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I am really, really sorry that I didn't update earlier, but I had the problem with my computer and all chapters of this story had been deleted :/ So I have to rewrite it. I'm really sorry and I promise I'll update at least once at week. Hope you like it.

Disclaimer: I do not own 'Bones'

Chapter 2

We arrived quickly to the Jeffersonian, but Booth did not come inside, like he used to and he did not stay near me when I was examinating the remains. He just said "I have to show something in FBI building to Amanda, I'll call you later to ask if you get to know something interesting."

Call? Since when he calls to me? Usually, he came to the lab, at least twice a day, and not always in professional manner. But that day, he told me, he would call to me, but he did not. Of course, I could do that too, I could even text him, but I did not want to interrupt him. If he had been as busy that he forgets about his work, then for sure, he had been too busy, to talk to me. I could not even count on a dinner at Royal Dinner with him, what was some kind of our tradition. He did not take me to the lunch and nothing indicated that he would come now. I think I became slightly jealous. Of course, I know that it was irrational, that between me and Booth was nothing and for sure never would be, but still. Well, I am not in his type, I am not busty, skinny blonde, who do not have a problem with understanding his jokes and who knows everything about pop culture. Sure, I look good, I even think I am kind of pretty, but I do not look as someone who the guy like Booth can be into. And what is more important I have no idea about a pop culture or relationships and I am socially awkward. The only things I know are bones, and my character is not the one the men like. So I long time ago decided that I do not want a relationship, that the only thing I want is sex. At least, it does not hurt so much. But still, I was sad that Booth did not come... Alas, I could do nothing about that, so I just grabbed my purse, closed the laptop and headed to the exit. 'Today won't be any Thai food, nor even a Chinese with Booth.' I thought a little hurt and headed to the Royal Dinner to grab some food. I started being really hungry. 'Well, I did not eat my lunch. Truth be told, I did not even remember if I had ate breakfast. It was Booth who always checks if had done it.' I thought and got into my car.

~15 minutes later, Royal Dinner~

I parked in front of the bar, in which I and Booth used to eat, and headed to the entrance. Walking by, I looked through the big window and I froze. I noticed Booth, sitting at our usual table, laughing and talking with... with Amanda Bucksley. It seemed that they had great a time together. I felt a pain in my heart. I was standing on the sidewalk, looking through the window when the blonde leaned closer to Booth, and her lips crashed on his. Immediately, I forgot about the dinner, about my hunger. I just turned around, got into my car and drove home. I felt terrible. Why he did not tell me anything? How he even could, with the intern? That and other thoughts crossed my mind again and again. I was jealous, yeah jealous. Only a few months ago, I had never admitted it to anyone, even to myself. But all those talks with Angela and Booth, all those Times gave me something to think about. I was not so cold, like people used to think. I just did not show my feelings. It was safer. But now I could no longer control my emotions. I ran to my apartment and sat on the couch with tears streaming down my face. All the time, I repeated to myself, that I had no reason to cry. That I perfectly knew that Booth was feeling nothing to me, that we're just friend and we could date with anyone we want. But, fresh tears did not stop falling. Some time ago, I realized that I am completely and hopeless in love with Seeley Booth and that he would never feel the same about me. Though I knew that, still I felt hurt. If not Angela, if not Booth, if not their talks about love, I would never believe in it. Maybe it would be better. Maybe it would not hurt so much... But I could do nothing, I had to live with that and move on. I had to forget about Seeley, he is not for me, not in the way I would like him to be... Well, maybe I am not good enough for him?

And with that thought I felt asleep on the couch.

Morning came fast and the sounds of my phone, woke me up. I quickly jumped off the couch, when I had fell asleep last night, in my clothes still on.

"Brennan." I answered and in the same time I looked at the clock. 'Damn, it's almost ten am!' I thought.

"Hey, Sweetie! I was worried. It is already 10 am, and you're still not here." I heard Angela's voice.

"I overslept, I'll be there in 20 minutes." I said, heading to the bathroom. I wanted to take a quick shower before work. I felt that my stomach gave me a loud sound, but I had no time to eat breakfast. 'I definitely have to eat something at lunch. I completely forget about dinner, yesterday.' I thought.

"Booth is here. He said that you were supposed to give him a report about new remains." answered Angela.

"Well, in this case, please tell him, that I will be there in forty minutes. He were supposed to take them from me yesterday." I said. 'If he had time to meet with the blonde bimbo, like Angela would say, so I would have time to eat my breakfast properly.'

"Sweetie, did something happen?" asked Angela with care. I forgot that I could hide nothing before her.

"No, nothing. Why do you ask?" I tried to pretend that everything was fine.

"You perfectly know why." she answered. "We'll talk when you'll be here."

"But there isn't anything to talk about, really... well, see you later." I said and hang up. I really did not like the idea about meeting Booth and probably the Blonde. But I could do nothing about that. At least, I hoped that Angela would not ask to much questions... Yeah, I hoped...

TBC...

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