Title: How 2?

Pairing: Buffy/

Rating: G
Disclaimer: Buffy belongs to Joss and WWE belongs to Vince

Summary: What will it take to make Buffy feel something

It was as if time stood still. Here she was with her grieving brother wrapped around her and the man who broke her heart staring at her.

She had been planning for this day for the last few years and it was not going according to plan. She had thought at the least there would be tears. But no she was just standing there wishing Christian would get off of her.

He did eventually let go and moved over to Kurt and John so they could offer their condolences.

"How are you Buf?" he was still looking at her.

"Peachy hell you would think someone had died the way people were acting" she laughed.

Everyone in the room turned and stared at her

"Tough room" she said to herself.

"I can't stand this" she stormed out the flat.

"Give her time?" Lita had finally woken up and was standing beside the door

"That girl has changed" John shook his head realizing she wasn't the same Buffy he knew.

"You have to give her time the girl did die John" she said sitting at the table.

"WHAT" Christian screamed.

"You didn't know" everybody shook their heads.

"You better sit down" she said.

"I don't think I'm gonna like this" Christian looked at Kurt as they four men made their way over to the table.

When they had all got comfy Lita began

"Remember she told you about Glory" she looked around the table.

"Who's Glory?" Raven quizzed the redhead.

"A hell god" she answered before continuing "Turns out she had to kill Dawn to get back to her world"

"And Dawnie was made from Buffy" Kurt said

Lita nodded "And Buffy had been told from someone that death was her gift so realizing…

"She sacrificed herself" John finished the story.

"So when she died Dawn ceased to exist" Lita said.

"How long was she gone for?" Christian asked.

"Just over two months nobody could say anything otherwise the vamps would know about her"

"How did you know?"

"I went with Edge to visit her after the incident with Matt" she looked as if she was about to burst into tears again.

"He knew she would be the only one not to judge him. We were there when she came back" she couldn't look any of them in the eye.

"Came back?" Raven asked.

"Willow resurrected her and she had to dig her way out of her own grave. She came home and her fingers and knuckles were all raw and bloody"

She finally noticed who was in the room

"What are you doing here?" She looked at Raven.

"He gave me a lift Lita don't start" Christian warned.

"Decided to see if you could hurt her anymore did you?" she yelled at him.

"I don't need this" Raven stood up and grabbed his jacket.

"That's right run away that's what you do best coward" she screamed at him as he slammed the door behind him.

"Son of a bitch" Buffy swore to herself as she downed her fifteenth shot. The barman had tried to stop her after five but she threatened to relieve him of his valuables if he tried.

"Coming back as if nothing had happened"

"You look as if you need a friend"

She looked up and saw an older man with long Blonde hair standing beside the table

"Will you drink with me?" she smiled at him

"Sure"

"Then you can be my friend" She poured him a shot as he sat down.

"So why's a pretty girl like you upset?" he took the glass she offered and downed it in one.

"My brother died last night" she shrugged drinking hers and pouring them another.

"But that's not the problem" she shook her head. "My ex came back to town tonight" she smiled sadly.

"Seems like you need something to take your mind off it all" he accepted the next glass.

"You know you might be right" she grinned before ordering another bottle.

They had to get a doctor to sedate Lita. When she finally succumbed to the sedative, John, Christian and Kurt settled down for the night. They had a few beers to celebrate Edge's memory.

"So what's the deal with Buffy and Raven?" John asked.

The other two men flinched then looked at each other.

"Well you can guess they used to date right?" Kurt looked at him and was answered with a nod.

"Well he was her first serious boyfriend. They were together for a few years but he had a few problems"

"The drugs" John nodded he had read enough about him.

"Well one day it all got too much and Buffy asked him to choose and it wasn't her he picked" Christian continued.

"He promised to give it up for her but that bitch Ivory gave him tablets knowing he would take them"

"And he did" John guessed

"Yep just as Buffy walked in. She went mad and the next day he'd left her a letter saying he was no good for her and he joined TNA"

"Doesn't seem as if she's bothered though" Christian looked at the others.

"Yep there's definitely something wrong with her" Kurt agreed.

NEXT MORNING

"Oh my head" Buffy woke up when the glare of the sun hit her in the eyes.

She tried to move but the arm around her side stopped her from moving.

She turned and saw the guy from last night lying beside. What had she done hell she didn't even know his name. It reminded her of Spike all over again.

She slipped out of bed and got dressed. She thought she was home free when she heard the voice from the bed just as she opened the room door.

"Not going without saying goodbye are you sweetheart?"