Stiles looked at Derek, as the wolf came thought the bed room door, he raised an eye brow that the man "Wow coming through a door, this must what they call a miracle." He said, Derek could feel the bitterness of the words cut him as he walked closer to the teen,
"How are you…"
"If you're about to ask me how I am doing them I will do what I did Scott." He growled as he turned away to look at his CD's
"And what did you do to Scott?"
"I bite him." He said over his shoulder, his eyes turning purple as he looked at Derek, Derek was about to open his mouth to say something when John came into the room
"Stiles I'm going out…you be alright?" Stiles looked around at him with a convincing smile on his face
"Yes Dad I will be fine, I have Derek here." He smiled at him, John nodded and walked out and started to go down the stairs, Derek watched Stiles as he heard the front door close, he turned to face Derek with his head titled to the side "Do you want to fuck me?" he asked the wolf
"Stiles what is wrong?"
"What do you mean?"
"You are not acting like yourself." Derek said Stiles let out a snarl at him his lips curling up as he bared his fangs at him
"Not acting like myself?...you think I should after what happen? Do you think I go back to being happy goofy Stiles? Derek if you haven't forgotten I was chased by a wolf that raped me, I am now a wolf myself, I can feel myself thinking other things wanting to do other things, but the biggest thing that I and this wolf wants to do is have my alpha fuck me!" he growled, Derek grabbed Stiles wrist and held him there, both looking at each other, the purple has seeped into his eyes as he looked at Derek
"I didn't bite you?"
"Not but your still the Alpha of the pack." Stiles informed him
"Stiles." Derek breathed as he cupped his cheek, making the newly wolf look up at him with bright eyes "It has only been a month, since it happen and I don't think having you remembering it was a good idea, I want you to think about it my little wolf." He tells him
"I want it to stop; I want the images to stop." He said with a brake in his voice and he starts sobbing as he dropped to his knees.
Derek held the frighten boy in his arms as they sat on the floor, he sobbed into Derek's chest, the alpha rubbed Stiles back, Stiles calmed down after a while and just held onto Derek listen to the beating of the wolf's heart "Derek."
"Ummm." He replied
"Do you find me attractive? Or am I…am I repulsive?" he asked, he could feel Derek's body stiffen and his heart jump a few beats, Stiles then felt Derek hook his fingers under Stiles chin and lifted up his head to look at him, he looked into the teen's brown eyes, that look broken, he swiped his thumps under Stiles eyes to wipe away the tears
"Stiles you are not repulsive, you are the most beautiful wolf I've ever met and even when you were human you were more wolf than Scott." He told him, with a soft smiled, Stiles looked at him with wide eyes
"Y…You think I'm beautiful?" he asked Derek nodded "You just saying that to make me feel better!" he said with a frown
"No no I mean it Stiles." He said as he pulled the teen close to him and placed his lips against his, there was a soft buzz between the two.
Stiles slowly warped his arms around Derek and moved around to sit in his lap and kiss him fully, Derek warped his own hands around his waist and held him in place, when they pulled away from the kiss there was goofy smiles and panting hands still rested on body parts, Derek's and moved across Stiles stomach and laid there making the teen shiver "What are you doing?" he asked
"Imagine you pregnant." He said
"Well that is a normal comment." Stiles muttered as he looked at Derek's face, he saw the look in his face and made a 'O' shape with his mouth "Ooooh your serious, you really are thinking that." He said looking confused; Derek tilts his head and looks at him and grins
"Yes I can imagine your pregnant Stiles, your stomach big and round and the flutter of our child movements." He grin, the teen blinks at him and opens his mouth
"You will not be knocking my son up!" came the voice, Stiles closes his mouth and looks behind him to see his dad standing at the door
"Urrrh Heeeey dad...good news I am gay!" he said
"Don't deflect from this main point Stiles."
"Sorry." Stiles mumbled as he got of Derek and standing up, Derek followed suit and stood up as well and stood the looking at John
"Derek…"John began, but the wolf help up his hands
"I'm sorry, but I really do love you son and I can't help imagine him that way." He told him, Stiles looked at him with his jaw down to the ground
"You love me?"
"You love him?" John asked, Derek nodded to both of them, Stiles smiled brightly and real smile and warped his arms around him and nuzzled his neck.