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Warning: Dark fic.

Disclaimer: Naruto is owned by Masashi Kishimoto. Plot belongs to Veroxion. Steal it and I'll castrate you; I worked hard on this- Sasuke's brain is hard to write about, even in unstable mode.


She hadn't come back and I was starting to panic; was she mad at me for something? I hadn't even done anything! Maybe I was too quiet; did one of the nurses tell her something?

I've counted the hours since she was last here. Five. Five hours and I'm already going insane, the drugs aren't working and now I can't have any fluids for a week, this is just great. I'll be sent to death before I know it. Why hadn't she come back? Maybe she was dealing with the other people who resided within these walls. I envy them. They get to bathe in her cold demeanor while I lay here waiting for a miracle to happen. I'm waiting for her to come back and stab me with needles. That would so make my day. She makes the pain feel good.

I've never felt like this before; no one has had this much control over me and I think I'm starting to lose it. Fuck what my family thought about me losing it years ago. I'm fucking losing it now, and only one girl is making me feel like this, she's driving me insane and she doesn't even know it.

And I still don't know her name. How can she make me feel like this? Make me feel so.. helpless. I'm lying in a bed and instead of waiting for a nurse to hook me up to fluids and drugs. I'm waiting for a nurse to come and see me so I can ask her her name. I haven't had to ask anyone their name. They either tell me or they wear a name tag. She wasn't wearing a name tag; but she had on the standard nurse outfit so I had to assume she worked here. Well she was able to open the door, so she definitely worked here.

So why wasn't she coming back? SHE WASN'T COMING BACK! I needed her to come back; to ask her her name and I needed to know so much more about her and I couldn't. Why?

Because she wasn't here, dammit! I needed her to be here, if I hadn't said that enough, you must be getting tired from he hearing that, but I'm getting extremely panicky. What is she never came again?

I couldn't even think of what would happen, surely I would go mad (if I wasn't mad enough) I'd try another suicide attempt. Yeah! I'll do that, if she didn't come back in the next two days then I'll do it, I almost succeeded last time, so I know exactly what to do and then I'll-

"Sasuke-san?"

I stopped my (evil) plots and looked up from my crouched position on the floor, meeting chocolate brown eye's. Her eyes weren't chocolate brown! They were emerald! This wasn't her, so I ignored the nurse as she helped me up onto the moldy old bed and made me lay down; she put the IV needle back into my arm as she placed a bag of blood on the stand. Oh great; they seem to believe I'm self-harming again, wasn't that nice?

"Your test results came back yesterday, your blood levels are... below average." and then she quickly gave me an injection and left while I watched the drips of blood as they went down the clear tube and into the waiting blue veins in my arm.

I sighed. Day in and day out this seemed to happen, nothing ever changed.. it was the same nurses that came in; until she showed up that is and the routine would be the same and even though I myself knew I wasn't stable enough to go back to humanity, I only wanted to get the hell out of here and do something other than watch the drips.

Click

The door was being unlocked. I sat up in bed as I watched the door creek open and then I saw a small head poke in as emerald eyes locked onto mine and then the door was closed as she leaned against it gently, sighing in.. relief?

She looked at me as she started to walk over and all I could do was stare.

It was her, the girl from yesterday... the one I had been obsessing about ever since she jammed a needle into my arm. It was actually her, she had come back..

She bowed deeply and I raised an eyebrow as my mouth hung open but before I could say anything, she spoke.

"Sorry about yesterday. I was.. angry."

...

I watched as she moved towards my arm- the one she had so violently assaulted the other day as her fingers danced upon my skin, I shivered, it hurt; from the small wound she had left me, a small prick of red with blue and purple tinted around the small wound. She pulled something out of her nurse outfit as she squirted a small lump of white onto my arm and she gently smoothed it into the sick skin.

"It should clear up in a few days."

I nodded, feeling a bit drowsy, she seemed to notice as she started to move towards the door. I needed to say something.. she had to stay! She couldn't just come in, check a wound and leave!

"Wait...!" I harshly choked out, not only surprising her as she halted and looked at me but myself. I actually spoke... willingly.

"Yes?"

"Name." I said simply.

She looked bewildered for a moment before she carried on walking towards the door, I panicked for a moment, was she just going to leave me without telling?! But before I could push my weak body up from the bed to stop her, she pulled open the door and looked at me. I stared into endless sparkling emerald.

"Sakura."

And the door was bolted shut.

Sakura...

I tossed and turned, a nurse had come in to give me some sleeping pills earlier but they weren't helping, not one little bit. I still had her on my mind, she was a disease that never went away; much like the one I actually have, she just wouldn't go away.

Shooting up in bed, I clutched my head as I tried to rid her out of my thoughts. I needed to get some sleep, whether I wanted to or not.

But she remained and I knew that she wouldn't leave until I did something about it, I needed to speak to her, tell her... tell her what she was doing to me, but I couldn't go beyond the four walls of my room, and I didn't know if she would come back or not, deciding I scampered up from the bed as I opened the old bedside unit; grabbing a old, torn piece of paper and then I got down on my knee's and searched under the bed for a writing utensil.

My hands wrapping around something hard as I drew the faded pen into my view as a sight to see and then I sat on my bed with the old parchment of paper and the probably faded of ink pen as I tried to think about what to say.

I was going to write Sakura a letter and I couldn't wait until she read it.


Sasuke went a little insane at the beginning, frustrated much? Do you get what happened in the last chapter? Inner Sakura.. -shudder-

AND... if you want to see Sakura and Ino's (plus the other nurses) outfits then my profile has a link for those interested, which I'm sure won't be anyone xD! This chapter was short, sorry about that.. but I needed to get this updated before I go on hiatus

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