AN – I do not own House of Anubis
So, I'm Joy Mercer. The bitch from last year.
Maybe I was, maybe I wasn't. But nobody has any idea, what I went through.
It all started the year when Nina came. I had been taken back home, and her American self had replaced me. So that morning changed my whole life. Even my best friend isn't the same.
I still liked Fabian back then, and tried to steal him away from Nina. I felt terrible after writing that article on her and I had no right to criticise her the way I did. I didn't know what was going on with her, and she didn't know what was going on with me. Everyone turned on my then, Patricia, Fabian and even the new boy, Eddie.
He teamed up with Jerome and uncovered all my little secrets. About Nina, about blogger of the year, I felt angry with myself. All I'd ever wanted was to get my friends back and get rid of Nina, but now looking back, I only made things worse.
It didn't help that Fabian and his little gang had shut me out already and even though everything I'd witnessed that year. I felt sorry for Jerome too, he got locked in a room on Prom night and kidnapped by Rufus; even then he was shut out. Eddie is sure to be let in if Patricia's going to continue with all her secrets and lies. I don't blame her; Eddie's life could be put in danger.
I'm sorry for what I became,
Playing stupid mind games,
Just wanted to be in,
My life again,
Just wanted to live it,
Just wanted to fit in,
All the drama,
Guess it was my Karma,
Friendships broken,
Never spoken,
Of, again...
Maybe that was the girl I used to be, but I'm not her anymore. I don't ever wanna be her again.
The devil inside me...