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'snick' own 'snivel' Beyblade. 'Author is crying very hard by now.'

SUMMARY: When Kai was young, his father killed himself, and his mother was

already dead. His only living relative took him in, only using Kai as a lab

rat, one experiment goes wrong, and that will always be seen in Kai's dreams.

Luckily Kai is taken away to foster family's, and now he is going in his last

one, the granger's foster home. Tala/Kai.

A/N: will be slash, has rape in it, will have a thing or two that can't be

true. Hope you enjoy it, I know it will be a bit weird in the beginning.

WARNING: will have slash, rape, Mariah bashing, abuse, beatings, and who knows

what else. If you are faint from heart, read on own risk.

A/N2: this will have nothing do to with the series, only that it has the same

personages, with the same character.

A/N: with the new uploading system in FF-net, I may have a few problems uploading chapters, but I think that it will work, so it can sometimes take a while before updating.

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Chapter 2

Mr Granger (Tyson's grandpa.) Bruce Granger (Tyson's father.) and Judy Tate

(Max mother.) where standing in front of a rundown orphanage.

They where going to get a new kid for their foster family. They had spoken with

Mr D. about it, and he was ecstatic.

He had told about what happened to Kai, and that he had a fragile mental

health.

All three grown ups where shocked to know that not only his father killed

himself, but his own grandfather used him to do experiments on, that he was

beaten in almost every foster home he went, and even raped.

Judy had sworn that she would never let anything like that happen again to the

boy, Bruce said that he would try his best to let the child relax, and Mr. G.

said that he would try his best to let the kid trust them.

Mr D. was happy with these words, and asked if they where sure to take Kai in.

They all said yes.

Now was the time to go and get it, but they where nervous. They had a few hard

cases, like Tala or Rei in their home, but they where easy enough, there

parents had died when they where 2 and 4.

But to have somebody who had such an high level abuse behind him would be

different.

Bruce knocked on the mouldy door, and Mr D. opened.

"Aaah, there you, please enter, I will bring you to Kai." He said, with a smile

on his old face.

Judy was amazed by the condition of the house, it was like a dumpster, dirt

everywhere, the smell was sickly and how long was that beam going to keep

standing, because it didn't look save to her.

Mr. D. knocked on a door on the right, and instead of waiting for an answer, he

opened the door immediately.

All three let out a gasp. In the room stood only a small bed and desk, and that

barely fitted in there, how could a teenage boy live in such a small space.

"Kai, these people come to take you to your new foster family." Mr D. said. The

boy looked up, and looked at the four adults, then he nodded, he took his bag

and stood upright.

"I hope that you will stay with this one Kai." Mr D. said.

"Let me introduce us." Said Bruce.

"My name is Bruce Granger, this is my father Ben Granger, and this is Judy

Tate." Said Bruce then he stuck out his hand.

Kai glanced at the outstretched hand, but made no move to shake it. Bruce

looked a bit taken aback by it, but he didn't say anything about it.

"Would you please follow me to the car?" Kai nodded his head, but still he did

not speak.

Mr. G. tried to take his bag, but Kai held it out of Mr. G. reach. Mr. G.

frowned.

"I guess you want to carry your own bag." He said. Then they went to the car.

Mr G. sat in the front together with Bruce, Kai sat in the back together with

Judy.

"So, Kai, how old are you?" asked Judy trying to make a conversation. Kai was

looking outside, seemingly lost in thought when Judy asked that question.

"Uh, did you ask something?" he asked surprised at being spoken to.

"Yes, I asked how old you where." Judy repeated, glad that she could get

something out of him.

"Well, I'm fourteen." He said. He sounded young, almost a little kid. He was

looking a little nervous at Judy, as if he expected that she would hurt him.

When Judy smiled at him, he looked at his shoes. Judy frowned at this.

"And when is your birthday?"

"28th of December." He answered quickly. He clearly wasn't used to holding a

conversation about stuff like that.

"That's a nice date, it's close with Christmas. I bet you like that. Than you

get two presents at the same time." Judy said, trying to keep the conversation

light, while getting to know stuff.

Kai pulled his bag closer with him, and looked at Judy, then he opened his

mouth, closed it again, and looked away.

Judy wanted to say something else, but Kai beat her to it.

"I never got any presents," he said, voice not childlike anymore, but cold,

harsh. Judy flinched, and she didn't talk for the rest of the ride.

Kai was looking out of the window, refusing to make eye contact.

They arrived at the dojo of Mr G. it looked really nice. It was a great

building, with lots of room, and a grand yard with a small pound in it.

Kai thought that this was a nice home. It looked much better than all the other

foster homes he went to, and until know the people where nice to.

But Kai knew that even if they are nice now, that it will never take to long

until they lash out.

Bruce led him inside, in a small kitchen. It was very clean and the food

stocking seemed very high. He hoped he got something to eat soon, because he

hasn't eaten since yesterday.

Bruce led him to another room, which had a few children in it. Two where

playing a game on a playstation, some others where reading or just doing

nothing.

"Guys, come her please, I would like to introduce you all to the new guy." said

Bruce.

All the people left what they where doing and went to go to Bruce.

"This is Kai. Kai this is Tala." He pointed to Tala, who nodded to Kai, and

then let his eyes roam over Kai's body.

Kai was a little uncomfortable about it, and stepped a bit to the back. Bruce

acted like he didn't notice that, and went further with the introductions.

"This is Rei, Michael, Bryan." He said, pointing to two older looking teens,

and at one who looked to be the same age as Tala, and Kai.

"And these are Max, Judy's son, and Tyson my son." He finished. They happily

said hi.

Kai was feeling very uncomfortable, and that was not something he liked. He

tried to get away from the look that Tala send him, but it didn't really work.

"Now I need someone to show him his room, and to explain the rules." Said

Bruce.

"I'll do that." Said Tala.

'Great.' Thought Kai. 'the one person that does like to watch me as a hawk

decides to hang out with me.'

"Okay, thank you Tala, and dinner will be served in a half hour, so please

hurry." Tala nodded, and motioned to Kai to follow.

He pointed Kai to a few rooms. Rei and Bryan shared one, Max and Tyson too.

Michael had a room for himself because he was the oldest, and he should share a

room with Kai.

"Here it is." Tala opened the doors. The room wasn't bad. The walls where

painted in a northern lights kind of colour. On one side of the room, where a

few posters of wolfs, the other side was completely naked.

There where also two desks, and two beds. Kai had the bed that was with the

window. The covers where a nice dark blue.

"You can put your clothes in here." Tala said, then he opened a closet witch

was full on one side, and completely empty on the other side.

Kai opened his bag, and pulled two pair of pants out of it, and putted that in

the closet, then three shirts, and putted them with the rest.

He putted a note book out of his bag, and putted that on the empty desk. Then

he putted the now empty bag under his bed.

When Kai went back to Tala, he was met with wide eyes.

"What." He snapped. He didn't like when people where watching him.

"Is that all you have brought with you? What happened to the rest?" Tala asked,

still looking surprised.

"I don't own anything else." Kai answered, wondering why Tala was making a big

deal out of it.

"Why didn't you say so sooner. That's nothing, I was already planning to crash

the mall tomorrow with Bryan and Rei, they won't mind that you will come with

us. We will have to tell Bruce of course that you own so little stuff." Tala

was saying, until Kai interrupted him.

"Why does Bruce have to know that, I didn't do anything wrong, it's not my

fault." Kai said, panic in his voice. He knew that Mr D. wouldn't like it if

Kai was already sent back.

Tala was looking at him strangely. He was surprised at Kai's strong reaction.

"Calm, I didn't mean anything bad about it, it's just so that we get a bit of

money to buy something for you. Otherwise I would have to use my allowance."

Tala said.

Kai nodded, still looking a bit too pale.

Tala was very curious about Kai. What in his past would cause such an extreme

reaction.

Tala stopped wondering about it when the alarm of his watch turned on. Kai

jumped, and then wildly looked around to find the source of the noise.

"Hey, it's nothing, it's just my watch. It means that dinner is served." Kai

nodded.

Tala's P.O.V

We went together to the kitchen, Kai looked a bit wary when he sat between me

and Bruce on the table.

Bad luck was on his side, he had to sit across of Tyson. Kai wasn't moving to

fill his plate, while everybody else was fighting to get first choice bits.

I decided to be nice, and grabbed his plate, and filled it up as far as it

could go. Kai's eyes went wide when I sat it in front of him, I wonder why?

"Bon appetite." I said, and the rest said it as response. We all started to dig

in, even Kai.

Kai was eaten in small bites, but he was eating quick, and neat, unlike Tyson,

who was just eating quick.

Kai had eaten half his plate, when he looked up, he saw Tyson eating, and

turned kinda green. I can't blame the guy.

Tyson was speaking with Max, and eating the at the same time, giving us full

view of half chewed food.

Kai was just pushing around food on his plate, not eating anymore.

"Is something wrong." I asked. He looked at me, a look of surprise on his face,

but that is quickly changed by a look of indifference.

"No, just not hungry anymore." He answered when he noticed that I wouldn't stop

looking at him until he answers.

"Oh, okay." Tala said back.

"Hey, Bruce, Kai is going with me and Bryan and Rei to crash the mall. Do you

release how little the guy owns." Tala said.

"What do you mean little?" Bruce asked. He noticed that Kai only brought one

bag, but it seemed bog enough to take a lot of stuff in it.

"Well, he only owns, with the clothes that he is wearing, three pair of pants,

four shirts, one sweater, one pair of shoes, and a notebook. You must admit, it

isn't much."

Kai looked at me, shocked that I had said that so casually.

'If I ever dared to do something like that, he would be called an ungrateful

brat, and be locked in the cellar without food for a week.' Kai thought.

Bruce looked shocked at Kai. How could a child like Kai, live with so little

stuff.

"Okay Tala, I'll give you some money, but maybe you should buy some CD's for

Kai to, you know, only for fun." Bruce said to me.

The whole table was looking at us, at it made Kai nervous. I could see at the

way that he was looking at his plate.

"May we be excused, I didn't have time to explain the rules to Kai." I used as

an excuse to get away. Bruce nodded, so I grabbed Kai's hand, and dragged him

to our room.

When we went inside I still held his hand. Kai was blushing and tried to tug it

away without me noticing. I let it go.

Kai looked relieved at that. I thought he looked cuter when he blushed, and his

hands feel nice and soft.

Oh, I probably forget to mention, I'm gay, and momentarily, I got my sight set

on Kai. Not just to get a piece of ass, mind you.

No, I want to help him. He doesn't seem to like people. Reminds me of my friend

Ian. He is taken away to another foster family, but I heard that his parents

used to hit him, and now I'm wondering if Kai was abused to.

Kai is walking to his bed, he looks a bit tired, even if it's only seven hour.

"Kai, what do you use to sleep in?" I ask, curious, maybe he sleeps naked, I

hope so.

He walks to the closet, and grabs a grey sweatpants, and a too big white T-

shirt.

"This." He answers simply. "Where is the bathroom." He asks a bit unsure.

"There is one across our room, knock first, otherwise you can walk in on

somebody." I said, I still remembered when I just was here.

I walked in on Michael having a shower. He was so embarrassed, so was I. but I

have to say, I liked what I saw.

Kai has left the room, and I quickly pull out a pair of black sweatpants, just

like Kai's. but I do not wear a T-shirt to sleep.

I have to admit, I feel a bit tired to, but that's because I went to sleep at

six O'clock this morning. I hope Judy doesn't find out, she gets pissed of as

people ignore their evening clock.

Kai enters our room, now dressed up in a pair of sweatpants, and a T-shirt that

hangs from a bit from one shoulder.

He looks cute in it, just a little kid. He pulls the neck over his shoulder,

but it falls of the other side, I had to smile at that, but my smile disappears

quickly when I saw a bruise in the form of a hand on his shoulder.

Kai noticed my staring, and pulled it over his shoulder, but the other side

fell of his shoulder. Now the not bruised one was visible.

He quickly went to his bed and laid himself between the covers.

"Are there any important rules I have to know about." He asked. His voice

sounded tired, and I could see that he could barely keep his eyes open.

"Yeah, that we have to go to bed at the latest 23.00 hour, in vacations and

weekends, and in school nights it's 22.00 hour. Okay." I said.

"mmm, yes." He mumbled, half asleep.

I watched him until he felt asleep. He looked really cute. I have to get this

guy as my boyfriend. But first things first, I'll have to ask Judy about those

bruises, maybe she can tell me a thing of two about his past.

I hope I can help him, I really do. Well, I'm getting tired, so I turn out the

light, taking one last glance at Kai, and then I fall asleep myself.

TBC

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