I DO NOT OWN SOUTH PARK OR THE SONG BECAUISE OF YOU BY KELLY CLAKSON! i did not copy any other stiories for this, if it seems like i did i will tell you now i am not like that and woudl never steal some elses idea like that im not like that. thats just rude, so please stop having those reviews aboutbreaking the ruels or whatever. I put a disclaimer on all songs i do so no need to go all wopass on me. anyway to the story.

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Oooooo, ooooooooooo, oooooooooooo,

i will not make the same mistakes that you did,

i will not ley myself cause my heart so much misery,

i will not break the way you did,

you fell so hard,

i sat n the bleachers along with everyone else.

it was the last game of the season and whoever won would get the championship trophe.

I was a close call. Both the teams were great. But i knew that we would win.

We had you on the team.

You made a touch down. everyone stood and cheered. I stayed where i was. i wasnt going to cheer you on.

ive learned the hard way.

to never let it get that far,

because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk,

because of you, i learned to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt,

It was like a fairytail. Typical jock falls for the nerd.

But of course i knew that only happened in stories.

Not real life.

I trusted you and you broke that trust in two.

Heh, that rymed. i guess even when im mad im smart.

I watched the game go on slowly. It was neck in neck. the Coach had called the etasm in to talk stradagy. the team to make tha last touch down wins.

I diddnt want to see it.

Because of you, i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me,

Because of you, i am afraid.

i lose my way and its not too long before you point it out,

i cannot cry because i know thats weakness in your eyes.

im forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life,

my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with,

i stood and started to move past the standing cheering people to the stairs.

all i could hear in my ears was your name, "Cartman! Cartman! Cartman! Cartman!"

I wonder if you know my voice isnt apart of the crowds.

I shake my head as i look over and see you talking to the coach.

I keep walking.

You may be the star quarterback. But your not as strong as you seem to be.

I rememebr when me and you woudl sit around in your room and you would complain to me about your problems.

You never once asked how i was doing. I was always about you.

You woudl always have to one up me. so i just gave up.

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

You always put me down when i tried to speak. You never wanted to listen to me.

But you were so nice and sweet that i over lookd it all.

I love you.

I thought about how you bullied me in front of others.

you always teased me about my money problmes. I know my family is poor and that im a poor piece of crap.

I kept walking, "Sorry, excuse me, pardon me, watch out, move please,"

I finally made it to the stairs and took a breath straighteneing out my red shirt that you had given me. I wore it today so i would give it back after the game.

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

I was a fershamn when we met. You were a senior. We bacame close because of a project in history.

You became my best freind, and i thought i ha d become yours.

But of course i was wrong.

For a nerd who smart im wrong an awful lot.

I started down the stairs.

I hadnt seen u look out to the crowd and see me walking down the stairs. In your shirt. leaving.

I was lost in my thoughts.

I would always try to help you. I would spend the little money i had saved for college on you. Even though i was dirt poor.

You were manipulative. and diddnt care.

I learned not to get my hopes up with you. I learned to not worry too much.

I would always worry about you when i should have been worrying about my familys rent, or that my mom was comming down with namonia.

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.

I hated myself. I hated you. I hated everything.

Now im emotionless.

Trying to hold in the tears.

I kept walking while you watched me. You had sad eyes. The coach yelled at you to pay attention.

I was close to the bottom when you looked at the coach.

Stan, one of your team mates. asked you a question. You repplied something.

Stan and i were close friends. He knew everything that happened between me and you.

You look at Stan who gives you a little smile.

I make it to the bottom and make my way to the exit.

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

as i was walking through the doors i heard a bunch of commotion but keep walking.

I make it into the school and make my way to the front doors.

someone grabs my arm stopping me.

I turn around knowing who it is.

You stand there with regret in your eyes.

"Ken! I-im sorry," You say with pleading eyes.

I look at you with cold eyes.

"So am i,"

Because of you,

i am afraid,

You let go of my arm and i turn around. I take off your shirt showing the white tee under it. I hand it out to you.

You look at it saddly, "Ken-"

"Just take it,"

You oblige, and take the shirt from me.

I start to walk away from you.

I go to the doors and stop. I sigh and turn around to look at your dejected figure in the empty hallway.

Because of you~,

I look you in the eyes with sadness.

"This happened...because of you,"

I then opened the door and left before you could see me cry.

Because of you~

Depressedness. i know. i just love doing songfics, anyway, i made kenny and cartman cause i ship them big time, actually i ship kenny with anyone except wendy. eh oh well. I made it kind of like a typical fairytale/movie ending, but with a twist. No happy endings man!

anyway i meade kenny a nerd and Cartman a jock, tyical, as i said before. But anyway. if you ahve any song requests or pairing request or pairing and sing requests im all up for it! thx. and R&R!
Because of you~Siyera