I lay-ed there in the grass trying to understand what just happen. I couldn't move, my whole body ached. Did Jacob really just do that to me? I'd never been so afraid, it beat the times with James, and victoria. I wanted Edward. I wanted to call out to him, but I knew he wouldn't come, not for another day.
I felt the grass around me wet, and my clothes soaking it up. Blood. I could smell it. I looked around but I couldn't see Jacob anywhere, I saw nothing but an empty forest. I tried to get up again, I had to go home, It was almost dark who knows what else could come. I should have known it was no use. Maybe Alice would see me and they come back.
I closed my eyes, hoping this was all a dream. That Edward wasn't right about Jacob, and this never happened, thats all I wanted.
When I opened my eyes, I noticed I wasn't in the Medow anymore. I moved my head as much as it would allow me to examine the room. I was at the hospital. How long was out. Suddenly, there infront of me was my angel. "Edward" I murmured weakly. He closed his eyes tight, to control whatever emotion it was, then he opened them and looked at me. He was completely torn.
"Bella I'm so sorry, I knew I shouldn't have went with them, not for three days. I just didn't think..I'm-" I couldn't do anything but look at him now. My body was so numb it was hard to speak. I closed my eyes again, it seemed to get harder and harder to open them. I heard him call "Carlisle" out, his voice broke and I knew if he could cry it would be now.
"Edward.." I heard Carlisle start. I could feel the unconciousness rolling over me. I heard him wisper very fast, though I don't know how I heard it, he said "She's not gonna make it" I was gonna die?! I tried to open my eyes, I wanted to see Edward, even if he was gonna change me, I had to see him, I knew if I was one them, it wouldn't be the same.
As much as I hasseled I couldn't do it. And I finally feel into what I hoped would be my last sleep as a human.