Four

I never saw Olivia in town since she was always working. Jane went to her church activity while I decided to head down to the store to pick up some random items. I walked into the store and only a few moments later in walked Olivia the clerk greeted her warmly but I was frozen, I must have looked like a deer in headlights there was no escape she had seen me her boots clicked along the wooden floor as she approached me. " Alex?" She whispered. My eyes were downcast and I read used to look up she were each day out and put a hand on my arm which I jerked back.

" I don't want to make a scene" I said almost two quietly, " if I looked at you I will please just leave me."

" I'm sorry I hurt you," she sounded sincere but I had heard a lot of sorries in the past few months that had meant nothing I just couldn't trust this one.

Still looking down at the ground I started to speak, " I let you touch me... I... I... Let you look at me and taste... I... um... I don't do things like that." She tried to touch me again but I pulled away, " please don't, I couldn't stand it."

" looked Alex it really is for the past I'm sorry things got out of hand but you seemed like you wanted it I didn't force you I don't know what to say."

I finally looked at her, "I did want it I just didn't think that that would be the end of it I don't open my legs for anyone I'm sorry if I'd made it seem like I did. It's me that should be sorry I shouldn't have expected, it's all my fault I shouldn't have."

" a girl like you know and a girl like me it just doesn't work out I'm sorry I let myself get carried away. You're different I don't usually do things like that either at least not the way we did but we can't go on it just wouldn't work I'm sorry is for the best." Her voice was gentle and we stared into each other's eyes.

" can I ask you something what do you mean girls like me? I just don't know what you mean" every possible thing passed through my head is she mean because I was from the city or because I was college educated and what was she talking about.

" you're too pretty too feminine you can and will find yourself a man to marry who will give you things a girl like me never could" I was shocked at her statement I couldn't speak.

Finally I choked out " that's what this is all about?" And then laughed, " you couldn't just said" but I didn't get the finished speaking at that moment the door to the store opened

" Alex" a voice said. I froze and took a step behind Olivia. All the eyes in the room were on the stranger who had just entered the room " not even one month and you've already moved on to the next one."

" Abigail what are you doing here the judge said 25 feet" I was shaking my nails were digging into Olivia is arms " Abigail you have to leave" my voice is not a steady as I wished. Abigail was in no way are nearest all, strong, or even as butch Olivia and I knew that if it came down to it Olivia would protect me but I was panicked as Abigail got closer.

" I came down here to convince you to come back and fix this I'm sorry things a sort of you and I love you just come back." She got closer she tried to reach around Olivia to get me but I screamed and the next thing I knew you Olivia had added heel pain on the ground and somebody was pulling the back while someone else polled Olivia off of Abigail who was screaming obscenities. " Alex you know you love me you belong to me and I will get you back." Then she turned to Olivia and said, "don't get your hopes up about getting any pussy from her and she is a fucking the frigid bitch."

" Abigail just leave" I screamed she was forcefully removed and there was silence in the room Olivia inched closer to me and took me into her arms I started sobbing softly.

Abigail was a big mistake I even knew it at the time but she was the only person around who was paying any attention to me. I had never felt beautiful and I was too quiet and withdrawn which was when had drawn Abigail to me she saw someone who she could control and it worked for a good while. I did whenever she wanted and then convince myself I did love her but I knew it wasn't true sex was about her the only way she can get off was when I was which I can hardly ever do with her chin never took the time to find out what I needed she'd grow frustrated at my inability to respond to her sexually.

" who was that?" Olivia whispered.

" a big mistake" I answered.