James P.O.V
It's been a couple of weeks since Amber left, and i still have no idea where she is? I called everyone she knows to see if they knew where she was. Sadly know one knew , and i still have no idea what I'm doing. I ended up staying with my dad for a while , just so he can show me some things and help me when i needed it.
I took a quick shower and blow dried my hair. I ended up wearing jeans with a grey v neck and a hoodie, I looked in the mirror one last time before heading downstairs.
I walked down the stairs to find my brother cooking breakfast and my dad sitting at the table holding Ariana ,while reading the morning paper.
"Morning." I told my dad , walking over by Phillip and pouring myself a cup of coffee. I looked over at Phillip who gave me a wierd look "What?"
"You okay?" Phillip questioned me, just like everyone else has questioned me for the past weeks. Everyone just needs to stop worrying about me and start worrying about themselves.
"Yes, I'm fine!" I stated while taking a seat next to my dad. "Stop worrying I'm fine it's done with, move on!"
Phillip came over and sat across from me , with his arms crossed "I'm being serious!" I rolled my eyes "Your left alone to raise a daughter."
"I'm being serious too, I'm fine! What part of that do you not understand!" I yelled at him.
"Lower your voice James!" My dad warned me, motioning towards Ariana.
"We just want to help you!" Phillip yelled back at me.
"I'M 22 ,I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP, I'M FINE! I yelled louder, then looked down at Ariana who was starting to cry, I sighed and grabbed her from my dad then walked over to the fridge and grabbed one her bottles. I warmed up her bottle before returning to my seat and begin to feed her. "Just please drop it." I begged him.
Phillip leaned back in his chair "Fine, you just go ahead and fake being alright!" I glared at him. He smiled "I'm not trying to make you mad James, your my little brother, I'm just trying to look out for you."
"I know you're looking out for me, but what am I suppose to do?" I asked him. "She made her decision and now I'm making mine." I said looking down at Ariana ,who was looking up at me while drinking her bottle.
"Okay, I'll drop it." He said holding his hands up in defeat. "Thank you." I told him , taking the bottle out of Ariana's mouth and then started to burp her.
"One question." He leaned back up, then looked at me. I titled my head back and groaned. "Dad!"
"Phillip, where are you going with this?" My dad questioned him , having an annoyed tone in his voice.
"I'm just wondering, what are you going to do with her when you have to work? What are you going to do, when you have to go on tour?"
I looked at my dad and then back at Phillip "Well dad said she would watch her anytime i needed it, so did mom."
I got up from the table and walked upstairs to get Ariana dress for the day. I do appreciate that Phillip is worried about me, but for now everything is fine and i got everything under control. For now.
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