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CAUTION: DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE A HARD TIME READING ABOUT RAPE! IT IS BASED ON ACTUAL EVENT BE WARNED...IT IS NOT FOR CHILDREN

Chapter 2: Bella's Flashback

A/N What you are about to read is a true story of what happened to me. It is graphic and to others may be disturbing but ultimately true. Please read and review. I only ask for your pure understanding this is not easy to write. CAUTION THIS CONTAINS HEAVY RAPE…DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE YOUR OWN NIGHTMARES

Bella's Flashback

11 years ago

14 year old Bella Swan sat down in her living room watching television in the same house she shared with her mother Renee and her stepfather Phillip Dwyer. She was a very smart and unique girl. She never caused trouble for her mother. She always followed the rules. She adored her stepfather vary much since he was the closest thing she had to a father. Bella's father had moved to New York City and married another woman after divorcing her mother when she was 12 years old. It hurt her mother deeply and the thought of her father leaving their family had hurt Bella even more but her mother explained to her that it was not her fought. Renee soon found love in a 36 year old man named Phil Dwyer, a successful lawyer only a year later. Renee herself was 35 and a knock out who could have had anyone she wanted but the question still remains why Phil. Phil had become a second father to Bella, he was there when she needed him but extremely overprotective of her. Renee believed that to be him showing his love for her but Bella did not see it that way. Phil would give her looks that scared her and made her feel nervous. In private Phil had a desire for Bella, his Bella. At least that is what he called her. All of that will change for Bella in the most horrifying way possible when her mother married Phil.

3months after the wedding (Dwyer house)

Bella sat down in her living room watching T.V as she normally does after just getting home from school. She wanted to relax and enjoy herself because it was a Friday. Usually normal teenagers would go out with friends and go to the mall but she wasn't that type of teenager. Her mother walks in.

"Bella, I'm going to the store do you want to come"

"No, Mom"

"Okay honey, your stepdad should be home in a minute be sure to let him know that I will be at the mall. If either of you need me just call.

"Yes mother" she says tiredly then whispered 'Sheesh…shopping with mom…no way! She will shop you to death' she then giggled to herself.

"What was that you said doll face"

Bella then realized she got caught and responded

"Oh I said have fun, Mommy!"

"Sure you did" she said as she walked out the door, got in her car and left.

Just after her mother pulled out of the driveway her stepfather pulled in. Bella then went to see who it was that pulled up and noticed it was Phil. She then opened the door and was shocked when she had noticed that he was looking directly at her with a look of desire on his face. Phil was 6ft 1 short cut hair, tan fair skin, blue piercing eyes, and muscular. He had on a pair of jeans and a t shirt which was odd because he usually wears a three piece suit.

"Hey Phil, how was your day" she said trying to get away from his piercing gaze.

"It was okay Bella" he said still looking at her as he walked into the house.

"Good" she says turning around walking away until he grabbed her arm

"Where do you think you are going" he said in a husky tone

"I'm going to watch T.V" she said hurriedly

"Why don't you spend some time with your old dad"

"Huh…dad!" She thought to herself

"No…thanks I was watching a really interesting show on T.V and I want to finish as she began to pull away.

"Is that right" he said angrily

"Yes" she said afraid of the situation she was now in.

She then decides to go upstairs to her room to watch T.V. she then notices that he is following her and begins to run up the stairs. As she runs up the stairs, she trips down a couple steps. He then laughed the most gruesome laugh anyone could ever hear.

"HA, HA I'm not going to hurt you Belly love" HAHAHAHAHA "I just want to talk to my favorite girl"

She then ran into her room and closed the door as hard as she could. He then pushed the door so hard she fell backwards onto her bed. He then laughed.

HAHAHAHAHA

Then he grabbed her as she tried to run and through her on the floor as if she was a ragdoll. She had fallen face forward. He then turned her body around so she could look him in his face. Her nose was bleeding.

"See what you made me do" he screamed

"Please don't do this Phil" she said scared and crying

He just laughed at her and told her to stop fighting. She just kept screaming No.

"No please Phil, please don't do this" she said hitting and trying to fight him off of her.

"I won't hurt you

"Please stop" she yelled

Then he pulled out a pocket knife and put it to her throat.

"DO NOT MOVE!"

She stopped fighting.

He then worked his way down to her bra and cut it off with the knife. Bella continued crying and screaming No.

"Please no!"

Then he began to undo his pants as he was pulling his already hard penis out of his boxers. She tried scooting away he just pulled her back. He then slid off her shorts and ripped her underwear off. He then got between her legs.

"Oh no you're not going anywhere" he said viciously

"No please" she begged trying to fight him off

"SHUT UP"

He again put the knife to her throat as his whole body weight was on her. Then he entered her by pushing all of himself inside of her ripping away her innocence. She screamed as he continued to thrust himself inside of her.

"AHHHHH….NOOOO!" it had hurt her so bad she nearly passed out. As he continues to rape her he would tell her how much of a slut she was and that she belonged to him. As he finished he comes hard cursing her over and over. He then got up and went to the bathroom as she laid there screaming and crying. He brought back a towel to wipe between her legs. She wanted to move but she was hurting so bad.

"YOU BETTER NOT TELL A SOUL NOT EVEN YOUR MOTHER; I PROMISE YOU SHE WILL NEVER BELIEVE YOU! NOW TAKE YOUR ASS IN THE BATHROOM AND TAKE A SHOWER!"

She cries softly and nods an okay.

When her mother got home an hour later, Bella sat in her room on her bed as her mother walked in and noticed that something was wrong. Her mother begged her to tell then she finally broke down and told.

"NO! you are lying"

"He did mom, Phil raped me" she looked at her mother with tears in her eyes

SLAP

"You will not tell me anymore of your lies, Isabella Marie"

Bella just looked at her in pure and instant shock. Then her mother turned and walked out of the room. She then came back 15minutes later after using the phone and told her.

"Get your things Isabella!"

"Mom?" she said confused as to what was going on

"NOW!" Bella jumped and begins packing a bag

"You are moving with your dad!"

"WHAT"

"I want you out of my house"

All Bella could do was cry in disbelief of what her mother was doing to her. She was being kicked out for nothing. Her mother had chosen her husband over her own daughter. Phil had won.

End Flashback

That day Bella left her mother's house and moved to New York with her father. Only to return 11 years later a rich and successful doctor. Her mother of course stayed with Phil. About three years after that fateful day her mother tried to call her but she just refused to talk to her or anyone about it. It became her SIN.

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