Disclaimer: I do not own Draco
My name is Draco Lucius Malfoy and I was in love with a Muggleborn. I loved her because she accepted me for whom I am she didn't try to change me though sometimes I wish she did try but I had to let her go. If I didn't my father would have killed her and I didn't know what I would do without her…. But I'm no better than him…I know you're torn, that you miss me, I miss you too, baby. I hope I'm not too late. I hope that you get this letter before it's too late...
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
If I knew that you would hurt like you do now. I wouldn't have let you go I would have stood up to my father and I would have never suspected of cheating, I would have never reacted like I did when you told me you were pregnant…
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
I miss you…I miss you so much. If I knew that you would have died like you did. I would never pushed you away and I'm sorry…I'm so sorry. I wish everytime I come home I would see you their smiling at me holding onto me like my life depened on it. I wouldn't have neglected my baby that wasn't even born before it too died along with you and I think you took a piece of my heart along with you…
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
I remembered that day…so many years ago. When your owl came with a letter but before I could even open it, Weasley burst through the door crying telling me you were dead. My blood froze, My heart stopped and shattered in that moment and after that day I left the letter untouched because it still had your smell… but yesterday I finally had the courage to open it and I cried….
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Would you tell me I was wrong?
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
I cried because I lost you, I cried because I left you, but especially I cried because I missed you…
Would you help me understand? There's nothing I wouldn't do
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
And now as I write this letter to you knowing that your dead and long gone…I wish you can answer my question: Why did you leave me? Why did I leave you? Are you still mad at me? Don't you know whenever we used to be near each other I felt like I was flying without wings….didn't you know that I loved you too…guess it's too late to say that now…
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you If I had just one more day
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
I still remember when I went to your funeral that was the first time I cried and you wasn't there to comfort me….and now as I cry writing this letter you not here either…I need you…I want you…I love you…I guess I need you baby…
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
If I ever had the chance I would have said sorry a million times just to feel you in my arms again I would do anything. I'm sorry that I hurt you…
I'm sorry for blaming you
Even as I write this letter I know that'll you'll never received it but its give me great comfort that I responded to your message…That I showed you that I cared…
For everything I just couldn't do
I'm on the edge of insanity without you and I don't think I can go on but I will try to…I grieved to much for you and I know that you would have made me move on honoring your life and who you were but still I can never forget when I found you under the astrnomy tower and I can never forget those beautiful eyes that once shinied with love and life shoned with death…self-hatred…and nothing.
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
I love you and I will never forget you my love.
Sincerely,
Draco Lucius Malfoy
He signed it then put it in an evelope that night and went to the graveyard where he layed the letter on top of a grave. Then, he layed beside the grave swaying with the wind and when someone finally found him he was almost frozen to death but he lived. Before they took him away he looked at the tombstone and whipered, "Hermione Jane Granger…."
A/n: And that's the second installment there will be two more! Which will be Harry's and Ron's letter to hermione! Read and review!
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