A/N- Again I'm back =), so here it the second chapter, please enjoy
Disclaimer- I do not own D. Gray-man.
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Hours later, the house was flooded with police, and investigators. A few paramedics came and left with two unmovable body bags. I sat on the couch with Allen comforting arm around my shoulders. One of the investigators was asking question to us, but I wasn't listening. Allen was talking for me, he knew what I wanted to say, and he kept his arm around me, holding me at his side. He spoke calmly with the man, until he left, with all the police, and investigators. At this moment I was shaking violently in Allen's arms.
"Lavi it'll be alright" He spoke calmly as he rubbed my arm, trying to stop the shaking. "I-it's n-not okay a-Allen" I manged to speak though sobs. Tears streaming down my face and landing on his lap. He hugged tighter and spoke softly into my ear.
"Lavi, the investigator said that there going to start immediately on tracking down the person who did this. Your welcome to come and stay at my house with Mana". His voice was shaking as he spoke. Wiping away the tears the trickled down my cheeks I looked up at him. I notice he was also crying. He always could feel the pain I was in, which it pained me to see him cry. I hated it.
"I'll be fine here Allen, I don't want to burden you and Mana, and stop crying, you know I hate seeing you cry". I brushed away his tear and manged to smile a very small smile. He returned with a smile as well. I hugged him tightly, not wanting to let go of the warmth of him holding onto me.
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"Are you sure you'll be alright alone?" Allen asked as he was leaving to go home. It was late and he had school tomorrow. "Allen I'll be fine, go home and go to sleep". I patted his head and he turned around to go out the door, but before it closed he turned around and smiled a small smile. He left, leaving me in my house. No. It wasn't a home anymore. It will never be my home ever again. I walked into my bedroom and laid down on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and a picture of my parents flashed into my mind. It broke my heart at the thought of them being killed by someone. I sat up and put my head in my hands.
"I just don't know what to do!" I yelled at myself slamming my fist into the wall beside my bed. I looked at my knuckles, which a few had split open from force. A small amount of blood trickled out. I watched memorized as a tiny river flooded out. I got up and walked towards the bathroom, but I stopped at the doorway, and turned to walk towards the kitchen. I turned on the tap and watched the blood turn the water a clear pink as it flowed down the drain. I splashed some water on my face rubbing my eyes, as they where sore from crying so much.
I wiped my face with the dish towel and I noticed the block of knives that stood beside the sink. I reached out to touch one but dropped my hand. No. Not now. I can't lose it now. The knives seemed to pull me in, calling my name.
That was it.
I knew what I was going to do, I was going to kill myself. No, not now, I have to at least see Allen one more time before I die. I reminded myself turning around walking back towards my room. Right now, I just have to be okay, or act okay. I can't let Allen know, I can never tell him. He wouldn't understand, and it would make him cry. The one thing I hated the most was that. To make that sweet white-haired boy cry, was like a dagger to my heart. Yes, I love him, more than anything, but he can do better than me. I know he has the same feelings for me, I can read him like a book. I know for sure, that he has no idea that I do return those same feelings. It will be hard on him, but it's something I must do.
I flopped back on top my bed as I looked at the photo that sat on my dresser. It was a picture of when I was little, I was on top of my dad's shoulders, and holding on my mother's hand. We all had huge, big, goofy, smiles painted across our faces. I felt tears rolling down my face as I grabbed the photo. I hugged it as more tears spilled out of my eyes. I closed my eyes, still clinging onto the photo, and slowly feel asleep. Good-night mom, and dad. I thought as I drifted off into sleep.
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'Mom dad! Get out of there!" I yelled at them as a stranger came closer and closer towards them. "PLEASE MOVE!" I scream at the top of my lungs as tears fell from my eyes. They couldn't hear me. The man walked closer and closer towards them until he had reached my mother. He stabbed the blade into left breast which priced her heart. She fell to the ground as I screamed out in horror. The man wiped the knife on his shirt and the stabbed my father in the heart the same way as he had with my mother. I cried tears streaming down my face as the man turned around to face me. I couldn't see his face but I could see his golden eyes glimmering in the dark. He started running towards me and I screamed.
Sweated trickled down my face as I woke up screaming and shaking violently. Tears started falling down my face when I noticed someone standing beside my bed. I turned my head to face who it was. It was Allen, dressed in his school uniform and school bag in his hand. He had a painful look on his face. He must have seen me having my nightmare.
"Hey Allen, what's up?" I said with a small smile. He blinked and then smiled, not a very cheerful smile. "I was on my way to school, and I wanted to drop by to see how you where doing", He said in a low tone. I looked at him, it hurt so much to see him sad because of me. I jumped out of bed and I placed the photo and walked over towards the boy. I wrapped my arms around him and embraced him in a hug. He seemed stiff, but the relaxed into the hug, wrapping his arms tightly around my body. "Can't you stay with me today?" I asked quietly, I really didn't want to be alone in this house. I wanted to be with him as much as I could before...
"I'll call Mana, and tell him where I am, and to tell him to call the school" Allen said taking out his phone and he walked into the hallway. I smiled a bit, glad that he was staying. A few minutes later he walked into the room and stood beside me. "I told Mana that I was going to be here today and told him to call the school and tell them why I'm not there" Allen said.
"So, Lavi what do you want to do?" He asked. I looked down to see that I was still in my boxers and muscle shirt. I looked up to see that he had noticed that too. His face and turned a bright pink.
"Umm... well maybe you should get dressed first" Allen said as he walked out of the room. I couldn't help but laugh. He must really like me. I thought as I grabbed a pair of jeans, and a green T-shirt. I grabbed my favourite orange scarf and walked out the door. I walked into the living-room and sat on the couch beside Allen. He had taken off his school jacket and he still had a faint blush tinted on his face. "Hey Lavi," He said breaking me out of my train of thought. "Do you want to walk down to the store and get some food" Allen had asked. "Sure" I replied to him getting off the couch and we walked over towards the door, put on our shoes and walked out of the door.
We walked into the local super-store and walked towards the frozen food isle. Allen grabbed a frozen all meat pizza, and I grabbed a frozen garlic fingers. We walked towards the beverage isle and grabbed a bottle of coke-cola. As we walked down the check out isle I stopped. I looked in shock as I stared in horror.
"Lavi what's wrong?" Allen asked as I stood there and stared in horror.
"Excuse me, are you going to pay for that?" The man asked looking at me with his deep golden eyes.
Golden eyes. I dropped the food and ran out of the store.
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A/N- So, what did you guys think? As I promised, it's a lot longer and a lot better than the first chapter. So R&R and chapter three will be here soon =3.