Faking My Own Suicide
A/N: I'd like to thank MissMusicGeek13 for doing a wonderful job as my beta-reader.
I'd also like to thank everyone who read and reviewed.
Chapter Three
"Guys what happened to Sheldon over the past 3 months?" Amy asked
"Well…" hesitated Penny, "We should probably tell you that he didn't handle the break up too well" said Penny not looking Amy in the eye.
"No, it's more than that..." Amy looked quiet for a moment, "He was acting weird the whole time and he didn't ask Leonard if the order was right. He just ate it and he didn't talk the whole time, which is strange because he usually talks at every chance he gets so what's wrong with him?" Amy asked.
"Umm…" Penny looked at Leonard nervously, "Um, well Leonard is going to tell exactly what happened, right Leonard?"
"Why me?" said Leonard complaining.
"RIGHT, LEONARD?" said Penny repeating the words again with her voice sounding louder.
"Yeah." said Leonard who was scared of what Penny would do if he said no.
"Okay, Amy, let me tell you what happened from the beginning." said Leonard.
"Go on, I'm listening." said Amy.
"When you broke up with
Sheldon, he couldn't handle the pain he felt so he kept on asking me for advice on how to apologize. He started texting you almost every day trying to apologize and he always checked his messages. When he saw it wasn't working, he started calling you and leaving you messages when you didn't reply or answer any of his calls. Sheldon started panicking when he saw it wasn't working and he would ask me to drive him to your house every day, and he would stay outside when you didn't answer one time. He even slept outside of your door the whole night and waited for you-"
"Wait, he waited outside the whole night to apologize?" asked Amy interrupting Leonard.
"Sheldon was heartbroken when you wouldn't talk to him, so as I was saying he waited outside your apartment all day until I told him to stop because I was worried he spent most of his night and days there. But he never listen and that's when he started sending you gifts like roses and chocolates, he was wasting A LOT of money so I…" Leonard was quiet for a moment, looking nervous.
"What did you do?" asked Amy.
"Um..." said Leonard hesitating,"I yelled at him and told him to grow up, to move on, how you wouldn't forgive him because he never moved the relationship forward. Well, he seemed almost normal for a week but he started drinking-"
"Wait, drinking, is that why you have a black eye ?" asked Amy interrupting Leonard again.
"I should probably tell you what happened…" replied Leonard.
*Flashback*
Sheldon opened the door to his apartment and when he enter the apartment, he fell down on the floor. He was really drunk tonight.
"Sheldon?" asked Leonard walking down the hallway with his bedroom robe on.
"What the hell, Sheldon? Do you have any idea what time it is?"
"I miss Amy!" yelled Sheldon who complained.
"Are you drunk?" asked Leonard noticing the slurring sentences that Sheldon was saying.
"Amy, come back!" yelled Sheldon between sobs.
"Sheldon, stop yelling, it's really late."
"I can't, Leonard. You need to drive me to Amy's apartment so I can tell her that I love her and she can come back with me." begged Sheldon.
"No, Sheldon." shrugged Leonard, "Go to you're bedroom so you can rest, you need to go to work tomorrow."
"Not without Amy, I love her and I'm ready to move the relationship forward. Now take me to her house so I can engage in coitus with her" replied Sheldon.
"Sheldon, you don't know what your saying. Just go to your bedroom."
"Drive me to Amy's apartment, right now!"
"NO!" said Leonard a little louder, he was really getting frustrated.
"Fine, I'll drive there by myself where is..." Sheldon looked around the room for the Leonard's keys,"Um, your car keys, give me your car keys." said Sheldon trying to find Leonard's car keys.
"First of all, you don't even know how to drive and second of all, you can't drive right now when your drunk." replied Leonard crossing his arms to his chest.
"I NEED to go to Amy's apartment!" begged Sheldon.
"No, you aren't going to her apartment. Now, got to your bedroom, Sheldon."
"I MISS her, Leonard!" sobbed Sheldon.
"Sheldon, calm down it's gonna be okay. You me to make you some tea?"
"I want Amy!" said Sheldon, this broke Leonard's heart in all the years he has known Sheldon. Leonard has never seen him so sad about anything.
"Sheldon, it's late and she is asleep right now." said Leonard.
"Can we go to her apartment tommorow?" asked Sheldon.
"Sure we can, buddy." replied Leonard.
"Leonard?" asked Sheldon again before leaving to his bedroom.
"Yes, Sheldon?"
"Could you make me some tea?" asked Sheldon.
"Sure" replied Leonard shortly. After Leonard made Sheldon's tea, he saw that Sheldon was asleep on the couch already.
*End Of Flashback*
"Wait, that's not bad." replied Amy.
"It got more worse when he started drinking more. He was angry when he was drunk always talking about you, Amy."
"Really?" asked Amy not believing anything that Leonard was telling her.
"It got very bad that we had to call his mom, he went to 3 weeks of rehab and he just got out of rehab last week. So far, it been okay except he doesn't talk a lot and he still doesn't want to leave his room or eat. I guess it's okay." said Leonard.
"I think I should probably get going." said Amy, just hearing made her feel guilty and she just couldn't believe what has happen to Sheldon for the past three months.
"Will you come tomorrow, it is pizza night?" asked Penny.
"I don't know if Sheldon would be okay with me being here." replied Amy.
"I'll go ask him." said Leonard.
"SHELDON!" Leonard yelled out Sheldon's name and Amy was a bit frighten at Leonard's yelling.
"It's okay, it's the only way you can get Sheldon out of his bedroom." said Leonard.
"What do you want, Leonard?" asked Sheldon, he was already in his pajamas.
"Could Amy come over tomorrow?" asked Leonard.
Oh god, I don't think I can handle sitting next to Amy for so long without wanting to apologize, but if I say no they will ask. Sheldon wasn't sure to either say yes or no.
Amy was watching Sheldon to see his reaction, but his face just showed a blank expression.
"Sure." said Sheldon shortly as he went back to his room.
"Well, I'll see you tommorow, Ames." said Penny.
"Bye." said Amy shortly and left.
Oh my god. Sheldon had changed over the past 3 months... thought Amy as she walked down all the flights of stairs.
Sheldon was in his room, he couldn't sleep, all he could think about now was Amy. He had hear the conversation in the living room, he started thinking. Amy asked about Leonard's eye, did they tell her that I hit Leonard? I didn't mean to, if she didn't already hate me, she probably does now. Sheldon started remembering the night that he hit his best friend.
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