Tor's P.O.V.
I had gone to bed with a smile on my face and woke up the exact same way. I couldn't stop thinking about that last kiss. I mean, we'd kissed many times before, but this was different. It was more of a living kiss than a sexual one. Plus, HE kissed ME.
I didn't want to get my hopes up though. He was very confusing and, at times, gave mixed signals. I wasn't going to set my expectations too high. Otherwise, if I were to fall, I would fall really hard.
Still, I couldn't help but feel a pang of happiness and excitement when his truck pulled up in front of my house. I grabbed my pocketbook and ran for the door. I had a huge smile on my face...until I got close enough to the car to realize that there was a girl in the front with him. My heart dropped, and the happy look that had been on my face was long gone.
"Hey, Tor," Randy smiled and looked at me while I climbed into the back of the truck. I put on the fakest smile I could possibly make and waved at him. I could tell he knew I wasn't happy when his face fell and he scratched his head. "Um, well...this is my...friend Alexa, Tor," he mumbled. The blonde ditz turned around and waved to me. I waved back and nodded.
The car started moving and I just stared out the window, not saying a word. I had absolutely nothing to say to him. This is exactly why I didn't want to get my hopes up. To be honest, I was expecting him to hurt me in some way, but not like this. This was one of the most fucked up stunts he's ever pulled with me.
After all he'd put me through these past few months, he really had some nerve kissing me and then showing up less than 24 hours later with a new girl. I felt a sting in my heart, the same sting I would get every time we had sex. We would just be lying there afterwards and I would get this pain in my chest from knowing we could never be more than what we were. Even when he would hold me tightly in his arms I would feel insecure because I knew the next day someone else would be in the exact spot I was in. Unfortunately, I don't even know what we are to each other right now. Not best friends, I could tell you that right now. Best friends wouldn't do that to each other.
I looked in the rear view mirror to see if I looked alright, only to see Randy's cool blue eyes staring me down. A small smile crossed his lips. Even though I was furious with him, I smiled back.
The girl was telling him a story, and I could tell he was paying no attention at all by the way he was rolling his eyes and making stupid faces at me through the mirror. That's what I don't understand...he doesn't actually LIKE these girls, so why was he with them?
I let it go, laughed silently, and then returned to staring out the window.
This should be an interesting day...
