Chapter Two
Alex
"You promised to hold on to me tightly like letting go was the end of the world"
Brittany was off with me and I had no idea why. I thought things would change now; our relationship would be like everyone else's but I was so obviously wrong.
I was starting to like University even though I missed my family especially hated not being there to steer them from the gangs where Carlos is heading in that direction from what I gathered on calls to my mama.
Me and Brittany had the same classes in which she ignored me in all of them so I planned to confront her after them but she ran away before I could.
What did I do? I constantly wondered. I couldn't think of anything that I had done.
"Girl problems?" Brad Jenkins, one of three friends I had made nudged me as I walked across the grounds.
"Brittany's ignoring me"
"What did you do?"
"Nothing"
"You must have done something think"
"Okay"
We sat down on the green lounging against a tree. The sun was boiling hot so we lay back feeling the sun's heat on us as we looked up at the sky.
"What are you looking so depressed about?"
I snapped my gaze up to meet Spikes. His name was not Spike, it was George Atticus Malone which he hated and I couldn't blame him so he developed the nickname Spike.
"Why does he look depressed?" Brad asked squinting up at Spike.
"Because he doesn't look happy"
"You telling me that if someone doesn't look happy then their depressed?"
"Yes"
"How do I look now?"
"Angry"
"I'm not angry, I'm confused"
"Shut up Brad no one cares" Spike slapped the back of his head and looked down at me. "So what's wrong Alex?"
"Brittany"
"Man what did you do?"
"Nothing! Why must I do something?"
"Girls don't get mad at us for no reason"
"I'm going to phone her" I searched my pockets for my phone but didn't find it there. "Shit, I think I left it back at my place"
"Don't phone her man. Go see her, have make-up sex" Spike grinned.
"Thanks for the advice" I humoured Spike.
"Oh come on" Spike nudged me and waggled his eyebrows suggestively. "Don't tell me it's not a perfect opportunity to do so?"
"Unless you haven't done it yet" Brad added with a shrug.
"It's not that"
"You're sure?" Spike asked.
"Yes I'm sure"
"Really?"
"Yes I and Brittany have done it loads of times"
"Oh really Alex?"
I just froze. Spike gasped and Brad looked on with widen eyes.
"Brit I?"
"Save it Alejandro"
Ouch, I winced, my full name.
"Later guys" I told my friends and then sprinted after Brittany. "Brit please"
"Leave me alone"
"No Brit" I clutched her arm swinging her around towards me. Her eyes instantly showed fear, fear aimed at me. I let her go and took a big step back. "Brit" Was all I could say.
She didn't say anything to me or look at me she just walked away.
I went in the opposite direction; I could not believe myself that I had done that. To see Brittany scared of me terrified me more than anything.
I couldn't for the life of me understand what was happening; Brittany and me didn't fall out over nothing, Brittany wasn't scared of me she had been scared for me but never at me. To make it worse we were on the first fucking day of classes.
It was drawing evening now, the sun was still as warm but starting to fade bit by bit. I grabbed a protein shake, shot it back and then headed for the gym.
I was angry, at myself, at Brittany so instead of hitting someone I went to the gym.
It felt really good to hit out of anger especially when the anger wasn't directed at a person. It didn't matter that I felt good hitting, it mattered who I hit.
A/N: I'm glad that people like this. Because I had 4 reviews I updated, sorry for taking a while my muse wasn't working and for the shortness of this chapter (737 words), I promise next one to be longer.
Next chapter I'll put the rating up because of the sex scene that will be coming then or should I write the sex scenes separate I dunno, help please?