Severus Snape was baffled, 100% baffled. Recently, the past 3 or so days that he had been at Prince Manor he had been feeling off. No, that was an understatement. He had been feeling depressed. Something was up in his life and he had absolutely no idea what it was. Normally when he felt bad he made himself some tea and sat down to read or brew potions. This was not his usual moodiness. He was outright depressed and nothing he was doing was working to cheer him up. Not that he was a particularly cheery person in general. On the contrary, he seldom smiled and his laugh was so rare that he doubted anyone knew what it sounded like. He had a miserable life. Between attending death eater meetings, which had become more frequent this past year, and reporting all of Lord Voldemort's actions and intentions to Albus, he was not happy. But he was most certainly not depressed. He was in a state of self-preserving misery, which was probably the reason he was still alive.
Usual tendencies aside, this was more hurt than he'd ever felt before. He felt as if everyone in the world was against him. He felt that what he desired, whatever it was, was too far out of reach for him to ever obtain. That was where his curiosity kicked in. Despite his boring personality, Severus was a very curious person and this matter interested him deeply. There was something he desired. Something that he needed to have. He had a feeling that whatever this something was that he suddenly needed was going to end this feeling. The tricky part… What was it?
What Severus didn't understand was very little. He knew the name of every student in the school. He understood why each and every student was placed in the house where they were placed. He even understood the properties of every known potion ingredient. So the fact that he didn't understand this was very troubling to him.
Suddenly, out of nowhere, the hurt magnified. It grew more intense than ever before. He felt as if the person he trusted most in the world had just betrayed him and he was the one being punished for it. He fell out of the ugly peach armchair he was sitting in and hit the floor hard. He felt all the muscles in his body tense up for no apparent reason. He felt himself get hard. This was the most confusing part for him. He was hurting and feeling horrible but, he was hard. The confliction in his brain was hurting and it felt as if he was having an aneurism.
He fought these feelings coming through him. He feared he was going insane. He had so much to lose; he couldn't let his mind get taken over by some unknown force. The emotions began to overcome the pain, which was subsiding. He felt tears well up in his eyes.
"No Severus" he said to himself. "Stay in control, you are fine, nothing is happening!"
He was trying to convince himself that nothing was happening, and he was failing miserably. The pain was almost gone now, but the emotions, the emotions kept coming and coming and coming.
Tobius Snape came into Severus' room without knocking. Severus was already getting started on his summer homework even though he just got home hours before.
"You didn't come see me when you came in." Tobias said. "I haven't seen you since the first of September last year and you didn't even say 'hello'"
"If you wanted to see me so much why didn't you just come to the station with mom to pick me up?" Severus Sneered. "We could have talked in the car so you wouldn't have to interrupt my studying."
"That is no way to talk to me boy! You will treat me with respect. Do you understand me?" Tobias yelled. Suddenly he charged towards Severus and before Severus could react Tobias had flipped him over on the bed and pulled up his school robes and pulled down his boxers revealing his slender pale bottom. "This will teach you to respect me!" he said while bringing his hand down hard flat against Severus' bare skin.
Severus winced in pain and before he knew what was happening his father had flipped him over and was stroking his young, half erect cock with one hand and un-doing his muggle jeans with his other.
"You will never disrespect me again, do you hear me!?" Tobias screamed.
Severus looked at his father with wide terrified ash-grey eyes. "Dad! What are you doing to me? Stop!"
His father grabbed him by the hips and without preparing him at all plunged into his tight virgin ass.
Severus screamed in pain and tears flowed freely from his eyes. His father was ripping him apart and enjoying it. Severus closed his eyes and prayed for it all to be over. He just wanted his father to go. He wanted him to go and never come back. This was an unforgivable offence and he would never want to see his father again after.
He felt a warm liquid fill him, and then it was over. He opened his eyes and Tobias was gone. He curled up into a ball and cried coming to terms with what his own father had just done to him.
Severus now remembered the feelings he was feeling. He had no idea why or how he was feeling them again, but he was. This was the most terrifying un-graspable thing that he had ever experienced, and it seemed all he could do was wait for it to be over.