Kaylia Shepard April 25, 2186 Entry 2
Here I am again with nothing better to do. Vega came by to see me just a little bit ago. He is not guarding me anymore. Now it is some Private that won t even talk to me. Seriously, who wouldn t wanna talk to Ex-Commander Shepard? Hear firsthand how I hunted down Saren, but no the little stick in the mud, won t even look at me. This is getting tiresome. So, anyway about Vega s visit. He seems to be a good solider always asking about the different things we did last. The missions how I managed to make tough calls. How I could easily sacrifice someone and keep going without a second thought. I told him the truth, it s not easy. I think about those who have given their lives for whatever reason we were fighting for. I go to sleep thinking about the soldiers I lost on Torfan. I wonder if I could have done things differently and saved more lives. They call me the Butcher of Torfan . I can t stay in here forever. I need to get out or I will go crazy. Oh wait someone is coming .
So, that was Anderson they took me out. It was nice. They are giving me leave to be a little freer. I can now go and do things as I please, as long as I have an armed guard with me. The guard can be my choice as well; I think me and Mr. Vega are going to become great friends. So, Anderson and I went to this little court yard with a garden overlooking the ship yard, I get to watch as they do the retrofits on the Normandy if I wish. I watched as people came and went from my ship, and I wonder how Joker is feeling about all of this. I wonder what they have done about EDI. Wonder about Grunt; and Tali; and Jacob; and Jack; and Miranda; and Zaeed; and Thane; and Morinth; and Legion; and Kasumi; and Mordin; and Dr. Chakwas; and Kelly; and the rest of the people in my life who I will probably never see again. I am done for now. I think I am going to go have dinner.
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