Ok so I warned you that this story is dark and a little unsettling but what is happening now has to happen. I hope you are enjoying it so far and I had to start on the next chapter because I have little patience and I want to get this out. Song for this chapter is Comedown by Bush. I hope you enjoy and I own nothing as usual….see you at the bottom.

BPOV

Watching Edward walk in front of me into the club should not be tempting, but the way his body moves is amazing. I can see his muscles moving under his shirt and I just really want to rip it off and take him right here. What the fuck is wrong with me? I must be really horny because the way he makes me feel is something I'm not used to. I need a fucking drink.

We walked thru the doors the music immediately hitting my head making my ears ring.

"I need a drink" I yelled over the music.

We all headed to the bar and ordered our beers before walking to a table. Alice seemed like a pretty cool chick and fit right in with Rose and I. We were giggling watching people dancing while the guys were slamming their beers laughing about God knows what.

"Hey I'm heading to the upper deck you girls wanna come?" I asked.

"What's up there" Jasper asked.

"Never been well you like blow Jasper my boy?" I snickered

"Hell yea, who doesn't?" he laughed.

"Well than come on" I said hopping off my seat.

We went to the back and made our way up the stairs. I knocked twice before James opened the door. "Hey Bella baby who you got here?" he asked.

"Just some friends they are good I promise" I answered back.

He opened the door to let us in. The room was lit with black and red lights and there were tables all over with bills and blow on them, my favorite place. Emmett's eyes about bugged out of his head when he saw random people having sex all around the room.

"What is this?" he asked

"This my friend is my own personal heaven. Drugs and sex my two favorite things. This is the playroom guys. You can get fucked up and then get fucked then go home to a good night's sleep." I said laughing.

"Heaven is right" Edward whispered in my ear.

We grabbed a table and I couldn't wait for the numb to overtake me. I grabbed a bill, pit it to my nose, and leaned down. I did three fat lines before handing the bill to Edward. He snorted four lines before we made our way to a couch in the corner of the room. I pushed him down and straddled my legs across him.

"I missed you" I said fucking wondering where the hell my filter went.

"Me too baby" he replied.

Ok wasn't expecting that. I wasn't quite sure what it was about Edward but I felt a pull to him unlike anything I had ever experienced. I grabbed his hair and tilted his head back so I could suck and nip at his glorious neck. I wanted to taste him so bad.

EPOV

This place was fucking awesome. I'd been to this club numerous times but never even knew this room was up here. Bella was licking and biting my neck and I wanted so badly to grab her and kiss her again. I don't know where these feelings were coming from but they scared me to be honest. Since the accident I haven't had even slight feelings for anybody, but with Bella I was quickly realizing that I was falling and I was falling hard, maybe because we were alike in so many ways. I really didn't know anything about her but I craved her like I did my sweet sunshine.

She started sliding down my body settling on her knees in front of me. She quickly undid my buttons and pulled out my already hard dick. I watched as she slowly traced her tongue up the underside all the way to the tip before she swirled her tongue around it. Then blowing my mind she went all the way down taking all of me into her mouth. I could feel her beautiful lips against my skin and I swear I about came right then and there. She started to move her mouth up and down slowly and then quickening the pace. She looked up at me through her lashes and smiled around me and I swear it was the most erotic thing I have experienced. Watching her enjoy going down on me, our eyes never leaving one another's was by far one of the most intimate thing I have ever done.

She slowly brought herself off the ground climbing back into my lap. She pulled her skirt up revealing she wasn't wearing any fucking underwear.

"I need you" she whispered into my ear before she sunk down taking me inside her. She was slowly moving up and down my dick swiveling her hips around me.

"You feel so fucking good on me. You see how we fucking fit together perfect." I said watching her smile as the words left my mouth.

It was the truth, we fit together perfect and I couldn't imagine ever being able to live without this…this whatever the fuck it was that I had with her. I felt her knees starting to shake so I lifted her off me a little and started pounding into her. Within seconds she was withering over me fucking moaning the sexiest sounds and screaming my name. That did me in as I came into her.

"Bella are you on birth control?"

She nodded her head and assured me that we were safe.

We left the club about an hour later and Bella gave me her phone number telling me to call her anytime. I laid in bed that night just thinking about her. Her smell, her taste, she was like a drug to me. In the moments I was with her I was relaxed and actually felt normal. My past wasn't there rearing its ugly head, it was just us and it was a great feeling. I fell asleep dreaming of Bella wishing she was next to me so I could hold her all night.

BPOV

Rose and I went home after dropping our new friends off and I couldn't help but lay in bed and think about Edward. It was amazing when I was with him because I felt free. Free of my past and the memories that haunt me on a daily basis. When I was with him I just felt safe and protected. In all the time I was with Jacob I had never felt this way. The feelings that I was developing for him were strange and new and it scared the shit out f me. I had never needed nor wanted anybody since Jacob but I said the words to Edward tonight, I needed him. I needed him in more ways than he realized and I didn't know what to do. I fell asleep that night wishing that I was incased in his arms.

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