A/N: Can we all just pretend that the wait for this was not that freaking long? I mean really I did mean to write this summer but I just needed a break and so I took one and it was awesome and I have some great ideas that I cannot wait to get out to you guys. I hope you guys like this, whatever this is. Thank you to all who did what you do and I love you all. Enjoy.
James couldn't believe his luck, at the beginning of the week he was complaining to Kendall that there weren't any hot guys for him to date and then he met Sebastian. Sebastian Smythe was everything that James wanted in a boyfriend, he was witty, athletic, smoking hot, and the boy had the voice of an angle. But the one thing that James loved most about Sebastian was that Sebastian didn't really care when James acted a little ditzy, if fact Sebastian thought it was cute. Sadly though the week was coming to end, this meant that Spring Break was ending and the Warblers would go back to Ohio and Big Time Rush would get back in the studio to start recording their new album.
"Hmm stay with me." James said in Sebastian as they lay in James bed after some of what Jeff and Carlos had nicknamed 'Sebames time'.
"I wish I could James but sadly I have to graduate from High School before I drop everything and run off to California to be with you." James knew that Sebastian didn't want to talk about any of this.
"Bas, baby I get that you have to graduate and you know that I do not want you to just drop everything and run out here. But all of that doesn't mean that I am not going to miss you after you leave tomorrow."
"I understand Jamie; I am really going to miss you too. Just think of it this way; we can call and text every day, Skype whenever we both are free and it really is just a few weeks until I graduate and move here to LA to start school."
"But ugh I am going on tour next week to start our summer tour thing and there goes any possibility of us hanging out at all this summer before school starts up again."
"James calm down, you are going to be in Ohio in like July and we already have everything taken care of so that I will be backstage hanging out with Mr. Walrus and his assistant. We can hang out that weekend, you can do your thing on stage, we can hang out someone more in your hotel room and then you can man up and finish your tour while I make sure everything is set up and ready for me to move in to my new LA apartment."
"Okay Bas, you are right like always."
"Damn right I am." Sebastian said and placed a kiss on James neck before sitting up and looking for his discarded shirt.
Faster than Sebastian or James wanted it was time for Sebastian to head back to Westerville, Ohio. Where he would be greeted with the drama that followed him all around that miserable town, the steroid scandal, the New Directions being total dirt bags, training for Lacrosse, and his final grades but honestly he really didn't care about all the drama or what people thought of him but it was still exhausting. The thing that was bugging Sebastian most about going back home was that he was going to miss James, a lot. Ever sense Paris Sebastian had said that he didn't do relationships and that he would rather screw around then settles down and actually caring about someone as much as he cared about James scared him. Before he left for L.A he hadn't decided on a school, hadn't fully decided on where he even wanted his life to go and now is making promises to a boy he met a week ago and may possibly love him.
"You batter not forget about me James Diamond." Sebastian said while hugging James as hard as he could, waiting for his plane to board.
"As long as you don't forget about me Sebastian Smythe." James said leaning his forehead on Sebastian's. "Plus you have my lucky white v-neck and my purple bandanna."
"Yea well you have my Dalton Academy athletics shirt and one of my school ties so I think we are even."
"I am going to miss you."
"I'm going to miss you to but we will see each other in a few weeks."
"I know." With that James kissed Sebastian with everything he felt and everything he couldn't yet saying hoping that Sebastian understood it all.
Watching Sebastian leave on that stupid airplane was the worst feeling James had ever felt, he finally understood how Kendall kind of sort of felt when Jo left for New Zealand except James knew he and Sebastian were going to see each other in a few weeks and that he knew he would call as soon as his plane landed. Knowing all of that did not make things any easier. All of this still shocked James, he wasn't out as gay so him walking up to a guy in public and hitting on him was totally not something he just did on a day to day basis. Something else he didn't do was feel like he may possibly be in love with someone and that scared him more than anything.
START OF SUMMER TOUR
"So we are super excited to be starting our summer tour, our first show out here was amazing and we really cannot wait to meet more of you. See you next time I actually remember to film some bus stuff, I am out." Carlos said to his camera after showing it around their tour bus and talking a little bit about how their tour was going even though it only started yesterday.
"Dude James, I hope you don't care that I may have gotten you in the background while I was filming." Carlos said while starting to edit the video so he could post it online.
"Nah I really don't care, I always look good." James said with a wink then doing his face, which consisted on him pouting while doing sprit figures down his face.
"Alright pretty boy but how about we hit the sack because I am dead tired and I can only handle so much of you."
"Whatever 'Los you love me and you know." James said shoving Carlos, neither of them realizing that while Carlos was filming the camera had a clean shot at the back of his shirt which may have said "Smythe" and the number 17 underneath it.
"Carlos, Carlos"
"Kendall how are you and Jo?"
"Logan is it true that you are dating up and coming actress Camille Roberts?"
"James is it true…"
All the boys could hear were the reporters yelling questions at them as they made their way into the large building that held the set for some local news station.
"Watch were you're going caterpillar eyebrows, some of us have places to be." Shrieked tall blond women in a track suit when Kendall accidentally ran into her.
"I am so sorry." Kendall tried to say but she just pushed past him but then turned around and stared at James.
"You," she shouted pointing at James "Mr. I am to fabulous where did you get that tie?"
"Um I don't see how that is any of your business." James said looking down at the blue and red stripped tie that hung around his neck.
"You listen here, those pretty little singing birds are not welcome after what they did to my perfect little hobbit and porcelain so if you are one of them you may as well just right back out that door."
"You have us mistaken for someone else ma'am." Logan said taking the frightening women's attention off of James "We are the band Big Time Rush and we are doing an interview here and actually-
"Yea do I look like I care just carry on." She barked at the guys before storming out of the building but not before knocking over a few people on her way.
"Sebastian!" Jeff yelled as loud as he could. "The interview is on."
"I'm coming, I'm coming!" Sebastian yelled back as he sauntered into the room before plopping down on to the couch next to Jeff.
"Do you ever take that thing off?" Hunter asked pointing to his wrist which had James' purple bandanna wrapped around it.
"Shut up Clarington I am trying to watch the news." Sebastian said while blushing, which made every laugh but quite down when they interview started.
"So boys tell us how has your tour been going?"
"Great, we absolutely love performing and meeting all of our fans." Kendall replied with a smile.
"But how have the living conditions been? I mean you guys are living in such cramped spaces is that hard?"
"A little bit but we are pretty much used to living so close to each other and we just have to make sure we respect each other's space and stuff." Logan told the interviewers.
"Speaking of this though, Carlos you have videoing a lot that goes on the tour. Is that hard to do while still trying to respect your band mate's privacy and space?"
"I mean sometimes but I just video when I really remember to."
"Right, right. Now James, on to what we are all wondering where did you get that shirt that says "Smythe" on it?"
"Excuse me?"
"Well you are wearing in a few of Carlos' videos. It is a Dalton Academy shirt correct?" She didn't even give James time to respond before asking more questions. "And well "Smythe number 17" would have to be Sebastian Smythe who plays as number 17 on the Dalton Academy Lacrosse team. Why would you be wearing his athletics department shirt? Also why are you wearing a Dalton Academy tie? Are you and Mr. Smythe in a relationship?"Everyone in the Warbler room was silent as was everyone in the studio as they were waiting for James' answer.
"Shit." Sebastian said as he stared at the interview in horror.
A/N: Snap crackle pop what do you think is going to happen next? That is a great question Secret, I wonder what will happen next. I don't know Secret you will just have to wait and find out. Why am I having a conversation with myself? Just leave me some sort of sign that you want me to continue this, I don't know why you would but it would be nice to know that someone is actually reading this.
Sincerely,
Your Secret
P.S Who was the lady that Kendall bumped into? You may get some unknown prize if you guess.