Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye. H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

Chapter 1 Pourquoi résister?(Why resist?)

Amu's POV

He stood in place very timidly, looking at me with his deep sea blue eyes with an unsure expression, while slowly walking towards me at the same time. He stopped two feet away from me and tilted his head to his side and crooked a smile upon his face.

"Listen, I'm not going to force you but think about it okay?" he said. He lightly touched my face and stroked my cheeks. He brought his face closer to mine not knowing what he was going to do next till I notice he planted a kiss yet gently on my forehead. It surely made me blush all over.

He turned around very swiftly and started walking towards his car, I couldn't help but grab his arm. I didn't want him to go also.

"Yes?" he asked with his husky toned voice.

I nod my head "I'll have dinner with you" I said very shyly. Before I knew it he took my hand and kissed the back like a gentle men.

"You're cute you know that, and it makes me crazy" starring at me with those 'eyes' that I can't help but loose my mind. I snatched my hand back making sure he won't do anything else surprising.

"Uh, I gatta go, my cat is dying" I lied.

"Your cat?…"

"Never mind, I have to go" I said hurriedly.

"Wait!" He yelled behind trying not look back. "Meet me at the Garden Bridge tomorrow night at 9:00, and don't be late!"

I just kept on going and drove home not looking back at him…By the time I got home I saw my mom sleeping on the couch, she had probably been waiting for me. Not bothering to look at the time I went closer to my mom and found tears seeping out her closed eyes. I didn't know what is going on but a slip of paper is on her chest wrapped around by her arms. I managed to get out, but nervous to see the news.

I couldn't bare to keep it unknowing any longer and so I opened the paper.

Dear Mrs. Hinamori,

I am deeply sorry for the news you're about to read, I have known for a figure that your daughter has unknown case of a rare cancer. But don't fret because we are not 100% positive that is absolutely correctly. But the symptoms have been proven to minor possibilities . In order to know the correct fact we are surely to overlook the procedures of your daughters case if it is not too late. But we know for a fact that her life is an expiration date, and we have your full notice before the end of the time.

Sincerely your Doctor.

I went numb when reading that I have an expiration date…

The next morning I woke up to a nice breezy morning of a wonderful sunshine that peered through my small narrow window.

"Good you're awake, take the medicine-" she stopped. "Why do you have that paper?" she asked, eyeing the paper on my hand.

"Uh-uh I really wanted to know…" I said feeling guilt. She slowly walked towards me and snatched the paper from my hand, and looked at me fiercely.

She looked at me for a moment and let a tear fall down her cheek "Please just do as I say and take your medicine" she cried, handing me the medicine. I didn't want her to cry know more so I took the bottle away.

"Rima is down stairs by the way, she wants to know if she could sleep over tonight.

Wait what! I'm suppose to have a date with Ikuto tonight… "Uhm sure, bring her up here"

Ikuto's POV

"Are you dedicated?!" Sergeant yelled.

"Dedicated, dedicated, dedicated Sir!" we hollered.

"Are you motivated?!"

"Motivated, motivated, motivated Sir!"

"Are you Fired Up?!"

"Fired up, fired up, fired up Sir!, Dedicated, Motivated, Fired Sir!. Hoo."

"Attend Hut!, dismissed…" Sergeant saluted.

As soon everybody was dismissed Kukai went over to me "I hate you dude…you left me last night"

"Sorry man but once I looked at her face… I just wanted to hug her…" I said fazing away.

"Whatever man, you owe me beer… 2 beer" he said walking away with a smile.

I couldn't wait, I was just excited as possibly as I can be. I want to see her beautiful innocent face again.

Ring, Ring

"Hello?" I said.

"Yo Ikuto, want to work out with me at the gym today? I need a work out buddy" he said.

"Gay…" I said jokingly. "I'm kidding but yeah sure ha-ha, when?" I asked.

"Maybe right now? I'm already here."

"Yeah I'm on my way now" I said snapping my phone shut.

By the time I got at the gym I went to the men's locker room and changed into my gear. I walked to the gym and found Kukai running the treadmill.

"Hey man" I said. He was huffing and gasping for air. As for my self I was lifting weights that is equipped next to his machinery.

When 2 hours has passed of us both exercising we knew we have had enough.

"Alright man, I'm done thanks. I'll see you later I guess but you still owe me 2 beers" he said as he left. When I looked at the time there were only 2 hours left to get ready for my date.

When I got home I was already getting my butt ready, trying to look good myself. By the time I got ready I found out that I had an hour left, so I just wasted my time doing my Navy paper works. But I had no desire to finish, so I just went my way to the restaurant.

By the time I got there I was already nervous, I told the women table for two then she escorted me to the table. As I sat there waiting I was beginning to get paranoid of her not appearing through the doors.

15 minutes have passed and I sat there quietly waiting… again till my name was called from behind.

"Ikuto?" a soft quiet voice called behind my back. I got excited for a moment but it wasn't what I was expecting for.

"Utau…"

"What are you doing here?" she said with a smile on her face. "Oooh, let me guess you're on a date aren't you" she snickered.

"Why yes, yes I am" I smiled.

"Ikuto?" another soft voice. I turned around unexpectedly and found Amu standing with her mid short light purple sequence dress that fitted perfectly around her curvy body. While her long soft pink hair naturally sat on her back…talk about temptation… I got excited again by just seeing her.

"I can't believe you're still here…I mean I didn't know… what I'm trying to say is I made you wait here for almost an hour and I wanted to apologize" she stuttered.

"Ikuto, who is she?" Utau said wrapping her arms around me.

"I think I should go… Uhm Ikuto I'll see you later" she said as she started walking. I couldn't bare to see her leave again, I gently pushed Utau of me and grabbed Amu's arm. I lifted her off the ground and into my arms.

"Remember this?" I said with a smirk on my face. I can feel extremity temptation on her.

"Ikuto!"

"Miss, I think you need your ankle checked" I smiled. We started heading towards my car leaving Utau standing behind.

"Ikuto!" she yelled again. "What are you doing?" she began to puzzle.

"You owe me you know, you were late"

"I said I'm sorry, I can explain-"

"It's fine, I'm not mad…it's just that I'm glad you showed up…" I said beginning to blush. Dammit! I'm so stupid…

I felt a tug on my sleeve, then I crooked my head towards her and looked at her beautiful face.

"I-Ikuto, do y-you like me…?, never mind, never mind! Please don't answer that question!" she yelled. I didn't say anything but I had to.

"I don't like you, …I love you…"

She looked at me with a surprise expression.

"I-Ikuto…" she said quietly. "Why?…"

"Love at first sight I guess" I said.

By the time we got here, she tugged me closer and hugged my arm like a child.

"What's wrong?" I asked. It took a while for her to answer but she managed.

"I-I love you too.." I couldn't help but just kissed her forehead for the beginning. We walked to my house and opened the front door, as we both got in I closed the door behind us. We stared into each others eyes and couldn't help our selves anymore, as we crashed our lips together.

I pushed her against the wall lightly enough not to hurt her but have our body still intact. We both needed air but that didn't stop us, I was kissing her so passionately I couldn't control myself.

I grabbed her nice shaped legs to wrap around my waist, as I carried her upstairs to my room. It wasn't hard for me when she's small and tiny, and how easy to grab a hold of her body. As we got to my room still passionately kissing each other, we began to undress each other.

I began my hands to make its way to the zipper on her back, slightly unzipping her dress, showing her tangerine colored bra. I began to plant kisses down to her breast when she released her moans of pleasure.

I felt her body shake and her body heat increases, telling she's turned on. I rubbed my hands starting from her thighs and making my way up to her stomach feeling and caressing her body.

"I-Ikuto…" she moaned.

I unbuttoned my shirt still kissing her gently and managed to take it off. She grabbed the hair back of my head trying to control herself.

I took the dress completely off of her showing her matching colored underwear showing more of her nice fit body. Shit I can't control myself.

"Say my name…"

Her saying my name just gets me out of control, wanting to touch her body non-stop. Also her voice calms me down,…making me feel comfortable.

"Please…" I begged.

"I-Ikuto"

I stopped everything I was doing and hugged her tightly under my arms, making sure she's forever safe and secure.

"Ikuto that…hurts…you're hugging too tight…" she huffed. I released her, not wanting to her hurt.

"I love you" I said kissing her again. We locked lips again but this time it was more intense. I made sure I tasted everything inside her, tasting her sweet taste and smelling her flowery fragrance.

"I love you too" she replied, kissing me back.

I slid my hands down getting under her panties till she grabbed my hands in a hurry.

"W-wait! I'm not ready… I'm sorry…"

I stared at her then gave her a peck on the lips "I don't mind babe, I could wait a hundreds years for you and I would still wait. I respect your decision a hundred percent."

Amu's POV

I couldn't stop starring at his body, they way how fit he is he must have work out everyday. His packs, his V, and broad shoulders, everything about him is perfect. He's sexy… oh my gosh did I just think he is sexy? I've never thought about a men sexy! Oh dear I'm a pervert…..

What I couldn't stop thinking about was the beautiful blonde women clinging on him.

"W-who was the blonde…women at the restaurant?" I asked. There was a long quiet pause but he began to talk.

"My ex-fiancé…" he said trying not to show emotion. Another quiet pause.

"We were thinking about getting back together…but…" he paused.

"Uhm…I think I need to go…" I said trying to put back on my dress.

"Wait Amu" he said grabbing my arm.

"I'm sorry but I should go…and I'm sorry I got between you too.-"

"You didn't, when I met you I loved you and I choose you!"

"But she might love you!" I yelled, holding back the tears. "I'm sorry I got between you two, it'll never happen again I'm sorry…" I ran downstairs going out the door, leaving him behind while him calling my name.