Paring: eric/sookie

Rating: m it later chapters

Spoilers: svm books 1 to 8

I do not own the Sookie Stackhouse series or the characters they all belong to that wonderful writer Charlaine Harris. Please don't sue I am poor

This is my first fanfic hey I think this is the first story I have written as well, sorry if its not to everyone's liking I am open to all sorts of suggestions. Also I don't have a beta just thought I might warn ya if my grammar and spelling is not up to scratch : D

I decided to make this chapter a little longer as well :D

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I decided that I was going to look in his corvette to see if I could find anything, as I went to go sit on the drivers seat I saw what looked like dried blood on the seat so I opted to go a sit in the passenger side. I opened the glove compartment in front of me and saw a smooth but Sharpe stake stuck to the top of the compartment. I felt a shiver pass through me at the memories of being staked at Josephine's for saving Russell's second in command Betty jo. That also brought up the memories of Eric and how he helped me and stayed by my side that whole night, he even gave me his blood so that I could save bill. I started to sob again, "Just what I need more tears what is wrong with me" I muttered this under my breath as I found a tissue in my purse and wiped my tears.

"AHHH" then I realized it was Pam's voice that made me jump and screech. "Don't do that" I said this with some anger in my voice.

"Sorry Sookie I forget sometimes that you are just a human" well what was that supposed to mean; I don't know if I should take that as a complement or an insult. Before I could ponder that anymore Pam swiftly placed her self in the drivers seat and said " why is it Sookie most the time I see you, you start to leak" gosh that Pam she doesn't miss anything dose she, just then I realized something. "Pam you do know you are sitting on blood" I thought she might want to know seen as most vampires take pride in what they looked like and Pam's no exception." Yes I am aware, but the blood seems to be dry and will not stain anything" just then I remembered something Pam said on the phone about Eric, "Pam what business did Eric have to do". " That's what I came in here to tell you, he had to go see victor about fangtasia". That seems odd, so I questioned her " Ok, why was something wrong?". " Yes fangtasia's outcome for the past month had dropped so victor wanted to discus new ways to enthrall the vermin seen as Eric had not been". Woo that last bit was a shock to my system," What do you mean Eric hasn't enthralled the vermin" I must of even sounded shocked because the look on Pam's face was of amusement, what was so funny about me being shocked and my question. " He has not been entertaining the whores, he has become unattainable all because of you," she almost sounded giddy and what did she mean unattainable.

" You mean he ha…" I was interrupted by Pam's wide smile. " Yes he hasn't had sex with anyone in 5 weeks, he bit a few vermin at first and then he started to just drink that disgusting synthetic blood" Wow now that was another big shock to the system, Eric area five's Viking sex god wasn't haven sex because of me." Pam why would he do that its not like he cares about me, he hasn't even seen or phoned me in 5 whole weeks". " He loves you Sookie that's why, he did not see you because of are situation with the new king and the take over. Felipe left 3 days ago to go back to Las Vegas, victor stayed to oversee that some business proceedings went to plan and then he was to go to Arkansas ."

"That still doesn't tell me why he couldn't pick up a phone and just call me and VAMPIRES DON'T LOVE" I was clenching my fist so tight I started to bleed were my nails dug into my palm. " Sookie you are bleeding" she said this with some of her fangs showing. "Yes I know I am bleeding, now would you stop looking at me like I am some freaking burger" why was I so angry all of a sudden, then in an instant a wave of pain hit me and I was all crumpled up again for the second time to night. " Sookie what's wrong, are you ill" she sounded like she was worried about me. "No it's the bond, its Eric he's in pain lots of pain" I said this through clenched teeth. The pain was too much it felt worse that anything I have ever gone thru. I felt a jolt of pain go from my wrist to my elbow, I looked at my arm only to see there were no marks or bruising there was absolutely nothing except from the pain. I heard Pam on the phone to Bill telling him to come as quick as he can and tell call victor to come, just great I have never liked victor and now he was coming here." Sookie this means Eric's alive somewhere" she then took the wet tissue from my hands and replaced with a new one she had down her top, I did not even want to know why it was there, I was just glad I could wipe my tears away. Then I felt tingling go from my toes up to my stomach and mumbled " Pam I think I am going to …..".

Yep I must have passed out because when I woke up I was at fangtasia lying on the sofa in Eric's office. I sat up and looked around the room to find Victors eyes staring right into mine and then he simply said, "She is awake". Bill then came rushing thru the door and sat right next to me. "Sookie how are you felling, do you want some water?" he said this with such care and devotion in his voice that I felt that I couldn't be rude and then I nodded my head. He came back only moments later with a bottle of water in his hand and a glass in the other, he then placed the glass in my hand. As he poured the water in to the glass I said, "thank you" in a big enough voice I could muster. I slowly took little sips and then decided to put the water down and get some answers from everyone. "Did I faint or collapse or something?" Then Pam walked in and said "Sookie you have joined us back to the world of the living I see". I burst into a fit of giggles and blurted out "You mean back to the world of the dead". I couldn't help but laugh at that even more, was I delirious or something?.

I had 5 weeks of peace from the dead and now I was right back in the middle of everything. "Anyway Pam I didn't die I just fainted or something, you usually say that to someone who has died and then brought back to life like you lot". "I see you are feeling much better I take it then you can't feel Eric" Pam said this in a sort of formidable way (that was a word from my word of the day calendar). I checked to see if I could feel the bond, nope couldn't feel anything apart from the feeling that something is missing from me. I let out a little sigh " no Pam I cant feel the bond anymore, I think he can close it up apart from when he's in pain or really angry". Pam stared at me just like before when we were standing at the road, that was it I was going to confront her. I sat up straight and looked her right in the eyes and said "Pam do you have a problem with me, you keep staring at me weirdly". Now she was the one who look shocked for once, but only for a second "no I don't have a problem with you Sookie, its just that I never new you and Eric had a bond until now". Was he that ashamed of me that he couldn't even tell his vampire child?

Before I had enough time to wonder about that more Victor spoke " Sookie I must know what you felt through the bond you and Eric share". I felt him trying to glamour me, "when will they learn that I can't be glamoured?" I said this out loud with out realizing. "I had to see if it was true, but I must inform you that you should tell me what you felt otherwise the king will not be happy". Hmm that sounded a bit like a threat and what good will knowing how Eric feels do, but then again it might be a good idea to not get on the bad side of a vampire king. "Well the first time I just felt pain on my back and then when I was in Eric's car I got really angry and then I got a lot of pain in my right arm, it felt like I broke it". "Thank you Sookie, Pam could I talk to you outside for a moment, Bill will you stay here with Sookie". As soon as victor said it they both nodded and Pam followed victor out the door. " Bill are you and Pam taking orders from victor now, is he like a temporary sheriff for area five?" Bill gave me a look of surprise on his face and said, " he is king Felipe's second in command and he is higher ranked than Pam and me, also we don't have temporary sheriffs even though I do like the idea of it". He then gave me a look of sorrow and I new what was coming next.