Sitting in the dark room... Room that i know so well, for almost 3 years... Arms around my legs, my head on me knees... My, now not so blonde, long hair fell around my face. - Im getting used of this. Sitting in the corner of this big room with cold dark dirty floor and black brick walls. Yea, there was a window - actually two windows - small broken windows, pieces of wood nailed to them. Firmly nailed... I have no change get out from that windows. Believe me, I've tried... but its hopeless... I've lost hope... about few months ago.. i don't know when, but it was hot. Maybe summer? I had birthday on Summer... and how i celebrated my sweet 16? Trying to get out of here, crying and hoping someone finds me soon - vainly.
Im shaking with cold. I think, now is October? Im cold more than before. by hole in the window flew in here a couple of leaves. Yea, it must be Autumn. Its not like im not cold in summer, i am, just in this long dark dirty top and mini shorts, this floor is actually very cold too.. but now its diferent...
You even don't know how miserable I feel ... scared ..stressed ..destroyed... broken... hungry .. - Yea, sometimes, guy which kidnapped me, comes here and gives me food, but its like twice in week.
They just let me here suffer. I can only think, THINK about everything. Past, the day i was kidnapped, future.
I already know... I won't survive... but why they don't kill me? why they let me suffer? Broken and hurt...
I keep thinking about them.. How is my family? Mom, dad? Sister? Or my friends?! The gang? Jack? Jack...
Tear rolled down my cheek - I remember him so well, even when i didn't see him years. Is he looking for me? Does he think that im dead?
I had to laugh... Donna must be happy that im kidnapped. I think she took my place of main cheerleader... from the second became first..
But i actually don't care about that bitch.. I hope my friends are okay...
Short.. mm.. yea, i needed something confusing from Kim's eyes, so yea I hope you get it... :) I will update, but can i please get 10 reviews? :)
Go easy on me please, tell me what u think.. :)
Alexis