Leah POV
It was another normal day for annoy the pack, be a bitch and think about Jacob. It had got into a normal habit that it felt as natrual as phasing.
I know he loved me he had told me many times while in wolf form. But the pain I would simply feel from heartbreak again would just kill me. Even if I ever admitted that there was some part of me that loved him and worshipped the ground he walked in there was always Renesmee, the unnaturally beautiful imprint of the infamous Jacob Black.
I hated her I simply hated her. She admitted to Jacob shape shifters as 'they' like to call us. Smell wonderful, but when I came near she would hold her nose. Cheeky Little Cow.
But she was a Daddy's Girl a Mommy's Girl, and a werewolf's girl. She made no effort to stop her spiteful comments.
"My Jacob promised he is going to marry me and your not going to be there" she said that when she was around 4 and physically 12.
Eventually I just stopped going to her little cottage. It was safer for her head to be away from where my hands could twist it of.
Even though me and Sam had been over for nearly 8 years it didn't stop the pain of finding out he was getting married to Emily or worse… she was having his Baby.
It made me sick to the stomach.
I had found out like this. My Mother phoned me up and gently explained to me Emily's pregnancy.
Well she didn't do gentle enough as I nearly destroyed the forest when I finally got out and phased. Lucky for me no-one was on patrol.
I went back home with nothing but my small shorts on and a tattered tee, and curled up in a ball on the living room floor. Sobs took over my body as I let pain become my only emotion.
I would not let anyone see me like this. No-body! But the second I caught smell of his scent. I froze; I was going to be looked at in my most vulnerable state. But I couldn't help the sobs that broke through...
Jacob walked in and froze, his face looked pained, my pain –his pain.
He ran over to me and hugged me tight he was cradling me like a baby.
"Don't Cry Leah" he said soothingly.
"She is going to have his Babies" I shouted out.
"Why do you even care Le?" He asked confused.
"Because I love hi-"I was about to scream. When he kissed me.
He kissed me with so much passion that I thought I might explode.
I did not understand my actions at the time so I thrusted my tongue in roughly tasting his mouth. He tasted, like old spice and lemonade.
I could feel my need for him growing in my panties, but before I could even register what going on he was pulled away.
When he pulled away I didn't see Sam like I did with most men I got intimate with I saw Jacob Black. Then it was when I realized, that love does come along twice.
"Jacob" I mumbled as quite as breath. I cupped his face in my hands and softly kissed his cheek.
"Leah Please" he said in the same tone he used while in wolf form.
"Jacob I can't survive this time if I get hurt it would kill me" I said emotion breaking my voice. Tears quickly formed before I could try to stop them.
"I would never hurt you ever" he said firmly.
"That's what he said" I pointed out harshly...
"Leah! I am not him I love you so much more then anyone"
"What about Renesmee"
"Nessie will find a vampire" He Said his voice a little higher then usual.
I was thinking about the implications about leaving La push and I quickly found out I didn't care.
"Could we leave?" I asked without thinking.
"Leave" he asked confused.
"If you love me like you say you do then we'll leave tonight and never look back"
"Yes if that's what will you make me happy" he said looking up at me with adoration shining from his eyes/
"Thank you Jacob" was all I could say. I showered his face with delicate kisses, appreciating the beauty that stood in front of me.
"Meet me here at 11" I Mumbled against his full lips.
All he did was nod and give me a final kiss before walking out of the door.
I didn't waste time; I ran upstairs and packed all of my things. My old clothes my pictures, my whole life was being rammed into bags.
I was about to call my mother when it hit me. Leaving was what cowards did! Something that Leah Clearwater wasn't!
It was 10 pm and I knew Jacob would be here at 11 like he had promised. I quickly got my keys and went out of the house.
I at least owed it to Seth, to tell him where I was going. I got to the small apartment Seth Rented with his girlfriend Ella, a sweet Native girl.
I had my own key just in case of emergencies, I walked up to his door and I could smell something funny.
I instantly thought he had burnt something. So Seth of him. When I walked into I saw clothes on the floor.
And my very naked brother on the couch giving it Ella from behind.
My mouth hit the floor! What was he doing really!
"Leah!" he said quickly getting dressed throwing a blanket over to a very embarrassed Ella.
"Oh God Seth, you could of at least done it in the bedroom!" I said horrified.
"What do you want that's so urgent anyway" he asked pissed of.
I hesitated before saying "Nothing important"
I quickly left the house trying to hold back the laugh I had been suppressing. I got back into my car; it was only 10:30. I drove around the old city of forks nearing to the Cullen house. I was not going to go in but I was at least going to say goodbye to the trees I had come to love using as a pit stop.
"Leah" I heard a melodic voice screech. I halted my car and looked to see who it was.
Bella Cullen was walking up to me with a death look in her vampire eyes.
"You and my Ex Best friend have just destroyed my Daughter" she hissed at me.
"Bella let me explain-"she placed her ice cold hand over my mouth.
"Just because you ruined your chance of happiness with anyone does not mean you can take it away from people!" Bella tightened her grip on my mouth until I could feel my Jaw clamping down.
I bit down hard on her hand feeling the skin crack. She winced in some sort of pain.
"You will never know what it was like for me Bella the spoiled little human who got everything she ever wanted. Messed Jacob up and had Edward thinking you're a saint but your not and neither is your demon spawn child" I spat angrily at her. I slammed the window shut and sped of reversing so I hit her.
I quickly dabbed my eye, I had broken another heart. Like the way mine was broken. I tried to push it aside but my emotions wouldn't let me. It was 10:57. I sped home hitting the curb when I parked. I jumped to the top window entering my little home. I quickly got all my stuff in the living room and turned on the TV. Nothing really good was happening on the news.
It was 11:01 and I could see Jacobs's car out the front, I had kept him waiting for a minute. I turned my TV of and picked my bags up; I looked around and just quickly switched the light of. I locked up the door and took all my legal crap with me. I saw him breathe a breath of relief; I threw my Bags into the trunk and quickly hopped in.
I kissed him of the lips making my gratitude show.
"I didn't think you would come" I admitted sheepishly.
"I would never let you down like that Leah", I meant every word. "And that's a promise"
I leaned against his shoulder intertwining our hands. It was a perfect fit.
"Where we going then?" he asked me kissing the top of my head.
"My Uncle owns a small country house in the south of Canada he gave it to me when he died"
"Great, I don't have a lot-"he was about to say, but it didn't matter if he did not have a lot of money. We had each other.
"Don't worry Jacob we will get jobs somewhere we will be Ok as long as we have each other" I replied softly.
"I Love you Leah"
"I Love you to Jacob" I genuinely meant it every little part of it. Leah Clearwater was in love With Jacob Black.
I silently wondered what fete would have in store for us now.
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