"Let It Go" by Demi Lovato
(from "Frozen" soundtrack)
Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
The snow glows white on the mountain tonight,
Not a footprint to be seen.
A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen.
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside.
Couldn't keep it in, Heaven knows I tried.
Don't let them in, don't let them see,
Be the good girl you always have to be.
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know.
Well, now they know.
Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand and here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway
It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all.
Up here in the cold thin air I finally can breathe.
I know I left a life behind but I'm too relieved to grieve.
Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand, and here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway
Standing frozen
In the life I've chosen.
You won't find me.
The past is all behind me
Buried in the snow.
Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand, and here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway, yeah, whoa
(Na na, na na, na na na na na) [x4]
Let it go yeah
Na, na.
Here I stand.
Let it go, let it go, oh
Let it go.
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Chapter 2 A War between White wolf and Kraken
Jon Snow
News came when there is going to be a wedding. Not just any wedding, but a wedding for Jon Snow and Orabelle Mormont.
Gossiping is heard by guards and servants all around. He wasn't sure if that's a good thing because Orabelle is part of nobility house of Mormont and loyal bannermen err banner women to the house of Starks. Jon is worried that if anybody is going to slander his she-bear and the baby. He already heard that people are saying he is using her to get into the household or have better standing. No, that's not true, he loves her and taking full responsibility for her honor.
Orabelle deserve that at least.
He could remember it like yesterday.
Flashback
'Lord Stark meets my little cub, Orabelle Mormont.' Jon snow was little around 10 or so and saw a little quiet bear stayed by her mother's side refusing to let go of her hip.
Jon looked at she has baby fat slightly and is going still. Yet he could tell that she is going to be a beauty that North would admire.
"Hey Snow! Hey!"
Annnnnnnnd the fond memory he just had is gone. By none other than the infamous prisoner, I mean ward, Theon Greyjoy.
Theon Greyjoy and Jon Snow had never got along at all. It has gotten even worst, when Orabelle started a womanly body and her appearance made her a true Northern beauty. Theon tried to make advances towards her, but she felt safer with Jon Snow. Theon grew jealous at that point, he made a crude comment about her that Jon threw a first punch and Ser Rodrick and his father had to break them apart.
He supposed that his wolf's blood made him feral to fight off a kraken. Jon signed, as he turned to face him. He came at Jon with a big grin, but his eyes tell him the opposite.
Theon is mad as hell.
Probably thought he might have a shot at Orabelle.
Over his dead body.
"I heard something interesting today." Theon hummed to himself and ball his heels leaning back and forth slightly.
He might as well get this over with. Jon thought to himself.
"Yes," Jon answers calmly. "What is it?"
Theon told him. "Well, I hear that you are getting married. Well, congratulations."
"Yes. I am."
Theon hummed again.
"Yes. Yes, all in all is well. But oh wait I forgot that you a bastard place one bastard in her as his bitch. A noble bitch that she is now fuckable to have."
Fury came into his blood.
"Say. That. Again."
Theon leaned forward baiting him.
" A. Bitch. A whore that you can fuck…" That's it! Fist jammed into his face.
And a fight breaks out in the courtyard. Jon furiously beats him up and Theon punching him back as well. Wrestling each other to the ground, Jon heard few crowds were jeering, laughing and making bets. Jon on the other hand doesn't care. No one talks about Orabelle that. Nobody!
"All right! All right! Break this shit up now!"
He heard Ser Rodrick yelled while Jory Cassel grabbed Jon and Robb are separating Theon from himself.
"What's all this about?" Ser Rodrick asked looking both at them.
Jon couldn't help himself that wolf wants to hurt no kill Theon Greyjoy.
"Next you called Orabelle a whore, I'll castrate you and send you to hell dickless!"
Everyone heard it. Theon Greyjoy insulted the lady of high nobility and house of Mormont. Robb Stark looked shocked and surprised at him. Jon Snow doesn't care anymore. Orabelle doesn't need to be shunned that way.
Especially not by that fucker Theon Greyjoy!
Everyone in the courtyard is in shocked. Many of them are opened gapes their mouths like fishes and widen their eyes at Jon Snow's threat. Some men nodded their heads believing this is Greyjoy's pay back for being such a man whore that defiled many females he fucks for pleasure.
Karma is a bitch!
Usually, they know him as a he often sulks himself in the shadows and were known for being a quiet bastard son of Ned Stark had just made a threat. And they remember the very last person, who shown this much aggressiveness was Brandon Stark, his uncle and deceased heir of Rickard Stark.
This could mean one thing; he has more the wolf's blood. And this could very well mean, he might be ten times worse than Brandon Stark. They shivered at that thought.
"What's the meaning of this!?"
Everyone turned and saw Eddard Stark. Jon cringed and stopped fighting against being held by Jory Cassel.
He was let go by Jory and Jon looked down his head in shame. He heard and bit movement and knows that Robb probably let go of Theon by now.
His lord father came and waited.
He waited and waited.
Oh look! He waited.
"Well?"
Before anyone could say a word, Jon felt something wet behind his head down to his neck. He knew that it's his blood.
Jon felt his blood dripping behind his neck and his father has notice this.
"Jon, you're bleeding." He felt his hand check, but Jon refused to look at his father's disappointed face. Yet his heart is swelled at his concern for him.
Jon stood quiet.
"Go have Maester Luwin to heal you then I will talk to you."
Jon walked away. Gods that hurt! He knew that Theon hurt him, but this is just attempted to make him bleed.
He had just hope that Orabelle not notice this at all. He doesn't want to worry her with anything.
He enter Maester Luwin place to get himself fixed. He didn't expect Orabelle in their checking with Luwin. Oh gods, that's right.
Orabelle wants to make sure or ask question since this is her first baby. No, their first baby and wanted to give his child everything he never had the chance. Jon made himself know as he enters the room.
She let out a gasp and he knows it that he looks terrible. Maester Luwin quickly bring him to sit on the table while he gets the supplies. Orabelle went to and check him over has he knows that he had her worried.
Orabelle took a cloth and rag to clean him up. While it hurt and stings, but he knows that it's to distract him from Luwin stitches on the back of his head.
After Maester Luwin is done and all patch him up.
"I'll leave you two alone."
He left. It's quiet and he's not sure if that's a good thing or not.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
Jon looked at her. He knows that sooner or later that news will come out.
"I had a fight with Theon today."
Orabelle snarled like a bear.
"What is it now? Did he insult you again?"
"No, it was more of insults towards you."
He saw her expression a bit surprised by this notion.
"What?" she whispers.
"He calls you a whore and I wasn't going to allow you to be insulted by that. I know it's bad enough that I'm a bastard with no dowry or lands to offer you. I felt…unworthy of you." Jon sniffs and wipes his eyes. He hated his bastard life. He hated so much that he wished that he could give her a better life and their child. How could Orabelle want to be with him? Will his child hate him? He can't live with such an awful thought of it.
He felt her arms around him. It was Orabelle holding him.
"Stupid. I don't care any of that. You gave me something real and you know hardships better than anyone. At Bear Island, we have endured hardships there and I know that you can survive more. After all, this child is proof that it wants you as his father and I want you as my husband. I love you, Jon Snow."
Jon cried more as he held her more tightly. He muffled his tears on her chest.
She's right. Jon did give her something real. His affection and love for her. Something that nobility lacks when they had union together in marriage and family.
He will do it.
Orabelle said to him, "Fight on, Jon, Fight on for us.
"And fight I shall."
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Stark
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