Phan Fanfiction- Chapter 2
It was a night of tossing and turning for Phil. He couldn't believe it, he wouldn't believe it. There's no way I love Dan, there can't be. I'm straight, he's straight, Phil's mind shouted at himself, over and over, but still he could picture Dan's face in the computer light. His gentle yet prominent cheekbones. His twinkling eyes as he looked at him earlier. Phil grabbed lion for comfort.
I really need sleep. Its probably just me being stupid.
Phil entered the kitchen the following morning looking as if he had been hit several times with a hard pillow. He stopped suddenly in the doorway as he saw Dan, as radiant as ever, pouring his coffee.
"Oh, good morning sleepyhead! I didn't know if I should of woken you but y'know, I can't tell if you're asleep or not" Dan grinned, adding a splash of milk to his coffee. Phil tried to pull the best smile he could as he sat down at the breakfast bar. He poured himself some shreddies and began to eat them. They were dry and flavourless, even with milk and added sugar.
"Has the video got any views yet?" Phil enquired, putting his spoon back in his bowl. Dan nodded. "It was at 2,697 last time I looked," he said, sitting down on the sofa. See Phil? It was only fatigue that made you think like that, Phil thought positively to himself. He wandered over to the sink, placing his bowl and spoon in as he went past. Phil walked over to the letterbox. No mail yet. Damn, Phil thought as he trundled back into the living room.
"Ooh, by the way, PJ has invited us to his Christmas party thing. Apparently lots of alcohol? I said we could go. It'd be nice to socialize," Dan said as Phil sat down. He nodded and looked back at his laptop, editing his Thursday video.
Great. Phil thought. Maybe I will enjoy myself with Dan.