My last Goodbye: Part 2
AND: For all of you who read my little ficlet and tried to guess who I was talking about, the suicidal character was Squall and his one true friend was Shiva. I thought it would be appropriate for him to be friends with the Ice Queen.
Disclaimer: Me own nothing but the poem.
It wasn't easy. I watched the sun fade away for the last time, at least I hoped it was the last time. I want to die.
Rest your head
Dream of a land far away
Sleep in my stead
This is your last lullaby.
I was waiting all day for this time to come. The loneliness is getting too strong. Ever since he died that day. I want to reach out to him, I want to see his face. I can't get over this. No one understands my pain.
The stars above
Shine down upon you
My one true love
Kissing the tears away.
I lay in my bed and see his face all around me. He's always there. A cold reminder of what could have been. The other will never understand what happened the day he left us, left me, behind. The dagger will take the hurt away. Pain bleeds to pleasure, to peace and eternal rest. Just one small slip and the world will bleed away.
A child cries out
Into the dark night
And I hear you shout
My name to the sky.
My heart begins to quicken. My eyes stay firmly shut and I feel the cold metal against my skin. My body moves to stop me. See how weak I am. My own body betrays me. A rueful smile sets across my face and a slow moment later I feel the pain. Nothing more is more than anything less and this moment. A cold tear falls down my cheek.
You are with me
True as the arrow
You can be free
And fly on birds' wings
Carry on my friends, for I am nothing more in the end of this mess. Without him here for me, I am nothing. Please, let me be free once more. I hear music. It is calming. I close my eyes. I will never open them again. This is the last day of my life.
Sing with the sirens
No thoughts of a new day
This is how it ends
All with your last lullaby.
And I realize, I have no regrets.
AND: Well what do you think. Who do you think I was talking about? Your guesses are all read and checked against my own, so take your guesses and tell me what you like about this new chapter. I'm working on making this into a series in whichI kill off all of the major characters. What ya think? Review!