"which is why im going to forget what just happened" I whispered pressing my lips to his, his eyes widened and tried pulling away, I held onto the back of his neck and pushed so he was lying down, he whimpered as my tongue joined our kiss, he kissed back with as much passion, I moaned and laid on top of him, strandling him. He moaned with the friction of me rubbing against him, I released his lips and started kissing down his neck to his collarbone then let go to take his top off, I started to kiss down his chest to his stomach as I yanked down his pants and boxers, he whimpered as I started nibbling on his little V that's going on there, kissing his thighs i started licking all the way up his dick, he moaned as I sucked lightly on his balls, "oh my god" he moaned loudly as I deep throated him, throwing his head back and as I sucked him while slowly lifting my head up, he whimpered at the loss of contact but then moaned out loudly as I slowly lowered myself onto him, "holy sh.." he moaned lifting his head up to look at me, "this is your first time right?" he asked gasping, "so tight" he whispered. "yeah, it's my first, I was kinda stretching myself out when you walked in on me" I whispered blushing like mad, "wow that's h-hot" he stuttered as I rised off of him making sure only the head of him was still in, he moaned as I lowered again, slowly sitting up he flipped us over, "so freakin' tight" he gasped and started pumping into me, I moaned as he hit my prostate "y-es" I gasped and he went faster and harder hitting that spot ever time, "oh god nick" he moaned kissing me, trembling slightly I lifted my hips and wrapped myself around him, "oh, so close Joe" I moaned out as I felt that swell in my stomach, I gasped as I felt joes hand pump me fast, I moaned as I came my entire body tensing up, joe moaned loudly and came as well. We both twitched as we came back from our high, I whimpered as he pulled out and rolled onto his side, breathing heavy, I groaned as I sat up and walked into the bathroom. Turning on the bath, I waited it to fill then slowly lowered myself into it loving the slight burn from the hot water.
"all good in there" joe knocked before walking in slowly, " yeah fine just a little sore" I chuckled and moved over, he smiled and slid in next to me, "I wasn't your first kiss was I" he winced, "uh, yeah you sort of was" I bit my lip. "oh god, I'm sorry, I regret ever doing that" he gulped and moved over, "you regret doing it" I whispered looking down. "well yeah sort of, I can't be your first" joe gulped and left the room, I sighed and started my night routine of checking my levels. "NICK!" he yelled, "what?" I slowly walked out of the room and sat on my bed, "is this true?" he showed me a page of my journal,