There is no deep characterization in Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei. The only things we know for sure are that stereotypes somehow broken such as a positive girl being freaky or a shy girl being abusive. Maybe this is the main reason why writing serious SZS fan fiction is really difficult! Cheers for you, Kampai!

Jun appears in almost every episode but he rarely speaks, specially during the first season. His character in this fic is gentle and caring but chained to his thoughts and desires. He is a normal teenager, exploring his sexuality during puberty.

Well, let's leave boring prologues for a moment and continue with the story :)

02 – At the back of the Gym

14th of March

Dear you,

The closer I am to you...
the happier I am.

I love your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness, your thoughtfulness, your gentleness.

I love you.

I know you don't know me since I always stare at you from behind the bushes. I am a very shy girl indeed, confessing my feelings to you through a love letter.

It is just that when our eyes meet, I feel uneasy but happy.

Please meet me at the back of the Gym during lunchtime.

XXX

Your Secret Lover

14th of March

Dear Kudou-kun,

I told you how much I love you. I am glad how you said how a marvelous person I was, yet you were in love with another girl.

When I look at you from afar, I see you looking at the group of girls from your class. You must be deceived since your stare turns darker when you see the girls all around your homeroom teacher, fawning over him.

Understand that your love is not corresponded, I feel jealous and angry when you just look at those bunch of girls surrounding your teacher and you sigh. Do you love Abiru? Or maybe Chiri? Or Kafuka? Or maybe Kaere?

Please meet me at the back of the Gym when the classes are over.

XXX

Your secret admirer

14th of March

Kudou-kun,

You have been acting strangely during this week. You tend to look at the girls much more than usual. I told you, pay attention since Sensei is always there and they love him! You look sad, your expression is gloomier and you can't concentrate on reading.

You told me after classes that you weren't really in love. You know, telling girls that you love another girl so they do not feel bad about being rejected is not very nice. Still, I think that you are in love with one of those girls of Sensei's harem.

You don't have to stare to much at that crazed teacher. There's nothing you can do to stop him from getting every girl. I confess, I even felt attracted to him once myself.

Please meet me at the back of the Gym this Sunday.

XXX

Pie

15th of March

I hate you.

I despise you.

Your attitude makes me mad.

You told me a fairy tale. Where you insulted me in a polite way. I am not a fool. Plus I do not regret slapping you.

I think I'm in love with Aoyama-kun. He's such a cutie.

Pie