It's been forever since I updated, hasn't it? My goodness I always write baby stories for this one and I never finish them.

~ Rose

Setting: Riku and Xion in life.

Rating: T-M for Nudity, after sex, light limes and fluff, angst.

~The book of love: Want ~

My fingers marveled over her warm flesh.

She rolled over to face me.

"What are we?" She asked

"Pardon?" I replied

"What is this? What are we doing?" She asked her words were weighed with fatigue. Her bright blue eyes blinked slower and slower. "Well you're falling asleep. If you weren't… I might make love to you again." I said stroking her naked flesh. She scoffed. "Darling…" I murmured closing the gap between our lips. She pulled away slowly. "I want to take a shower." She whispered as I rolled over on top of her. "Not yet, stay awake, and stay with me." I smiled cupping her cheeks. "No. I want to take a shower." She declared. "May I join you Milady?" I teased She scoffed again; I kissed her forehead and rolled off her.

She was back beside me before I knew it. She'd come out of the shower still naked as the day she was born drying her hair. She had taken the towel with her to bed and laid beside me. "What are we doing?" She asked again perhaps to herself. "I could be your boyfriend you know." I said She picked up a pack of cigarettes and lit one. "Don't be silly. Men are evil." She said taking a puff/ I took the cigarette from her and inhaled "Am I evil?" I asked. "Men are evil. They just want your virginity and your soul." Xion said "I've already got one of those." I teased poking at her shoulder. "Stop it." She pressed, she snuggled under the blankets avoiding eye contact.

"What's wrong?" I asked turning to face her. She had cuddled up to me, it was as if I was sleeping over and she'd gotten a nightmare, but didn't want to wake anyone else. "What am I doing?" She seemed to be talking to herself now. "Come on Xi, It's okay." I said pulling her towards me. She snatched her whole body away from me. "Jesus Christ. Will you stop touching me? I don't want you to touch me! I'm a fucking lesbian!" she screamed slapping my hand away. I rolled my eyes "You weren't a lesbian an hour ago! In fact!" I pushed her down on to the bed and kissed her hard. She moaned and wrapped her legs around my naked waist rolling her womanhood against my soft manhood. I pulled away from her lips and pinched her nipples. Before I knew it, I was sucking one and she was moaning louder so loud I thought we'd might wake somebody. I pulled away "Still a lesbian?" I taunted

"I hate you. I hate you for making me feel this way." She sobbed "Come on, come on honey. Really. It's okay." I said taking her into my arms "I hate you! I hate Men! I hate them!" She screamed

It wasn't Xion's fault she was like this; Her Father had raped her Mother repeatedly and she had gotten pregnant. She didn't have access to abortion, or refused to have one. When Xion was born, she hadn't understood why she had to hide in the closet when Daddy came home until Mummy came to fetch her or why her Mummy liked screaming so much. She lived with her parents until she was almost seven and by then the rape had turned into severe beatings, as well as meth parties. Xion's Mother did her best to protect her as she had nowhere to go and no way to get to a domestic abuse shelter. One day her father had gotten laid off from his job and Xion's Mother had paid the price for it, with her life. They didn't find Xion in the closet until the next morning, an officer had shot her father; When they had found her in the closet, she had wet herself and when the policeman tried to pick her up she screamed bloody murder.

We had met a while ago. First a college class together, couple of meetings in the coffee shop, some dinner dates and now it was a nightly ritual for me to come over to her house and stay with her. We'd have dinner, watch a movie, I would take her to bed. We'd both been lonely. She didn't like talking about herself. I had found this out when I stumbled across a newspaper clipping in one of her many books. She hated Men. She informed me on several occasions. But it didn't stop her lust. She wanted something totally natural that any human being would need or at least desire at one point.

"Do you love me at least?" She asked "Hm?" I asked, "Do you love me at least?" She asked again. "Would I be here if I didn't?" I said, "I asked if you loved me." She said laying her head on my heart. "Of course, I love you." I said reassuringly. "Liar." She said pinching my nose. But I could tell she was content. "Again…" She murmured rolling over on her back "Again?" I asked "Mmhmm…" She whispered shutting her eyes. "Wait…" I said "What Riku?" She said, "Can I be your boyfriend now?" I asked, "My boyfriend?" she said "Come on Xion, you've got to open up to somebody. We can be best friends." I said "Best friends? You want to be my boyfriend and my best friend?" Xion asked "We can you know." I said, "You'll never let go?" She asked, "I'll never let go." I replied "Okay… You can be my boyfriend if you want." She said "Thank ye Milady." I said She hit me with a pillow. "I'd like a best friend." Xion said.

~ Fin~

I like this. I might turn this into a fanfiction.

Have a nice day.

~ Rose