about.
(AN: the italics is past beck and the normal is present beck)
"Heyyy.. Earth to beck? " the freshman Andre snapped his fingers infront of my Freshman's face
"What?" I have my eyes locked up on a certain girl.
"Dude ! I was talking about the two hot northridge girls I got us tonight"
"Sorry, i have plans"
"Really? With whom?"
"With her" I said pointing to a certain porcelain skinnedbrunette.
When I the girl turned around It was none other than: Jade. I remember this day this is the day I build up my guts and asked jade out.
"Ooohhhhh... Who's sheeee?" Matilda sked pointing at jade.
"No one!" I said quickly
"Looks like someone to meeeee" she said in a sing-song voice
"Dude! You've been head over heels for her since day one! You still haven't made a move yet?" Andre asked
"I don't know, I'm afraid she'll reject me"
"Yeahhh... That's not far from happening it's jade west we're talking about! The most intimidating but the most beautiful girl in school"
Then I noticed Andre's tone softens. Past me didn't notice because I'm too busy taking a deep breath.
"Wish me luck Andre" I said as I walked to jade's locker.
"Yeahh.. Good luck" andre said quietly
Then I noticed Andre's tone again. It's like he didn't meant what he said.
Jade slammed his locker shut and noticed me standing beside her locker.
"What?!" She exclaimed
"Hi Jade! Uhh.. Y-You know, I was wondering if you want to check out this new restaurant that opened by-" I was interrupted by jade who was scowling at me
"No"
"But I heard it's very-"
"Don't care"
"How about this new fast food chain that-"
"Dude! Which part of No don't you get?!"
"Oh come on jadelyn west ! Please?!" I said desperately. Then jade stomped on my foot. "Owwwwwww!"
Then she leaned her face and whispered in my ear.
"Never call me by my full name" she whispered in a tone that made my whole body shiver. "Got it?"
I nodded "Got it" then she stormed off.
"Ooooohhh... That girl can really make an impression!" Matilda said. She's holding a popcorn and sitting in the stairs as if she's watching a movie.
"That girl is really hard to convince" she added
"Oh Matilda, you have no idea" i smiled at her.
She snapped her fingers again and the scene changed. We're still on the halls of hollywood arts. The past me was looking at jade while she's pulling out her books on her locker. I remember this day. This is the day Jade finally agreed to go out with me. But of course knowing jade, she won't agree to go out with me by just asking her. It took a little more than that.
I started to walk to Jade as she slammed her locker shut. She's holding her daily coffee from jet brew. I smiled wickedly as she started to walk to sikowitz's class.
*splash* I pushed her hand away so she would drop her daily dose of coffee
"What the hell Oliver!?" She's firing with anger
"I'm sorry Jade, I didn't mean it" I said smiling wickedly inside
"That was my coffee! I haven't drank any coffee today!" She fumed with anger
"I'm so sorry Jade. How about I make it up to you? Let's go to jet brew right now and i'll buy you any coffee you want"
"What? Like, ditch class?" She thought about it before answering "never pegged you as a ditching-class kind of guy Oliver" she smiled at me
"let's go" she said as I lead her out of the halls of Hollywood arts.
Matilda snapped her fingers again and we were now standing outside jet brew looking at me and jade laughing and enjoying. I remember this. After we ditched class, we went to jet brew. We were just supposed to stay until sikowitz's class ended but we end up staying until the shop closed.
I smiled at this memory. I'm so happy this day. This day, I've gotten to know the real jade west. She's more fascinating once you get to know her. My thoughts were interrupted by Matilda "Wow. Is she really that hard to convince?" I laughed.
"Did you know, before I came up with this plan, I asked her sixteen times, got my foot stomped six times, humiliated five times and screamed at a lot of times" I chuckled
"And you didn't gave up?" She said Amazed
"No, not one bit" I said smiling
"Why? I mean, Sure, Jade's pretty, she's hot but why did you go through all this? You could have move on and date other prettier and hotter girls than her" she asked incredulously
I sighed. Remembering the story granddad told me " Because I know it, she's the one" I said looking at a laughing jade. You could see the fire in her eyes. The fire I missed.
"Whoa. She must be really worth it, huh?" She said looking over to past beck grinning madly while jade's talking
"Yeah" I sighed
Matilda snapped her fingers again and the room was spinning. I opened my eyes and found myself standing at Jade's porch. Past beck and jade were walking towards her house we were laughing and we looked so happy. It's past seven by the time we got home that day
"So, here we are" i said sighing
"Yeah... Uhhh..." Jade's hesitated "Thanks" jade mumbled
"What? I didn't quite hear you" i said teasingly
"I said... Thanks" she said "for the coffee" she added quickly I smiled at her
"Well, I think this is a very successful first date, don't you think?"
"First date? Hah! In your dreams Beckett!" She snapped
"What? Oh come on Jade! I worked really hard for this! Did you know how hard it is to purposely spill your coffee and still live?!" I exclaimed. Oopss..
Jade's eyes widened "you did what?!"
"Uhhh... I'm so sorry jade I just really want to go on a date with you and since you always shut me down when I asked you sixteen times I-" i was interrupted by jade's laughter
"You-you're pathetic" she said in between her laughter
"Gee thanks" i said sarcastically
"Idiot. I know all about your little plan I just didn't know that you're really going to do it"
"WHAT? But- How?"
"Next time, don't tell cat" she chuckled
"So.. If you knew, that means you're willing to go on a date with me!" I exclaimed
Jade blushed and looked down "No! It's just, you really look pathetic and I just want to put an end to it. So I figured if you could have one date, you'll end all this nonsense. I have no interest on you or whatsoever!" She said quickly
"So this is a date!"
"No!" Jade walked to her door
"Jadeee!" She turned around walked back to me and kissed me on my right cheek
"Fine, it's a date" she smiled and walked back to her door i was so shocked that I cant't move my feet. I snapped back to my senses and ran to jade
"Hey, I was wondering if you're free this saturday, we could watch a movie or something" i said running out of breath
She looked at me and opened her door "will I get to pick the movie?" She asked teasingly
"Sure. Any movie you want, Every movie you want" I said a little too quickly
"Pick me up at 8" she smiled and shut the door
I was on cloud none that night. I saw past beck's expression he looked like he won the lottery. He walked giddily on the way home.
"Awwwwww" I looked over Matilda who's now holding a tissue wiping her imaginary tears "Ahhhhh... Teen love it's so beautiful yet complicated" I chuckled.
Matilda snapped her fingers and I found myself at a parking lot. I saw past beck and jade walking out of jet brew laughing. I remembered this day. This took place exactly one month after our first date. It must be past eight because it's now getting dark
"I can't believe you did that!" Jade exclaimed in between laughs
"Me either" i said laughing too "I didn't know what came to me"
After we stopped laughing we're now walking slowly across the parking lot.
"Hey beck, how good of a runner are you?" Jade asked out of nowhere
"I don't know, not very good" i told her. She smirked as if she's planning something and then she ran to me and messed up my hair in a challenging manner
"Oh you did not just do that" i said fixing my hair
"Well, I must be Britney spears then because-" she messed up my hair again and stepped back "Oops, I did it again" she said laughing while stepping back at me
"Oh you're so dead" I said as I ran up to her and chased her. She removed her shoes and kicked it off her feet. She's running away from me while I chased her. We ran across the parking lot for another 20 minutes until jade stopped and sat on the middle of the parking lot. I sat next to her and we stared at each other for a while then we burst out laughing
"Oh my Gosh. How cliche is this?" She said. I stood up, gathered her shoes and offered my hand to her
"Come on. Let's take a walk on the park" I said
She huffed "i don't wanna get up" she said pouting like a three-year old
I rolled my eyes and kneeled in front of her. My back facing her. I can feel her smile and she jumped at my back
"Wow, you're lighter than I thought" i said walking to the park
"So,you're saying that i'm fat?!" She snapped
"What? No! I never said that!"
"But you're implying it"
"No! I never implied that. It's just a compliment jade"
"Oh so now i'm unappreciative?!" She yelled
"Oh just shut up" I chuckled
We reached the park and she jumped off of me. We saw a crowd. Looks like a party or looked for a place with no people around. Knowing jade and people, it might not go well. We found a spot just far enough to hear a little bit of music. We sat under a tree and rested. I looked over at jade and noticed her eyes were closed. I just looked at her. Admiring her. Then i heard a low grumble and the rain started pouring.
"It's fascinating isn't it?" Jade said. I didn't even noticed she woke up.
"What? The rain?"
"Yeah" she said stretching her arm to the rain. She's smiling. I've never seen her smile this big before except when someone's dying in a movie or we're in Scissorsworld. I stood up and grabbed her hand leading us out to the rain.
"What the-? Are you insane?!" She shrieked i just smiled at her and she smiled too
We heard the faint sound of the music. I recognized the song. Cat used to play it all the time when she rides my car. It was sparks fly by taylor swift.
I curtsied and offered my hand "can i have this dance?" I asked in a british accent. Jade rolled her eyes
"Only if you stop talking like that" she said as she took my hand.
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take way the pain
Cause i see sparks fly whenever you smile
I held her hand and started to sway. Then before I know it i'm spinning her, twirling and shimmying her hips to the beat of the song while we're both laughing thinking how cliche we looked. She stared into my eyes and I stared into hers. She smiled and we both started to lean in to each other. Then there it is. I felt her lips against mine. I didn't feel any sparks. None at all. But what i felt was like the night of the fourth of july. There were fireworks everywhere. There were fire, bells and the whole place would've burned and i won't even notice it. The kiss was simple but full of passion. We pulled away and smiled and the next thing I know we're kissing again. But this time, it's more passionate.
Our lips moved in sync against each other. I bit her lower lip asking for an entrance she teasingly declined. I gripped her waist tighter while her hands were traveling from my chest to the back of my neck. I bit her lip harder which made her moan and gave me my entrance. Our tongues danced with each other. Discovering the new territory. We pulled apart and I hugged her really tight.
"Jade" i said breathlessly as I stared into her eyes
"Will you be my girlfriend?" I asked
"Beck, are you sure you want to be with me?" She asked "there's a lot of girls out there. Prettier and skinnier than I am"
"Jade, I don't want those girls. Do you think i'll be here with you if I did?" I said "i want the girl who's snappy and mean but a big softy inside" i smiled "the girl who's always putting up a fight with me, the girl who's beautiful in everything that she do and-" i was cut off by jade's lips pressing against mine "I would love to be your girlfriend Beck Oliver" she said as she pulled away. I lifted her and spun her around like what the guys do when they're happy in the movies. And we continued dancing in the rain.
I remember what I felt that day. Me and Jade dancing in the rain. While the people are desperately finding a roof, Jade and I are having the time of out lives.
"Awwwwwwwww! That's so cute! It's like i'm in one of Nicholas spark's novels!" Matilda cried. I chuckled at her while Matilda blow her nose.
Matilda snapped her fingers and the room is spinning again. I found myself at the halls of hollywood arts except this time, no one's here. The only person in here is Jade and my pal Carter. Carter is looking over Jade with a malicious look.
"Hey! West!" Carter called Jade as he walked over to her
"Ughhh... What do you want, Carter?" Jade said irritably
My eyes were glued to the scene. I never knew anything about this.
"You know, I never know what Oliver saw in you" he said maniacally. He stared at jade slowly from her feet up to her head
I don't like the way he looked at Jade. He looked like he's eye-fucking her. Fantasizing about her.
"And then-" he put both his arms beside her head and jade was now trapped between him and her locker "-I look at you, your creamy white skin" he husked voice whispered in her ear "your very very delicious body" his hands traveled from her cheeks to her waist gripping it tightly. Jade tried to push him off but he's too strong
"Carter!" She's pushing him off her "s-stop it" she said breathlessly
"Oh babe, I'm just getting started" he grinned maniacally then he started nipping on her neck
"Carter stop!" Jade tried to push him off as hard as she could but carter pushed her against the wall, hard, and grabbed her hands and pinned her hands above her head
"There's no use in resisting babe" he said huskily and kissed jade on the lips. Hard. And his hands traveling all over her body
"No!" I tried getting carter off of jade but it's no use
"Beck!" Matilda yelled " they can't see you remember? You can see but you can't touch"she said but I continued trying to get him off of her
"Carter! Please stop!" Jade cried pleadingly but carter ignored her
"Help!" Jade cried and then carer slapped her cheeks hard.
"Call for help one more time and I'll make sure your perfect little boyfriend, won't be perfect anymore" he mocked
"No! Leave Beck out of this" she cried. He gripped both of her cheeks
"Then you better shut your mouth" he said as he kissed jade hard. Again.
I looked at jade. Her eyes crying and begging for help but she still had her mouth shut. "What are you doing!?" I yelled at jade as if she could hear me "call for help! Damn it!" I yelled. Matilda looked at me helplessly. "What is she doing?! Why is she not shouting for help?!" I yelled at her
Carter started tearing her clothes. Jades's crying but she still kept her mouth shut. While carter is busy fiddling with the buttons of her jeans, jade successfully pushed him off of her.
"Ughhh... You little gank" he kicked her ankle hard which made her out of balance and fall into his arms " let's see you try to escape now" he started trying to tear her top off while still kissing her neck
I'm still trying to get carter off of jade. I never saw jade so helpless. "NO! NO!" I screamed. "DON'T TOUCH HER" i'm now on a crazy rampage pulling my hair. I can't take it. "Beck! Calm down!" Matilda said trying to calm me down. "HE'S RAPING HER AND YOU WANT ME TO CALM DOWN?!" I screamed trying to get him off of her again. I tried beating him up but it's no use. My fist just went through his body.
"Oh babe, you're attitude maybe as cold as snow but you sure are the hottest girl in school" carter said trailing kisses against jade's neck, shoulder and jaw
"Carter! Stop it! Please!" Jade pleaded but carter ignored her again.
"Jadeyyyy!" Cat gasped as she ran over to jade. Andre, Robbie and Tori are with her. Carter suddenly dropped Jade which caused jade to fall on the floor.
"Remember sweetie, one word to Beck, and that'll be the last thing you could say to him" he said and stormed off. The gang hurriedly helped jade up
"Oh my gosh jade! He could've raped you! Why didn't you call for help?!" Tori exclaimed helping jade sit at the stairs
"I'll go get beck"Robbie said
"NO!" Jade shouted as she stood up and fell
"Owww!" She groaned in pain
"Please, guys i'm begging you, do not tell Beck" jade pleaded
"But, Jade that guy almost raped you if we didn't come" Robbie said
"Just," jade sighed "please don't tell him"
The gang looked at each other and sighed "okay"
"Oh my gosh Jade! What happened to your cheek? And your ankle?!" Cat shrieked
Jade looked over at Andre who's been awfully quiet. "Andre? Are you okay" jade asked softly. Andre gritted his teeth. "I'm going to kill that guy!" Andre said "I'll provide your alibi" Robbie added as they were about to run out of the door
"Andre! Don't!" Jade screamed and stood up forgetting her ankle was sprained and fell on the floor. The gang helped Jade up and placed her on the stairs
"SO YOU'RE GOING TO LET HIM GET AWAY WITH WHAT HE DID TO YOU?!" Andre screamed Jade remained silent. "Just please, don't go after him" jade looked at Andre's eyes and pleaded
"Fine" Andre said softly as he gritted his teeth
"So, what do you want us to do?" Tori asked
"How many minutes till the class end?" Jade asked softly as she wiped her tears
"Uhhh...20 minutes"Robbie answered looking at his watch
"Okay. Uhhh... Cat? Could you fix my make up and my hair-" Cat nodded pulling out her make-up kit and hairbrush "and Tori, could you cover this slap mark here-" indicating her right cheek "and the hickeys on my neck" Jade said and Tori started to work on jade's face.
"I have some ace bandage in my first aid kit" Robbie said going to his locker. Andre is still quiet and staring intently on a blank space.
"Uhhh.. I think you'll wrap it-uhhh... Maybe this goes in here and-uhhhh.." Robbie was cut off by Andre who violently grabbed the bandage off of Robbie's hand and wrapped it on Jade's ankle properly. The gang successfully did their work before the bell rung. And before they know it, the halls of hollywood arts are now flooded with students.
"Jadeyyy! Your shirt!" Cat said pointing at Jade's ripped shirt
"Oh shoot! Robbie, give me your hoodie" Jade zipped up his hoodie while putting her shoes on quickly hiding the bandage around her ankle.
"Again guys, Please, not a word" Jade reminded the gang.
"Hey guys!" I said cheerfully.
The gang looked up and saw Carter beside me.
"Guys, this is my GOOD friend Carter" I announced and faced Carter "Carter, this is the gang: Tori, Robbie, Cat, Andre and this-" putting an arm over Jade "is my girlfriend, Jade West" I said proudly.
"Hey" tori said faking a smile. "Sup" Robbie said looking at the floor. Cat concentrated at the ceiling like it's the most interesting thing in the world and Andre glared at Carter while clenching his fists. Jade looked up and glared at Carter who glared back as if saying: remember what I told you.
"Whatever" Jade shrugged looking away from Carter and focusing her eyes on Beck. Carter flashed his award-winning smile at them pretending to be friendly.
"Hey Bro, i've gotta go, the team wants me to talk to them before the class ends" Carer said walking out the door.
"Sure. See ya!" I said while watching him walk out the door. I looked back at the gang and notice their weird behavior
"Uh...Guys? What's going on?" I asked
"Nothing!" Jade said quickly "they're just being their usual weird self" she added nonchalantly
"Okay. Well, babe, do you want to go to jet brew before going to my RV?"
"Sure" Jade said standing up without letting him notice she flinched "where did you parked your car?"
"Oh, my car broke down this morning and I walked to school. We can just walk to jet brew and into the RV it's just,like a 10-minute walk. And besides, I know you love walking" I said sweetly
"Great" jade said faking a smile. jade tried walking slowly and flinching every time she take a step buy I didn't noticed
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! YOU ASSHOLE!" I screamed at my past self. "CAN'T YOU SEE SHE'S HURTING?!" I screamed. I looked over Matilda who's giving me a sympathetic look.
"If he's furious with this one, I don't know how he will take the next scene" Matilda whispered to herself
"Why? What is it?" Matilda remained silent "WHAT'S THE NEXT SCENE?! SHOW ME DAMN IT!" I yelled shaking her. Matilda hesitated before snapping her fingers.
We were in a hospital. I saw Jade bursting through the doors followed by the gang.
"WHERE'S BECK OLIVER?!" Jade's voice pierced through the hallways
"H-He's a-at ro-room 143, f-four-rth floor" the nurse said shaking
Jade quickly ran through the elevators and the gang hurriedly followed her.
"WHERE'S ROOM 143?!" Jade yelled at the nurse
"Down the hall to the left" he said nonchalantly as if he's used to it
Jade stopped at the front of my room, looking at me through the glass window. The doctor went out of my room and proceed to the gang
"How is he doc.?" Tori said softly
"He have some bruises, broken ribs, and cuts. He lost a very large amount of blood and if he doesn't get some blood soon, i'm afraid he's not going to make it" the doctor said looking at the gang sympathetically.
(AN:I don't know if that that's possible but let's pretend it is, so please bear with. Thanks guys ;D)
I know this day. Jade and I fought that night. There were screaming, throwing of stuff, and walking out. I decided to drive around that night, to clear my head and the next thing I know, I was driving off of a cliff. I don't know what happened I just lost control.
"I have the same blood type as Beck, i'll donate my blood" Jade said quickly
"Okay...miss...?"
"West, Jade west"
"Alright. Miss West, follow me" Jade reluctantly followed the doctor looking back at the gang. The gang remembered jade hates needles. One of the many things she hates about hospitals are the needles.
"I'll go with you" Andre volunteered and jade smiled
The two followed doctor blue at the lab.
"Okay Jade, let's check first. Kay?" She nodded. He came to her with a liquid and he applied a little bit of it at the place he would take the blood from. He made her wear this plastic bracelet and jade took a deep breathe and closed her eyes. She felt a pain at her arms and closed her eyes. She felt the pain stopped and she waited for the result.
"Yep. You have the same blood type as Beck" the doctor said smiling at her and Andre. "Wait here" the doctor said
"It's gonna be okay" Andre comforted. Doctor blue came back holding a big bag. Jade's eyes widened. "You okay?" Andre whispered holding her hand. Jade nodded. Doctor blue applied the liquid again and jade squeezed Andre's hand as she felt a little bigger pain now for a long time.
I can't help noticing Andre. The way he comforted Jade. The way he touch her. The way he look at her. There's something I can't pin-point.
The pain suddenly stopped and Jade opened her eyes "Done" doctor blue said. "Eat this. You gave a lot of blood" he said as he placed an energy drink and some peanuts in front of her "this might help" and walked out of the room taking it to Beck's room
"Thank for being here Dre" jade smiled
"Hey...Anytime" he smiled back
Doctor blue came back to the room "This should get him through the week" he whispered to himself
"What?" Jade asked wide-eyes
"Uhhh.. As I said earlier, Beck lost a very large amount of blood"
"And that wasn't enough?!"
"Sadly, no" the doctor looked down
"Then i'll give blood again" she said returning to her position earlier
"Okay" doctor blue repeated the procedure he did a while ago. Jade squeezed Andre's hand as she felt the needle sear through her arms while Andre comforted Jade
"Done. I'll go check if this is enough" doctor left the room
"How are you feeling?" Andre asked
"I'm okay. It's just a couple of bloods. No big deal" she said raising her fist and posing like a boxer. Andre chuckled "You're really a brave one" he said
Doctor blue came back to the room "So, there's good news and bad news"
"The bad news is that the blood wasn't enough" doctor blue sighed and jade looked down "and the good news is that Beck only needs one bag of blood and he'll be okay" jade's head snapped "i'll donate!" Jade said quickly
"But I don't think it's safe"
"Who cares what you think?! Just insert that needle and get some blood!" Jade shouted
"Jade! You already gave up too much blood! This could harm you!" Andre panicked
"No! It's not enough! Beck needs this blood! It's just another bag!"
Andre took a deep breathe "okay. Fine. Just one more and after that you're don. Okay? " Jade nodded. Doctor blue extracted another bag of blood from jade.
"Okay. Beck should be okay now" doctor blue said as he walked out of the room and gave the nurse the blood.
"Jade? Jade? You okay?" Andre asked
"Yeah... Just feeling nauseous and dizzy" she said weakly
"WHY THE HELL HE DIDN'T STOP HER?! HE'S A DOCTOR! HE SHOULD KNOW THAT THIS MIGHT KILL HER!" I screamed
Doctor blue entered the room uncomfortably. "Uhhhh..."
"What happened?" Jade raised her eyebrows as she tried to sit up
"The...uhhh... Nurse thought the blood was for the patient who's on the OR sooo..."
"WHAT?!" Jade screamed furious
"He was in critical condition" the doctor said quickly
Jade's eyes widened and now breathing heavily
"On the bright side, you helped someone, right? Yayyyy" the doctor said lightning up he mood
"BUT WHAT ABOUT BECK !? HE NEEDS THAT BLOOD!"
"I know, I know we'll just find another donor" the doctor said calmly "in spite of how hard that can be" he whispered
No no no no no. I think I know where this is gong.
Jade's head looked at the doctor "Ohhh No! No! No! No!" Andre said quickly
"But Beck need it!" Jade pleaded
No Jade. Don't. Please don't. I beg of you.
"Jade! You might kill yourself!"
"But he need it! If I don't do it then he might die!"
"But Jade! You'll put your life in danger!"
"I don't care!" Jade turned to the doctor "get my blood"
"But he's right you might-" he was cut off by Jade
"DO IT OR I WILL !" She threatened. Doctor blue reluctantly did the procedure. Again.
"WHAT IS SHE DOING?!" I looked at Jade. Her lips are beginning to get pale and her body paler. Her eyes are dropping. She's getting weaker and weaker. I looked at Andre, he had his hand on his forehead. Looking at Jade worriedly. "STOP IT!" Turning my head to the doctor "STOP IT! YOU'RE KILLING HER!" I screamed at the doctor. I looked over at Matilda. Asking her to do something. Anything. to stop this.
"Okay. You're done" Jade is now breathing heavily
"Make sure he gets it" she whispered huskily
"I'll do it myself" the doctor said looking at her sympathetically and left. They went to the gang while Andre helped a limping Jade.
"Jadeyyy!" Cat screamed when jade almost faint
"What happened?" Robbie asked
"Well, Jade didn't donate blood once. But four times!" Andre said getting furious again
"WHAT?!" The gang screeched
"It's no big deal guys" she said huskily while her head dropped
"NO BIG DEAL ?! LOOK AT YOU ! YOU CAN'T EVEN HOLD YOUR HEAD UP!" Andre took a deep breathe and calmed down
"I'll get her home"
The room was spinning now and the scene changed we were now in jade's room. She's lying in her bed. She's paler than usual. Her body is weak and she's breathing shakily. Andre entered the room with a tray in his hands. He sat down beside jade and sat her up.
"Here's some soup and coffee" Andre said
"But I don't wanna eat" Jade whined
"Oh come on Jade, please? You need your strength back"
"Fine" she gritted her teeth
"Here comes the traiinnnnnn! Choo-Choo!" Andre said playfully
Jade chuckled weakly "Stop it! I'm not a three-year old" she said while Andre's feeding her
"Hey! Slow it down" Jade said
"I'm sorry. I just you to feel better quickly"
"But I am getting better" Jade said softly
"No jade. You've been laying here all week!" Jade remained silent .The door burst open
"jadeyyyy!" cat jumped on jade's bed "how are you? Are you okay? Are you feeling nauseous? How are you feeling? Do you want some candy? Ooohh… did andre made you this soup? Is itterrible?"
"Cat!" Andre yelled
"I'm sorry Andre. My mom told me that boys cook horribly" the whole gang laughed.
"well, we've got a text from thehospital. They said that Beck just woke up" tori said
"really? I need to see him" Jade said satnding up and falling back down. The gang helped her back to her bed.
"You're not feeling good yet" andre said
"but I want to see him"
"Jade! Please for once, think about youself first!" andre burst. The room went silent
"How about this, you stay here and get better and once you are, you can go see beck" tori suggeeted
"okay" jade sighed
"I don't know what beck will sayif he foud out that Jade almost lost all her blood saving him and now she couldn't even stand up without falling" Robbie joked. Tjade's eyes widened
"No!"
"What?" Robbie asked
"Don't tell beck I donated my blood foer him"
"What? You're suffering right now because of saving him and you don't even want him to know?" sked tori
"I just." Jade sghed "don'yt want him to worry about me. It might affect his recovery" jade whispere
"but what about your recovery jade?" cat asked
"I'll be fine" she assured
"How about this," Andre suggested "If we promise to not tell beck, will you promise to do everything I say till' you get better?"
Jade pouted "Fine" the gang hugged her and went to the hospital
I felt a pang of jealousy inside me. Andre's the one who's there for her when she could barely stand up. I didn't get the chance to be with her and take care of her. Andre was the one, who's with her in the time of her need. I felt a tear run down to my cheeks.
"hey beck" tori said entering my room
"hey guys" Is aid looking for Jade
"How're you feeling?"
"Good. The bruises are still aching but other than that I'm perfectly fine" I said smiling
"We brought you some fruits Becky" cat said arranging the fruits on my bedside table
"Thank cat" I samiled at her "where's jade?"
Tori, Robbie and cat looked at each other "she's still mad at me, isn't she?"
"No! No. she's not mad at you. She's far from that believe me" Tori said
"then why didn't she bother to visit me?"
"she's just uhhh.." tori looked at Robbie and cat
"Visiting her grandma"
"babysitting her brother" cat and Robbie said at the same time
"it's okay guys, you don't have to cover for her" I said dejectedly
"No beck,-"
"No. I'm okay tori. I'm just, tired"
"Becky-"
"No. really, I'm okay, I just want to be alone for a while" the gang leave the room quietly
I felt bad. I remember what I felt that day. I'm mad. Very very mad at Jade that day. I thought I almost died and she didn't care at all? I feel guilty and ashamed. I was angry at myself for not trusting jade. For not believing that she do care. That maybe there was a reasonable explanation why she didn't visit. Especially, when that reason was because of me. Matilda looked at me softly and snapped her fingers.
We are now standing at the girls bathroom. I don't know why but I saw two girls fixing their make-up. It was Brittney and Quinn. They are my friends in the popular crowd. They're talking about something
"Couldn't you believe that gank?! Ruining Beck's chance?" Brittney said
"why? What happened?" Quinn asked curiously
"well, a director came up to beck and talkd to him about starring in this movie, uhhhh… whatever it's called, so Beck was so happy he said he couldn't wait to tell his girlfriend and the director said, he have to break up with his girlfriend because it's not what he wants for his image and after that Beck shut down the offer"
"What?!"
"Yeah. He shut down the offer that instant. Can't you believe that gank? She doesn't want beck's future to get better"
"I know right? She's soooo selfish! Ughhhh…"
"it's a once in a lifetime offer and beck turned it down because of her. Ughhhh… "
"I knew that girl will hold him back"
"you know? I don't know what he saw in her. She's so cold! She's treating him like garbage. I don't get why Beck is still with her"
"some of the guys in school said that Jade is luring him through her body. Can't you believe that? What a slut!"
"poor Beck stuck with that cold hearted bitch!"
"I know right? Well, come on. We'll be late for next class" the two hurriedly stomped off.
The last cubicle opened. And there I saw jade. Tears flowing out of her face uncontrollably. She pulled out her phone and texted me. "We're over" it said. This is the day she broke up with me. I tried asking her but she won't talk to me. She ignores me and she won't even look at me.
Jade stormed off Hollywood arts while i'm following her
"Jade! Please! Just, talk to me! What did I do?" Pleaded grabbing her wrists
"Let Go Of Me!" She yanked off her arm
"I don't wanna see you ever again!" She yelled getting into her car and driving off
The scene changed again. The scene shows jade's house. I'm sitting on her front door knocking. I went inside I saw jade on the other side holding the door knob it looks like she's debating whether she'll open it or not. She's crying. She was about to turn the knob when she restrained herself it's for Beck's future she said it over and over again until she let go of the knob and walked back in her room.
Matilda snapped her fingers again. The room spins and I found myself at sikowitz's classroom. It's only Jade and Sikowitz.
"Oh come on! Sikowitz! Just let Beck have this play!" Jade begged
"No, he already starred on the last play. He can't have all the plays" sikowitz answered
"Please sikowitz. I'm begging you" she pleaded
"Why do you want him on this play so bad?" Sikowitz asked sitting down. jade sat down next to him.
"Well, last play, a director asked him to be on a movie, but... He declined it" she looked down
"If he declined it, then how would you know that if I put him in this play and a director comes up to him again, he won't reject it?" He asked
"Because this time, there's no one holding him back" she said softly. Sikowitz smiled at him.
"You know, when I said you're lucky that you have Beck?" She nodded. "I was wrong, Beck is lucky to have you" he smiled at her. "Come here" he said as jade hugged him.
"So... You'll put beck on the play?"
He chuckled "Sure. You know, i'm always a softy when it comes to you two" she smiled at him. "Butttt... You have to do something for me"
"I'm not gonna sing another kiddie song even if you pay me a thousand dollars" she joked.
"Not that. On the 22nd, I'm supposed to babysit my niece and nephews and knowing me, you know i'm not good with kids so I want you to babysit them for me"
"On the 22nd? But that's the opening night of the play" He nodded.
"If you want him to play the lead, it's that or nothing"
Jade thought about it "I just...want to be there for him" she sighed
"Don't worry" sikowitz said. "You'll always be with Beck, In here" placing a hand on his heart. She smiled "thanks sikowitz. And fine, i'll babysit but you hetercmake sure Beck gets the lead or else i'll make sure your niece and nephews are gonna be dinner" she joked. He laughed "ahhh... jade, so sweet and feminine" they both laughed.
Oh. So that'ts how I got the part. I was just shocked one day when I saw the cast list and I'm the lead without even auditioning. Matilda sighed
"What's the matter?" I asked her
"It's just so unbelievable. The girl loves you so much that she's willing to give everything to you. Your health, your future, your happiness even though she'll be hurt" she said. I just stared at her. I feel hurt.
"Ar you okay?" Matilda asked
"No. I just found out that my girlfriend almost got raped and she didn't even told me because she didn't want me hurt! She almost died for me and all I think about is her not visiting me! She sacrificed everything for me and I didn't gave her the time of day! I neglected my friends because they sided with Jade when they have every damn right to!" I turned around and punched the wall until my knuckled bleed. And the next thing I knew, i'm falling. I'm falling deep deep down.