AN - hi guys. I thought about waiting until tomorrow to post this but the last one wasn't that long so here you go. I hope you enjoy.

Remember I still want ideas for a new title.

Previously

I got up and walked up to the door.

"Hi da..."My heart skipped 10 beats when I looked at the face...the man infront of me.

"Clara. It's been a while."

I couldn't move. My feet were rooted to the ground. My heart sped up just at the sight of him.

"Doctor"

I shut the door in his face. I didn't know what else to do. I couldn't believe he was here. All I could here was the sound of the rain pitter pattering on the windows and the roof of the house, my heart was beating that loud.

"Clara...Clara please let me in. We need to talk."

I couldn't. He wasn't here. I was imagining things. There was no way that after 8 months he would just appear on my doorstep. No...definitely not.

"Clara...please. I have my sonic screwdriver. I can just let myself in. But I'd like you to. Please?"

I heard the desperation in his voice. It sounded as if the rest of his life depended on me opening this door. The door that separated me and the man that changed everything. The man thT had shown me a whole new life. The man that had broken my heart. Slowly, my hand reached for the doorknob and tuned it. The door opened and my eyes met his.

"Thank you. Thank you so much. I reall..."

"Why?"

"Why? What do you mean why?"

"Why now?"

I turned around. I couldn't bear to look at him while I talked to him. But I needed to know this.

"8 months. For 8 months I've been wandering where you were. Looking everywhere for the slightest hint that you were still around. At one point I thought you were dead. Dead!"

I turned around to face him. "Do you know how hard it's been for me? You weren't there at the point in my life when I needed you the most. I have nightmares every night about everything that happened at Trenzalore and the one person who knew what to do wasn't there," I was shouting at him, now. Finally letting out everything I had been keeping cooped up for 8 months.

"I missed you so much. I was broken. Utterly broken and desperate for you. You seriously couldn't have expected me to have just gone back to my normal life, could you? So tell me, Docor, why now?"

"I...I don't know. I just felt like I had to come back. I don't know, Clara."

"You don't know? That's your explanation to me. You don't know? Get out."

"Clara, wait. Please!"

"I said, GET OUT!"

I couldn't take it any more. I grabbed my coat and ran through the door. Straight past him. I heard his footsteps that confirmed to me he was following me but I didn't care. I just had to get away.

AN - please read and review. I'd like more reviews if I'm going to carry on.

~ ClaraOswinOswald42