A/N: Hey guys this is the second chapter and yes I skipped 2 years, I don't have a lot of patience to write that! Well read and review! Sorry I had to add a Kakashi/Naruto lemon to! (coming soon to fan fiction) Haha that reminded me of, "coming soon to DVR" man that is so old now!

Summary: Naruto at the age of 10 is attacked by the villagers and lost his right eye to the villagers and now has his right eye as Kyuubi's. Naruto keeps up his happy façade but hates the village. After a heart wrenching betrayal how will Naruto deal?

Pairing(s): the main pairing is Itachi/Naruto (Seme/Uke), but there is a lemon with Zabuza/Naruto (Seme/Uke), Gaara/Naruto (Seme/Uke) and Kakashi/Naruto (Seme/Uke) and a one sided Sasuke/Naruto. What can I saw I see Naru-Chan as an ultimate Uke!

Watashi no jinsei

Chapter 2:

(Naruto's View, 2 years later)

Slowly I opened my eyes, the difference in vision making it slightly blurry (since his right eye is stronger in vision), but got used to it quickly. Yawning widely I stood up and walked to the bathroom and took a cold shower, having to deal with the cold shower because of the apartment manager.

I stepped out of the shower and grabbed my clothes off the toilet seat, it was my regular loud orange jumpsuit, I hated it but it was tolerable. After dressing I looked into the mirror, my left eye held my fake happiness, but no matter how hard I tried to make my right eye look happy it held the same hateful look, the scar over my right eye made it look all the more dangerous.

My blonde hair was now shaggy losing some of its spikiness as I got older and let it grow to my shoulders, it was still blonde though. Chuckling I grabbed my headband I got yesterday for passing, glad I didn't have to wear an eye patch over my eye, and tied it so on end of the headband covered my eye (just like Kakashi) and placed a smile on my face and headed out the door, today we would get told who is on our teams.

Walking through the class room doors I grinned widely at Iruka-Nii, who smiled back at me, "Naruto-Chan, glad you could make it, I am about to call out your team mates!" Iruka-Nii exclaimed I grinned with a nod and sat down by the annoying pink head, Sakura.

I looked around the room as Iruka-Nii called out the team names, "Next 7th group, Uzumaki Naruto." I looked up at Iruka who smiled then continue, "Haruno Sakura," Sakura cried out in horror I growled in my head but smiled at the distressed pink blob, "and Uchiha Sasuke." I sighed in exasperation, as Sakura cheered, not only was I stuck on a team with the pink haired fan girl but also stuck on the team with the object of her fan-girl-ism.

I noticed the Hyuuga girl looking at me sadly, then heard as Iruka called out the other groups: 8th group: Hyuuga Hinata, Inuzuka Kiba, and Aburame Shino. 10th group: Yamanaka Ino, Nara Shikamaru, and Akimichi Chouji.

With that Iruka-Nii dismissed us, all the classes left but I stayed back, "Iru-Nii, wanna go get Ichiraku Ramen?" I asked as I walked up and stood by Iruka, he smiled apologetically.

"Sorry Naru-Chan, I have to go to a meeting…try and eat with your group." I smiled at the nick name and nodded, "Sure." I gave Iruka a hug and walked out of the room knowing full well neither of the two would have lunch with me, I just walked around outside.

Finally we all went back to class and waited for our instructor, everyone's but my teams instructor was here so I sat in the room with my group, Sasuke was sitting at the desk at the front Sakura was leaning on another, and I sat on Iruka's desk.

Finally our instructor walked into the room, the eraser I had on the door fell onto his head, he paused in the doorway and I pointed and laughed, being my 'normal' (to everybody else) boisterous self as Sakura tried to apologize.

"Hmm…How shall I put this? Based on my first impression I'd have to say… I hate you!" we all looked at him and I sighed. We all went outside and sat on a roof we had to introduce ourselves.

"Now, I'd like you all to tell us a little about yourselves." Kakashi stated, "Like what?" I asked, I knew full well what but better to keep it stupid, eh? "… You know. The usual your favorite things…what you hate most…dreams, ambitions, hobbies. Things like that." Kakashi explained.

"Help us out here coach. You go first. Show us how it's done." I grinned at him as he sighed his gaze lingered on me for a second, it would seem my new sensei knows all too well about my mask, I glared at him momentarily hardening my eye to look icy. He grinned.

"Oh…me? My name is Hatake Kakashi. I'm the kind of person who doesn't feel like talking about his likes and dislikes! My dreams for the future are none of your business…but anyway, I have lots of hobbies…" it seems he was finished and he eyed us all his gaze still lingering on me.

He pointed to me to start, "Me right?! My name is Uzumaki Naruto! What I like is instant cup ramen! What I like even better is when Iruka-Sensei treats me to ramen at Ichiraku Ramen noodle bar! What I hate is the 3 minute wait after I pour in the boiling water. My dream is to one day…" I hesitated and Kakashi raised his brow. What could I say my dream is… do I tell the truth and say I don't have one? Or do I lie and make one up. "I don't have one…my hobbies are pranks and practical jokes, I guess." Told the somewhat truth all in all, I do like ramen…sometime…I don't have a dream…but I lied about the jokes, I just test people.

Kakashi continued to stare at me with a knowing look, I turned my head to the side opting to not glare at him since the other two were looking at me, and the other two then spoke about themselves.

Kakashi then let us go after stating our mission would be a survival exorcise, I knew what it would be seeing as Kakashi was under my father's training and he taught him the same thing.

As I walked down the streets I glared at the older villagers who flinched at my icy look, they had all stopped attacking me since I almost killed one of the few who attacked me…I stopped when Hiruzen had shown up and they ran.

As I continued to walk I felt Kakashi following me, I made a turn to head to the forest and he followed, as soon as I reached the trees I came to a stop. "Ok Kakashi-Sensei, you can come out now." He appeared not a moment later beside me.

"Good job spotting me Naruto-Chan, you have well sensory since I hid my aura." Kakashi stated as he looked at me, eye smiling, I dropped my mask and just glared at him, he didn't even flinch.

"What is it you wan't to ask Kakashi-Sensei?" he dropped his eye smile and looked at me a frown in his eye poster, "Well Naruto, it would seem you know a lot more than you let on…why hide it?" Kakashi asked I blinked at him.

"The same reason you won't let on to yours…it is best to keep you knowledge to yourself, keep a guise." Kakashi nodded in acceptance, "What else would you like to ask, Kakashi-Sensei?" Kakashi didn't care to smile and stepped forward, I stepped back my body tensing.

"Can I see your right eye?" Kakashi asked, I scoffed and set a burning glare on him, "Why would I show you, so you can go prattle to the villagers about it?" I was being cruel but Kakashi does know about the Kyuubi and he is loyal to the village, from what I can see.

"Look Naruto, you are Minato-Sensei's son…you hold a place in my heart as it is, and yes I know about the Kyuubi and you have spoken with it." Kakashi stated I eyed him wearily…how did he know?

"Fine." I stated as I reached up and removed my headband, when the band fell from my head I blinked open my eye and stared at Kakashi who looked at it in interest.

"You have the Kyuubi's eye?" Kakashi asked as he continued to survey my face without the headband on, he would…I do look like my father. "I do. The attack the villagers made on me destroyed my eye and Kyuubi couldn't heal it so he gave me his." Kakashi nodded in acceptance and I tied my headband back on.

"Why not show your eye?" Kakashi asked as soon as the headband was back in place, I sent him an annoyed glare, "I was not supposed to know of the damned fox in the first place, and do you think I want the villagers to know of something else they can accuse me with? They will think I fused with the fox." I stated, Kakashi seemed to think then nodded.

"If that is all Kakashi-Sensei, I must head to my apartment. Goodbye and see you tomorrow at the field." I turned and quickly left not giving Kakashi time to answer and left for my apartment.

I walked into my apartment with a smile plastered on my face, Hiruzen was there, "Hey Jiji!" I called I heard a chuckle and set my shoes at the door and walked into the kitchen to see Hiruzen sitting with a cup of tea; I took my head band off and sat opposite of him.

"Hello Naruto how was your meeting with Kakashi?" I sighed exasperated and let my head fall back as my eyes closed, "He was able to pick up on my…well true me and he followed me after the meeting and asked to see my eye. Yes, I showed him." I stated to Hiruzen as I sat up strait and smiled a true smile at him; only Hiruzen and Iru-Nii see my true smiles and know about my fake mask.

"Ah, well I am glad it went well, how about your teammates?" Hiruzen asked with a mischievous glint in his eyes as the crinkled in a laugh, I chuckled "Well Jiji…pinkett and emo…really?" Hiruzen started laughing as did I, "Come now Naru-Chan, the pinky and the emo aren't all bad…" I couldn't help the tears falling from my eyes with how hard I was laughing now.

"Ah, Iruka should be here with dinner soon…" Hiruzen stated as he snickered, just then I sensed Iru-Nii at the door and he came in with a wide grin on his face holding Ramen from Ichiraku, the to go order.

"Naru-Chan, how did the meeting with Kakashi-San go?" I chuckled and related to Iru-Nii what I told to Hiruzen and we all sat together eating and laughing speaking about our days.

"Well Naru-Chan, what do you want me to bring you for breakfast tomorrow?" Iru-Nii asked as he stood up and cleaned up our messes, "I can't eat breakfast tomorrow, Kakashi-Sensei told us not to eat breakfast or we would throw up…of course he wouldn't want you to be full when he starves you tomorrow, eh?" we all chuckled at that and Iru-Nii pouted and hugged me.

"But Naru-Chan you'll be hungry!" I let my head fall back as a loud laugh left me and Hiruzen and Iru-Nii joined me, "Oh I will be fine, wouldn't want to go against me Sensei, ne?" After that we all walked into the living room with Iruka eyeing the cracked walls.

"Now Naruto, are you sure you don't want to come live with me?" Iruka asked, Hiruzen lowered his head in sadness and I gave them hugs, "Don't worry, Iru-Nii, Jiji, I know how to take care of myself, and besides I don't want the villagers to hurt you to get at me…either of you." Iruka sighed but the two left after us all hugging.

I walked into my room and lie on my bed, letting my mind drift and eventually fell asleep, briefly noting Kakashi-Sensei's aura but not caring enough to stay awake.

(Next day)

I sat with Sakura and Sasuke waiting for Kakashi-Sensei to show up…I could sense he was at the memorial stone and a small pang of guilt flooded my chest, I noticed Sasuke staring at me oddly so I closed my eyes and grinned, he scoffed and turned away.

"Good morning, class!" Kakashi called Sakura and I jumped up, and sent glares at Kakashi, though mine held a different meaning in them, Kakashi stared at me.

Kakashi-Sensei quickly stated the terms of the 'game' I pulled out a kunai and charged at Kakashi, to test him and continue looking like a dobe, he appeared behind me, my eyes following him as he eye smiled at me, and he grabbed the top of my head rubbing his thumb over my hair, and held my hand behind my neck the kunai pointing to my neck.

"Not so fast. I didn't say 'go'." Kakashi stated as he continued to hold me at 'bay' and his thumb smoothing down my shoulder length blonde hair, almost lovingly.

"But at least you struck to kill… So it seems you've begun to respect me." Kakashi laughed as he finally let me go, I felt my eye twitch as I sent him a small glare.

"Heh-heh-heh… Maybe…just maybe…I'm starting to like you three. And now…ready…steady…GO!" Kakashi stated and we all jumped apart, hiding in the brush.

I stood out of the brush making myself act like my dobe self annoyance in my eyes, Kakashi chuckled picking up on my annoyance at the situation, "It's time for the match to begin! Let's make a real match, worthy of the greatest warriors!" I called out Kakashi sighed picking up that I wanna be held in the other two's eyes as the annoying dobe that I 'am'.

Kakashi went to reach into his weapon pouch and I jumped back a glare on my face, but he only pulled out his porno book, "…? Is something wrong? I thought you were coming for me." His eyes sparkled with mirth as he glanced at me.

He doesn't think I can take him on…wait he knows I am acting like a dobe so maybe he is just keeping the façade up, I guess I will to. "…But…you…I mean, I…I mean…why are you…that's a book!" I exclaimed laughing on the inside at how I pulled that off, Kakashi looked amused as well.

"Of course it's a book. I've been dying to find out how this story ends. It shouldn't make any difference in the outcome, considering who I'm up against. Carry on…" Kakashi stated I felt my annoyance level rise, he will get away with it now…but later he will pay…his eyes flashed playfully when he noted me annoyed run toward him.

I went to kick him but he dodged it, I went to punch him and he dodged again his eyes laughing I sent him an unnoticeable, to Sasuke and Sakura, glare, "Why not put in your all, Naruto-Chan?" Kakashi whispered playfully, unnoticed by the other to, "You know why." I whispered back.

"Showing your back so many times is very poor ninjutsu…Dunce," Kakashi stated loud enough for the other two I sighed in annoyance, "Naruto~~! Get out of there! You'll be killed!" Sakura yelled out I briefly noticed the hand signal Kakashi held as he stated it was too late and felt my eye twitch when I recognized it.

"Konohagakure village's most secret and most sacred technique! One thousand years of death!" Kakashi yelled his eyes sparkling and I felt his fingers I sent him a death glare as my body shot toward the lake.

I shot two blades at him and he caught him with his fingers laughing over his book, I held up my hand sign for Kage bunshine that Kyuubi taught me a couple years ago and climbed out of the water.

We finished that quickly and I noticed he placed a trap with the bell on the ground…I sighed and went for the bait and the rope quickly flipped me, Kakashi picked up the bell as he eyed me hanging upside down my jacket and shirt riding up showing my stomach, which he eyed, "I love you tied up Naruto-Chan." He whispered.

We finished up with me tied to the post my stomach 'accidentally' growling, Kakashi held his look on me, "Oh my. Listen to all the little stomachs growl! By the way you three I have an announcement…about the exorcise. None of you…need worry any more about being sent back to the ninja academy." He paused for dramatic effect…I knew what was about to happen though.

"…Are hopeless. More schooling would be pointless…None of you will ever be shinobi!" Kakashi stated I sighed in annoyance, it has to be done. "What do you mean-Give up?!" I yelled out in 'anger'.

"Give me a break! Okay so maybe none of us got our hands on one of your stupid bells…but why the hell should we quit over that?" I yelled out, Kakashi sighed, I did on the inside…keeping this façade up is so tiring.

"Because not one of you…has what it takes!" Kakashi stated, Sasuke went to attack him but Kakashi sat on him saying something about spoiled brats. "Are you trying to make fun of the shinobi with your behavior? Well are you?" Kakashi asked glaring at Sakura and Sakura, seeming to pay no mind to me.

"Did you even stop to wonder for one minute… why you were divided into teams?" I rolled my eyes as Sakura and Sasuke looked confused. "Obviously not. So you missed the entire point of the exercise. That point determines whether or not you would succeed…Team-Work." Kakashi stated, I sighed keeping quiet to see what the other two would do.

"If the three of you had come at me…together…you might have been able to take the bells. Of course this task was designed to cause dissension in your ranks. The situation was set up to reveal which of you…would set aside your individual interest…and propose to the others that you work together for the good of all. Instead of which…You Sakura, ignored Naruto who was right in front of you…while you focused your attention on Sasuke, though you didn't know where he was. Naruto tried to do single handedly what should have been the work of all three! And Sasuke had already decided that the other two just got in his way…and he was better off playing solo. You are a team! Learn to act as one! Yes, it's necessary for ninja to have individual skills, but… what is even more important now is teamwork!" Kakashi explained then went on to explain more and about the memorial then left us to eat.

Forming a plan in my head I started to try and make my stomach growl, "Hey, this'll be a breeze. I can go without lunch…no problem." Finally my stomach growled and Sasuke held his food out to me.

"Bu-But Sasuke, Master Kakashi told us~~!" Sakura started. "I'm not worried he's probably miles away by now. And we'll all need our strength if we're going to work together to get those bells. You're no good to me if you're just going to be a liability." Sasuke stated I looked shocked on the outside but grinned on the inside…he fell for it and I sensed Kakashi-Sensei in the trees.

Sakura held her food out to me to and I grinned and thanked Sakura, just then Kakashi popped up, "You…" he yelled in an angry voice, "…pass!" Kakashi laughed shocking Sakura and Sasuke.

Kakashi briefly went on to explain some things then they all turned to leave, keeping my façade up I called after them yelling about still being tied up, Kakashi's eyes just gleamed.

A/N: Hey guys that was the second chapter…and since my internet is messing up I am going based off the manga for a while…Well tell me what ya think!

~Osdktd