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Chapter 02

-Katniss-

Peeta made me look into his eyes "It's fine, she's just looking after you... And you're right, we're not even dating..." he smirked and held my hands, took a deep breath and said "Katniss, will you be my girlfriend?" My eyes shot wide and I couldn't find my words. I was so confused and scared. If I say yes it would lead to a relationship, and relationships lead to marriage, and it leads to children, and that's all I never wanted. But I couldn't lose Peeta, I felt something really strong for him, was that love? I had no idea. I looked into his deep blue eyes and smiled, I shyly nodded and his jaw dropped. He couldn't believe I just agreed to being his. "Is that a yes?" I nodded again "yes, this is a yes, boyfriend!"

We've been dating for a whole month. I was so happy with him, everything with him felt overwhelming. Gale had yelled at me saying I was making a huge mistake, of course I ignored him. To everyone else I was still the same Katniss, rough and fierce. But with Peeta, I was all girly. He said I must have twisted personalities but he can't decide which one he loves the most. I came to the conclusion that what I felt for Peeta was probably love but I wasn't still sure. I needed more time.

I was in the woods hunting when I saw a shadow. I screamed when someone pulled on my braid. I turned and I saw Gale. "Damn you Gale, you wanna kill me?" He laughed and I smiled at him. "Catnip, you're becoming all girly, a year ago you wouldn't have screamed, you would have punched me..." I got serious, I didn't like when he started with the talking that I was changing and that it was Peeta's fault. "People change Gale. A year ago I have never gone to that arena, it changed everything. Like Peeta says killing innocent people takes everything you are. No, you have no idea what it feels like." his eyes got hard "And you'll be with him just because he does?" I shook my head, I didn't like to talk about my feelings for Peeta. I didn't know how to explain them, they just existed and that was enough. "Gale, I know we're friends but my relationship with Peeta isn't of your business..." He came closer to me and held my hand "I know you don't love him." I got furious, who the hell does he think he is? "You don't know anything, just leave me alone..."

After I got back from the woods I went to my room, I tried to sleep but nightmares wouldn't let me. I wanted Peeta to hold me, I didn't like when Gale talked to me. It always made me so confused. I didn't know if I loved Peeta, but I truly liked him, he made me feel better, safe... That was it. I went to his house, I had the key, so I walked in. I knew he wasn't there, he was at the Bakery. Good thing he lived here alone. I went to his room, changed into some clothes of his and laid on his bed.

I woke up with the door opening and noticed when Peeta smiled at me. "Hey Kat, what are you doing here?" I looked away, I still felt uncomfortable when I blushed near him. He jumped on bed beside me and smirked "wearing my clothes? Who are you and what have you done to Katniss Everdeen?" I looked away again and said almost in a whisper "I just missed you." He looked surprised. Of course, he never saw me that needy before. I couldn't even recognize myself in what I was doing. He held me in his arms and kissed my lips.

Our making out started to get hotter than I intended to but I couldn't push Peeta away. That fire I felt inside the cave was back and I was hungry for him. I noticed he was being gentler than I wanted him to be, I needed him and I needed him now. I bit his lip and he moaned, I knew I was on the right path. "Kat, you're going to kill me if you keep doing this to me..." I decided to play dumb "do what Peeta?" He smirked, he knew me well, too well. "You know what, I'm a boy you know? I won't be able to control myself much longer and I don't want to put you in an awkward situation." I pulled him to me again and said with a serious voice "Babe, maybe I don't want you to control yourself, break free… I'm yours!" I felt him shiver and those amazing blue eyes stared at me "Are you trying to tell me that it's okay to carry on? Like, go all the way?" I just nodded, I needed him. I even may love him. Peeta smiled like a little boy that just got a candy and got up, picked up something from his drawer and smirked "Remember me to thank Mrs. Everdeen for making me buy these!" I saw it was a condom and blushed. So he was hoping something like that would happen. He pinned me to bed and kissed me deeply. I liked to see Peeta acting like that, so secure of himself, it even seemed he have done that before. Wait, was I his first? He kept kissing me but noticed something was up. "Katniss, is everything okay? I can stop if you don't want this..." He pecked my cheek. I stared at him "am I you first? You seem so secure..." He laughed, what could be so funny? He ran his nose on my face "I have two older brothers Katniss, I know how this works, but you are my first! What part of me loving you since I'm 5 you still didn't get?" I blushed deeply. He laughed again and went back to kissing me.

Peeta opened my blouse and kissed the valley between my breasts, I was still wearing a bra. I felt self conscious. He was welt built and I was that skinny girl, I starved for most part of my life, I couldn't be beautiful. He removed my bra and I tried to cover myself, he held my hands "don't ever hide from me, you're perfect!" I relaxed a bit and he brushed his lips on my nipples. It was weird to think that I was allowing a man to do that with me. I never thought of sex before I Peeta and having him sucking my breast was overwhelming. I wanted more. He squeezed the one that wasn't on his mouth. My breaths were coming out in puffs. His hands got lower, he opened my pants while still taking care of my breasts. I felt a tingle on my stomach and hot spread all over my body when Peeta put his hand inside my underwear and rubbed me lightly. I cried out loud "Oh Peeta… there!" He smirked and let go of my boobs. He took off my pants and panties together and fast. He spread my legs and I got all exposed to him. He took his time to just look at me, he was in a awe. Suddenly he got between my legs and pecked my parts. Another thing that seemed surreal for me, a man's mouth in my pussy. That was disgusting in theory but amazing in reality. Peeta's tongue seemed to be magic, I was feeling so much pleasure. I grabbed his golden hair and made him go harder on me. I could feel his tongue all over me, and a knot in my stomach begun to form. With just a flick on my clit I cried out in pleasure and lost myself. What the hell had happened? Had I just come in his mouth? Peeta, went back to my level and smiled "You taste delicious... you're all delicious!" I smirked at him "Take off your clothes, it's just not fair for me to be naked and you still be fully dressed…" He took off his shirt and got on top of me, I tried to take off his pants but he flinched. Something was wrong there. I sat and looked into his eyes "what's the matter babe?" He looked at his leg. OMG, I didn't even remember that. "Peeta, it's all right, I like you just the way you are..." He looked away "You promise me that you won't laugh?" I glared at him "I would never do that..." he got up from the bed and took his pants off slowly. I saw his prosthetic leg, it didn't even look bad. "Should I take it off for this?" he asked, I smiled at him "whatever makes you comfortable. You have no idea how beautiful you are." He didn't take off his leg but got on top of me. I took off his boxers and stared at him. "Wow, so, how do we put the condom?" he laughed and put it on himself "ready?" he asked me and I nodded. Suddenly everything got awkward. Peeta positioned himself and kissed me. I was enjoying the kiss when I felt a pressure, he was getting inside me. After being on the Hunger Games losing my virginity didn't even hurt even though it felt weird. I felt stuffed. He held still and looked into my eyes "is everything okay?" I smiled and nodded. He started moving. Damn, that felt good. After a while I realized I didn't feel stuffed, I was feeling complete. Peeta hit a spot inside me that made my whole body shake, I came again and it was wonderful. He pecked my lips and said that he loved me. I didn't know what to tell him, so I just kissed him passionately. He was going really fast and I felt when he came, it was amazing. He was amazing.

"So, how are you feeling?" he asked me while holding me tight to his chest. "Sweated, but amazing. It was wonderful!" I said while he laughed. I cuddled more into his chest "I wish I could spend the night, when I'm with you I don't have nightmares..." he pecked my forehead "stay then." I looked at him "you know I can't... my mom wouldn't like that. Why don't you come to have dinner with us? It must be almost ready... maybe you could spend the night!" I winked at him and he nodded. As soon as I got up his eyes got wide "why didn't you say I hurt you?" I looked at what he was looking and I saw blood on the sheets. The evidence my virginity was actually lost in that bed. I smiled sweetly at him "you didn't… when a girl loses her virginity she bleeds, it's normal..." his face softened a little "but you're fine right?" I nodded and whispered in his ear "I'm more than fine, now let's go big boy..."

When we entered my house mom and Prim were already at the table. "Katniss, I was wondering where you were..." my mom said, Prim just smiled "I told you she was with Peeta!" I blushed and we sat along with them. Out of nowhere my mom smirked at me and said "you look different, did something happened?"

To be continued.