The first thing Tyler always thought of in the morning was James. James, James James. The man was always on his mind, he was Ty's almost-everything in his boring life. His run-of-the-mill-let's-do-nothing-all-the-time sort of life he let himself lead. Tyler loved everything James did. Every time he thought of James he tingled all over, in the roof of his mouth, remembering James' sweet kisses and ever-searching tongue. It gave him excited, anticipating shivers when the boy was close to his face. In the tips of his fingers in the way James always held his hand and all over in all the places that they could have touched without getting so far yet. Every part of him that James touched, his body remembered.
He couldn't believe this is what he'd been missing out on any other time he'd been in a relationship. It made the rest of his life seem incredibly dull even with all the drama and the sadness and the loss. Remembering those sad times, the times where the seasons and the years seemed to melt together, James made them seem numb, in a good sort of way. He made the pain of remembering them disappear almost completely. He couldn't think of anyone else giving him this spicy, sweet, fiery, cute, amazing relationship ever again. James was his and he was James. The way they fit together was as if they'd known eachother for months instead of the short three weeks.
James made it okay for people to critisize them in public for their "terrible" relationship. His outlook on life was infecious.

Ty thought that he loved James.
He didn't know if he loved James, he didn't know if he could ever love someone again. But loving James seemed so right. So right.
Fuck, he loved James.
Did James love him?

It was the bike again. They never took James' car. Both of them loved Ty's bike, they loved the rush. They loved going fast and feeling the wind and they loved being dangerous together. Sometimes if they went fast enough, James giggled phsycotically to himself and Ty smiled like a madman running down the city. They loved the city lights, and they loved nighttime in general. When everything got lit-up, when the older teenagers and 2o-year olds started coming out. Tonight was the fireworks though, so everyone was out.
The way they wove through the traffic to the park was probably illegal, but they liked it. and it wasn't like the cops could do anything this time of year, they were being safe as you could be in the 3rd-of July firework traffic in a largish city.
By the time they got to the destination they were both sweaty and geared up for anything. Hand in hand, as always they walked to the small part of the beach in the park they loved, on the lake. it was sandy and the fireworks were lit on the other side of the lake every year. Their part of the beach was cut-off from the rest of it though, despite being in public reach. Most of the people just didn't care to go looking for it. Ty and James loved it there.
They set out their blanket, lit two candles, one for each side of them. It was already getting pretty dark, they'd start soon. James was excited like a little kid for them to start. He absolutely loved the way they lit the sky with rainbows. And, he got to share it with his man. The person he thought he might love sometime soon.
Ty's senses were just as stimulated as James' were, The candles let off a sweet aroma, and coupled with their scent, as each of the lovers' enjoyed the way the other one smelled, and they were close enough to smell each other. They could hear the waves and people talking excitedly, small children giggling and screaming playfully as they always did. It was like the air hummed with anticipation for the noise and the sight and the smoke and the smell that went with the smoke.
Ty loved to watch James, he loved the innocence in the other man's love for everything. He always saw the brighter side. He liked the way James' eyes sparkled in the moonlight, and the way he talked faster when he was excited, and the way that Ty could still understand him. James made him smile like an idiot.
"Tyyy, don't you just love the fireworks? It feels like even the air knows about the excitement, isn't it? Can't you feel it. Tonight's gonna be great" He always smiled at Ty when he was done with a sentance, it was endearing to him.
"I know, right? It feels like the air's vibrating." Ty chuckled. "You remind me of a little kid, love." He said, nuzzling into James' neck and squeezing his hand. "You make everything seem so much more fun, it's great."
"Aww, thanks Tyyy." He blushed, and smiled and kissed Ty's cheek, letting his face rest against his lovers'. "It's just soo easy to get me excited, yanno?" He kept smiling.
"You're so cute." Ty couldn't think of anything else to say, he just kissed the top of James' head and was thankful he'd found someone so upbeat. He watched the first firework go up into the air, making a zzzzzzz noise as it went up, spilling smoke and exploded in the air in a palm-tree sort of shape. He felt James hold his breath and couldn't help but giggle at James' silliness.
They both watched the fireworks in silent awe for awhile. About halfway through, James squeezed Ty's hands and said quietly, "Babe, your hands are reaally warm." They'd been sitting with James in Tyler's lap, Ty's legs were crossed and James' weren't, with James' back against Tyler's chest and Ty's hands holding James' hands in James' lap.
"Yours are too, lovey." Ty said just as quietly, only his head was on James' shoulder, so it was louder to him. James chuckled once absentmindedly.
Ty liked the way James' cheek was soft against his. How it was warmer than his, and how it felt wierd that James' cheek made his feel cold. He kissed James' cheek. He knew James loved it when he showed him affection out of nowhere. He could cuddle and touch with James all day, all week, all month. He never got tired of his boyfriend. Every time he even saw James all he wanted to do was ravish him with love and make James happy, make him feel pleasure.
James enjoyed the way the fireworks boom made it feel like they were pounding his heart even heavier. James loved the way Ty never got tired of cuddling with him, and he loved the warm protection Ty offered him against the cold night.
James' eyes sparkled at the finale, and his childish sense of excitement came back, making his heart beat faster and his breath catch occaisonally. He could feel Tyler smiling against his cheek, the way the muscles tightened and pushed against his felt silly. It made him smile too and they were smiling idiots together.
Close to the end James shifted his position to better face Ty, albeit he was sideways still. With one of his hands, he touched Ty's cheek opposite of him, bringing Ty's face to face him, smiled and looked into Ty's electric blue, sparkling eyes for a moment before closing in and kissing Ty hotly and firmly, perfectly on target. Ty closed his eyes and welcomed this deep kiss, him and James felt the fireworks together. Not only the heart-pounding finale boom. But also those fireworks they say you're supposed to feel when you kiss the person you love.
Both of the men were in absolute bliss. This was the best yet, the most perfect kiss. At that moment James realised that yes. He loved Ty. He. Fucking. Loved. Ty. He was in love. He wasn't scared of that at all. It took three weeks for him to love someone. So what? He was in fucking love.
They both let go of their kiss at the same time, just coming apart a few inches, feeling each others warm breath on their faces and just looking into each others eyes, unmoving. Not searching either, they'd found what they hadn't even been looking for. The feeling of the love for eachother was overwhelming, and they both knew what they wanted to do.

James had not remembered Ty's apartment being so nice, or so expensive looking. Maybe that's cause he hadn't been there a lot. It was one of those apartments that made you think "This person only had this apartment cause they don't have anyone to live with, not because they can't afford a house." He liked the thought of moving into a house with Ty. Hell, he liked the thought of living with Ty on the streets. As long as he got to be with Ty, it did not matter where they lived.
James tugged on Ty's hand. "Ty!" He waited until the larger, darker man paid attention to him and stepped closer to his boyfriend, holding his hand with both of his and kissing it, he made intense eye-contact with Ty, and said steadily and quietly, and a bit sensually. "I wanna make love with you. Right now."
He liked the spark that sentance ignited in Ty's eyes, if there wasn't already a spark there before. Without warning, Ty slipped his other arm under James' knees and the other under his back, carrying him with ease. James wasn't even nervous, he knew Ty was very strong.
Ty carried his boyfriend to the bathroom, allll the way on the other side of his rather large apartment. Ty had one of those huge showers that sprays on you from all directions. Shit, James wished his bathroom was half as nice as Ty's.
Once James saw the shower start going, he stepped closer to his love, and placed his hands lightly on his chest. James slowly, and sweetly, lightly gave his boyfriend a kiss. Ty welcomed it just as softly and lovingly and they held that way for a moment, James breaking it first and moving his hands to unzip the zipper on Ty's hoodie. He watched as it fell away and Ty watched him. James slowly and deliberatly moved his hands under the waist of Ty's shirt, so that his knuckles pressed against Ty's skin as he pulled it upward, his lover helping him and raising his arms above his head so James could pull it off.
Before James could go any further, Ty grabbed both of his hands and pressed a surprise kiss to James' slightly parted lips. Letting go of this one just as quickly as before, he lifted James' hoodie over his head, letting it drop somewhere off to the side of him as he watched James' body become unhidden. He put his fingertips under James' shirt and pushed it up, feeling the bumps of his boyfriends' abs as it came off.
It was James' turn again next, as he came even closer to Ty, pushing his fingers under the waistband of Ty's jeans and feeling his way around to the front, unbuttoning them and slipping them off with ease. For a second he admired Almost the entirety of Ty's tanned and toned body before biting his lip and resting his hands on Ty's hips, almost afraid to go any farther.
Ty took the initiative to take put his hands firmly on James' shoulders, dragging them down his body, before kneeling in front of James, holding the small of his back and pressing his face into the front of James' pants, using his tongue and teeth to unbutton and unzip James' pants, and dragging the boxers under them down. He kissed James' hip, his stomach and his chest, his neck. He saw one of the lovebites he'd left there and nipped at it, kissing up his lovers' Jaw and coming to meet the other man's mouth. There he left a hot kiss, using his tongue to part James' lips just a little and then almost letting go, and biting his lover's lower lip.
James became not as shy then, slipping Ty's boxers down and eyeing what he found for a moment, looking Ty up and down for a split second. Ty was absolutely beautiful. He was proportionate everywhere, and he was evenly tanned and just, gorgeous. James was insanely attracted to this man. Jeez, could he be any more fuckin' perfect? He saw Ty eyeing him the same way, and allowed his lover to grab both of his hands and lead him into the shower.
It felt amazing, the water was the perfect pressure and the perfect temperature. Very hot, but not burning-hot. It washed over him from every direction, and soon him and his boyfriend were soaking wet. There were so many kisses then, wet, wet kisses. Licking the water from eachothers lips and letting their tongues meet inbetween. Their love was just as hot and steamy as the hot water. Soon enough, they were pressed tight against eachother, James' arms around Ty's neck, and Ty's hands firmly holding James' backside. James made the change and held himself up by his arms, crossing his legs arond Ty's waist, Ty holding him up.
Their kisses got even more deep and led their mouths elsewhere. James licked up Ty's neck, his tongue not any cooler than the liquid pouring over their excited bodies. He sucked and kissed Ty's neck, Ty letting his head back so the water touched his face, and hummed a deep note, the vibrations running into James' mouth and giving him pleasure as well. James had Ty going crazy. He let go of James and James took the hint, letting his feet meet ground again. Ty pushed his lover to the back wall of the shower, where he pinned James' hands against the wall and kissed him deeply, the water still hitting them.
Ty then left his lover's hands, pushing the wet hair plastered to James' jaw back, and pressed a suckling kiss on the edge of his jaw. He kissed his way down his lovers neck and dragged his teeth lightly down to James' nipple, eliciting a moan. He looked up at the face of his lover, whose eyes were half closed and his mouth only slightly parted, biting his lip on one side. Fuck, was Ty harder just from looking at him. He bit James' nipple lightly, getting a gasp in return, and sucked on it. He could feel James arching his back to press himself even closer to Ty.
Without warning, James pressed his palm hard against Ty's erection. Ty's eyes closed and he bit down on James' nipple by accident, causing him to dig his nails in, which got an "Aahn!" from Ty. James smiled mischeviously, dragging his hand with nails still scratching up the whole length of Ty's cock. Ty moaned and resisted pressing his whole body up against James. Ty pressed his hands on James' torso, circling James' nipples with his thumbs. It was all he could do to keep from his knees buckling under the amazing feeling of James' touch.
James wrapped his hand around Ty's erection and pulled slowly up, then pressing down very hard and very slow, watching Ty's face. "Fuck", The slightly larger man managed, biting down on his lip hard, and pressing into James' chest even harder. He loved the way he had Ty under his thumb. James was teasing the head of Ty's dick when Ty grabbed his hand, obviously not able to take it anymore, and pinned it to the wall again. "Shit, James.." He managed to gasp between breaths. "ahh, you're fuckin' amazing." he bit his lip again and pressed himself tightly against James, giving the other man no room to breath. James' breath came in little gasps as he was pleasured as well.
Every part of their bodies were pressed against eachother firmly, and Ty moved so there was friction between their erections, both of them moaning and gasping together. James' nails scraped and scratched Ty's arms and back and his eyes were practically closed. Ty bit the place where James' neck met his shoulder as the other man scratched him, giving them both pleasure mixed in with pain.
What felt like an eternity of just touching, which was probably about a half hour, James wanted more. He wanted everything from his lover. Everything.
"Mmn, Ty! Shiiiit, you're so good. Ahh. Just fuck me!. Nngh. I want you inside me, I want it hard. Ty!" That was simply all Ty needed. He grabbed James' hips firmly and pulled up, so that his cock was under James, and James wrapped his legs around Ty again. It was easier this time, since he was pressed up against the wall. Ty pulled him down without any warning. They both moaned loudly. It took him awhile before Ty could move himself. His response when he did was a low groan. He thrusted thouroghly and hard into James, and James clawed the shit out of his back, grabbing on with his nails and holding. Every so often in the heat of the moment, and the fast movement James would lose his grip and scratch down his lover's back again, finding another spot to sink his nails in.
"Ahn, James!" He bit his lip. "Fuck, I cant stand anymore." Ty took himself out of James and James stood, both of them gasping for air, the water almost refreshing from how hot they were. after about a minute, James grabbed Ty's shoulders, turning him so that Ty's back was against the wall and pushing him down on the floor of the shower. He followed his lover there, kneeling over Ty's lap and intertwining their fingers together, it was his turn to press Ty's against the wall. He let himself down on Ty's dick once again and came up quickly, repeating the process for awhile before Ty put his hands on James' waist and helping the smaller boy go faster and harder, thrusting his own hips in time to James. The way they both thrusted was so thorough, Ty hit James' soft spot every time, getting breathless, gasping moans and James dug his nails into Ty's shoulders, they didn't slip there. They were going so fast now, They could hardly keep track of themselves between gasping for air and keeping a firm grip on eachother. It felt so long, like hours and hours of endless love-making. Long into their action, James felt himself leaning foward, to the point where his chest was resting on Ty's, and his face on Ty's shoulder, facing his neck.
"Mmph, Tyyy." He gasped. "I could go for soo much longer, ahh!" He wanted to go for so much longer. This was the most intense orgasm he'd ever felt in his whole life. Ty felt the same way. It was so amazing, to completely give himself to Ty. It felt like a second virginity had been taken from him. He didn't think he'd ever forget this particular time, he was so fucking hard. It was amazing he could think of something else than making love to Ty right now.
What felt like two hours later, Ty groaned. His thrusting got a tiny bit faster, he dug his own nails into James' hips, biting his lip. "ahh, Fuck! James.. Mmh. I think I'm gonna cum."
"Ahn, Mmn. Ty, Ahh! Let's.. nngh. let's cum together." He smiled underneath all the pleasure and kissed Ty's soaked cheek, and managed to match their mouths up in a sloppy kiss. He pulled away and giggled at how much they sucked at multitasking. Ty smiled at his Lover. Not long after that, both of their eyes were rolling back, halfway closed in pleasure, holding onto eachothers faces despite the rough movements, so as to keep something still in this ravenous, all-thought-consuming love of theirs. "Shit" Ty managed to moan, and James could barely gasp anything discernable out. "Ahh!" he finally managed. At that time, him and Ty cumming together. They thrusted a few more times, so deep into their orgasms, moaning loudly and managing to stay not-hard. After about ten minutes they both caught their breath, James managing to move so Ty could get clean too. They sat there, heaped against eachother as the water washed over them.
James' eyes wandered around the shower, and caught on the timer of how long the shower'd been running on the wall opposite him. It read 3:39. They'd been making love for three fucking hours. Not only three hours but, 40 minutes. That was practically four hours. Shit, He didn't even think he'd last 20 minutes with this man, whom he loved so fuckin' much.
He looked up at his lover, smiling. Ty was already smiling sweetly at him. "Baabe, I'm tiiiired." he got out before resting his forehead on Ty's shoulder. Ty kissed the top of his head, stretching, and standing up. He walked over to the other wall and turned off the water. James watched him walk over, almost getting hard again thinking about the previous events.
He was so tired now, that'd taken so much out of him, James didn't even know if he could get up. Ty looked back at him, resting against the opposite wall and crossing his arms. James gave him an apologetic look, giggled and reached his arms foward for Ty. Ty gave one of the english-looking smiles that James loved so much, and walked over to his lover, his boyfriend, his man, The one he wanted to be with. The one he wanted to make love with again and again and again. Gosh, he loved this man. Ty slipped his arms under James' knees, and supported James' back, and James rested his arms around Ty's neck, smiling up at him. James turned his head sideways and kissed Ty's chest sweetly, smiling into him.
Ty couldn't help the warm fuzzy feeling following that. He loved the way this felt, being with his man completely, and getting back the amount of love he was giving and more. He also couldn't help but smile at James, so sweet and so cute in his arms. He set him down on his feet, and James wobbled a bit, steadied himself and stretched. Ty wrapped a towel around himself, going at James with one, and rubbing all of James' hair drier with it, so that it was just damp. James giggled at him, and Ty wrapped the now almost-dry James in his towel, rubbing him up and down warmly with it, making sure his boyfriend was comfortable.
James couldn't help but hold Ty's face, and bring it to his own sweetly, because of how cute Ty was being and just in general how amazing he'd been to him. He didn't feel like this was the peak of their relationship. He felt like this was the beggining and he could only expect better from here on out. They held eachother sweetly and firmly, before Ty let go, not having to gasp for air this time, and took his lovers hand. Ty was practically dry now, so he let both of their towels fall to the floor, picking up his lover bridal-style again. He kissed James' forehead and carried the boy to his bedroom, which was quite chilly. He grabbed the blanket off the floor, and draped it over the bed, crawling in with James.
after they got settled, they held eachother's naked bodies, just looking at their lover. "Do you know how long we were in there?" James asked, giggling a little and then yawning.
"No, actually. I didn't look." He wondered. "I don't imagine very long, it was pretty intense." Ty went a little red thinking about it.
"Three fucking hours and fourty minutes." James said, closing his eyes afterward.
"Wow, I bet we could beat it next time." Ty mused, cuddling a little closer to James.
"Oh yeah? I bet I could go longer than you." James joked.
"Well just see about that, love." Ty said nearly smugly.