Ch.2

Rape and scars

I woke up I almost forgetting I was in Gaara's house, I peeked my eyes open and Gaara was staring at me with a huge blush on his face. Some guy walked behind him and clasped Gaara's shoulder.

"Who's the chick? She's hot; did you fuck her last night? 'Cause it seems strange she's still here and…whoa sexy bra, big breasts…OW! The fuck dude!?" Gaara punched the guy who was talking about me. And how can he see my bra? I casually bent my head and looked down, my shirt had risen up and the blanket was at my thigh so they can see my panties as well. Good thing I decided to leave my bra on last night.

"Stop being such a pervert Kankuro, she's my guest I'm helping her out. She'll be staying here for awhile" Kankuro licked his lips

"Sweet I can put my moves on her, I'll be able to fuck her by the end of the FUCK! GAARA YOU LITTLE SHIT STOP HITTING ME!" I almost started laughing but remembered they thought I was asleep.

"Kankuro shut the fuck up, you'll wake her up, and don't talk about her like that or I'll kill you" Kankuro chuckled

"Why do you care? You don't ever care about anyone! Remember what happened last year with…" Gaara gave a death glare at Kankuro and sighed while rubbing his face

"Shut up!" He said with a growl and I fought the shivers that were going up my spine. Kankuro gave a nervous laugh

"Just messing with you little brother." They both walked in the kitchen, I sat right up and realization hit me. Gaara was staring at me while I had my shirt up, does he like me? No no he didn't want me here in first place.

I got up and headed towards the kitchen. I stretched while yawning, my shirt rose showing a little of my panties. Kankuro looked at me lustfully.

"Hey there cutie, good morning" he went to give me hug when Gaara held him back.

"Remember my warning Kankuro?" Kankuro gulped and laughed nervously

"He he, yeah sorry about that, now, cutie what are you doing here?"

"I'm staying here for awhile, trying to avoid someone"

"Gaara you want me to die don't you? A girl like this living here, while scared from someone and I can't even touch her? I think I'm going to risk dying if I can't have her, dammit Gaara! Stop hitting me!" a small smile was placed on my face.

"Then stop talking like that to Kioshi"

"Aww even her name is cute!" Gaara rolled his eyes

"Sorry about my older brother, you'll have to get use to him" I laughed

"It's OK, so what are you going to do? Since it's Saturday" he shrugged "Well I'm going to go shopping, all my stuff is at my apartment and I'm afraid of running into him."

"No we should head over to your place, you shouldn't spend money on stuff you already have." I waved my hands frantically in front of me

"No I don't want to 'cause you any trouble, besides he's very violent, I've already 'caused you so much trouble."

"You don't have a ride, it's not that I like you or want to help out, you just can't try and get your stuff by foot. Trust me I don't want to go but if Kankuro knew you were going by himself he might make a move on you, all I just want to do is practice playing my guitar." I rolled my eyes

"Shut up! I could teach you guitar you know, I have one at home I am a musical Internet sensation!"

"Hey yeah I thought you looked familiar, Gaara this girl is the greatest song writer and singer. You love her, you just never looked at her music videos." I blushed at his positive comment especially about how Gaara loves my music; Gaara just rolled his eyes.

"You're so sweet Kankuro" I kissed his cheek and he blushed really hard

"Gaara I hate you so much" Kankuro looked at me "you should wear my clothes, Gaara hates sharing his stuff" Gaara casted him a death glare. "Or on second thought you could wear his clothes" Gaara rolled his eyes again and rubbed his temples.

"You're a piece of work" he sighed "Come on Kioshi put your clothes on and we'll get your stuff." I nodded my head and grabbed my clothes to get dressed.

To my surprise he wasn't there, but my stuff was trashed and thrown everywhere, good thing I had a secret place for my prized possessions.

Gaara was waiting in the car, I didn't want him to come and see where I live. I walked in my room and all of my clothes were ripped and thrown everywhere.

I moved my bed and lifted the floor, there laid all of my special possessions. My guitar that's black with red flames, my notebook that has old look and was leather, my paintings and drawing book, all of my favorite clothes, some money, my cutting knife, and my HP laptop that is black with a Okami skin cover. I ran out of there hoping he wouldn't see me and hopped in Gaara's car.

"Thank you so much Gaara! How can I repay you?" Gaara put the car in reverse.

"Just don't I'm good, besides I already get free coffee" I laughed

"You're right! Ok so where to now?"

"Home, I need to practice my guitar skills" I gasped and turned my head towards him.

"That's it I can teach you how to play! What do you have?"

"A bass" I nodded my head

"Ok I don't play bass, but the uh…guy I am now avoiding has I learned how to play it so I could teach you."

"Fine whatever" he put the car in gear and left just as I saw him walk out of some other girl's apartment. Our eyes locked but he shook his head and went to his car, probably for work. I sighed and closed my eyes falling asleep to the movement of the car.

"No, No you're doing it all wrong!" Gaara growled

"I'm playing exactly as you showed me"

"But your fingers just aren't doing it! Ok watch me one more time" I strummed the bass guitar once more I was trying to teach him the basics first, and he was not getting it at all.

"Now you try" I gave him back his guitar and he started strumming again and got it wrong, again. I groaned "Lets just take a break" Gaara started growling at me. "Growl all you want but I need a break, or else I'll have a major headache." I went downstairs and grabbed an apple.

"So I hear your trying to teach my little brother to be good with his hands," I snorted

"Why are you so perverted?"

"Only towards you" I scrunched up my nose

"Yeah my ex boyfriend used that line, doesn't work on me."

"Damn it, well guess the only choice I have is to directly say it, wanna sleep with me?" I smirked and walked over to him, running my hands all over his body. And inching my face towards his until our lips almost meet, and grabbed his penis and he growled.

"You wish" I let go and went back upstairs, which he followed. I was about to go in Gaara's room when Kankuro grabbed my hand and pulled me into his room. He threw me on his bed and slammed the door

"Don't tease me woman!" he pounced on top of me and covered my mouth so Gaara couldn't hear my screams.

I was wearing a skirt so it made it easier for him to take off my underwear. I tried to wiggle my way out but he was stronger than me. He lowered his pants and placed himself in me I tried to scream but he covered my mouth, tears streamed down my face. He kept thrusting in me over and over, biting me, hurting me, after ten minutes it was over.

He rolled off me and started to sleep, I put my underwear back on and left. I peeped in Gaara's room, he was asleep with the guitar on him. I smiled at the sight; he looked so peaceful; I went to the bathroom to take a quick shower. By the time I got out Gaara was practicing right away, sitting on the floor. I stood at the doorway and knocked on his door.

"Hey you" he looked up at me

"Why didn't you come back?" my smile quickly vanished. I didn't want to tell him about what happened with his brother.

"Sorry I got distracted"

"With what?" I looked away

"Sleeping" he groaned "what? You fell asleep to" he blushed

"Why were you watching me?"

"I was passing by when I was going to take a shower, anyways I'm going to bed." He nodded and I went downstairs which Kankuro was waiting. I got scared and ran back upstairs running into Gaara's room

"Can I sleep with you" his whole face went completely red

"W-what?" now my face went red

"Oh no not like that silly I'm just…scared."

"Of what?" I looked down at my feet

"Can I not talk about it?" he nodded his head "so can I sleep here?"

"Yeah, I'll sleep on the couch" I ran towards him and glomped him.

"Don't leave me" I realized I pushed him down so I was on top of him but I didn't care. "Please" tears started to slowly flow down my cheeks and on his face, and my jacket fell off as it was already falling and when I ran it just fell off, my shirt raised from glomping him, I was showing all of my scars.

Gaara look bewildered and traced my scars with his fingers oh so lightly, I shivered as he traced the scars, they were everywhere my arms, shoulder, neck, and tummy and there were fresh new ones from hen Kankuro raped me and I had cut myself again for being so weak.

"Why?" my tears came down faster

"You would never understand" he sat us upright and held my head close to his, our noses touching.

"Try me"

A/N: ok yes Kankuro would never so something like that but come on! Makes a good dramatic story! Also I don't pay attention to Kankuro that much, and I haven't been able to watch Naruto 'cause I'm a nerd and I study more than I go on the internet. Anyways please review, inbox, favorite, follow etc. please! Love you guys!