chapter 2
It was getting late and -as soft and warm as Edwards black and gold bed was- I coulden't sleep. I got up and walked down stairs, I was tiptoeing trying not to wake up anyone untill I seen Edward sitting on the couch watching the cooking channel **((If ur wondering why edwards watching the cooking channel, read breaking dawn))** "Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were still awake." I said and started to walk back up the stairs. "No it's ok, come and sit here with me." he said. I slowly walked over and sat down beside him. "Are you ok?" He asked me. "I'm fine." I said for the hundreth time. His cold hand grabbed my chin and pulled my head up so I was facing him. "Bella, are you really ok?" he asked. "I'm fine." I said agian. "Bella, no your not I can see it in your eyes." I didn't notice how close our faces had gotten. I broke down crying. Edward pulled me over to him so I was sitting on his lap with my head burried in his chest. It felt good to cry. I finally stopped crying and I felt really tierd. It was almost like he read my mind, because he picked me up and carried me upstairs and layed me down in the bed and I could have sworn I felt his cold lips brush across my forehead. I woke up the next morning to alice screaming. It scared me so much fell out of bed. I jumped up and ran to Alice's and Jasper's room. Alice was jumping on the bed and screamming,and holding somthing purple. I was followed by the rest of the Cullens."Alice what's wrong?" I asked her. "Nothing!!!!! I just got my new vera bradly purple punch back pack!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Alice squeeled. We all sighed and left Alice to her celabrating. I went back into Edward's room and got dressed. I walked out only to find Edward leaning agianst the wall. "I'm sorry I forgot that you might want to get dressed." I said. "No its fine. I was wating for you because I wanted to know if you wanted to go to Seattle with me and Alice and Jasper. she wants to go shopping." he said. "okay." I said.
When we got there, Alice said we would cover more ground if we split up. Her and Jasper, and me and Edward. After Alice and Jasper were WAY out of hearing distance Edward said, "Lets not and say we did." "Thank you!". Edward and I strolled down the city talking and laughing. I didnt realize I was starving untill my stomach growled. "Mabey we should get you somthing to eat." he said. We went to a really expencive, fancy french resturaunt. After we ate, we were waliking down the beach. I of cource fell and pulled Edward down with me. As he layed on top of me, he leaned down to kiss me. Then when our lips were about to meet, we heard "There you to are! We've been looking all over for you!" Alice said. with Jasper trailing behind carrying truck loads of shopping bags. Edward and I quickly jumped up. Edward walked over to help Jasper carry some bags. We drove home in silence, except for Alice talking about a fight she got in with some woman over prada shoes. Jasper drove and Edward and I were in the back seat. When we got home we went up to Alice's room. After Edward and Jasper left, Alice made me model the clothes she got. And she played the announcer while the rest of them were the audience. I hated it. It was EXTREAMLY embarrasing, expessaly the bikinis. When it comes to Alices taste in bikinis, it dosen't cover up alot. Edwards eyes got HUGE when I walked down stairs to model it. After alice stopped announcing the designer, the name the color and what year, i ran back upstairs. when we were finally done and i came back down stairs, everyone had left, except Edward. I sat down on the couch beside him. He put his arm around me and pulled me close. His body was hard and cold. I felt him starring at me. when I looked up he said, "Bella, I love you." At that moment my stomach felt like it was going to take flight because of all the butterflys in it."I love you too." I said. He pulled my face to his. Then his lips meet mine. After the first kiss, we coulden't stop. Before I knew it, he was on top of me and my pants were unbuttoned. "Edward, stop." I said. "Why?" he asked. "I'm not ready and I have a boyfriend." I said as much as it killed me. He looked at me puzzeled. "You mean your going back to him?" He voice raising in disbeleaf. "I have to. As much as I love you, I love him too." I said and scooted to the other end of the couch. "I'm sorry." I said. he stood up and walked out the door.
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