--I dont own anything twilight, we all know who does--

Burning.

Why do I feel on fire? Its getting worse I want to scream.

Why cant I open my eyes?

Am I in hell?

What have I done to deserve this evil fate. I thought I was good to others. I guess I wronged in some way for me to go to hell rather than getting to heaven.

How long have I been burning? Its neverending. My eyes are so heavy, I feel as if I am being burned from under my skin. Please make it stop.

No no no its getting worse. My heart is racing.

Ah..finally. My toes are cool. Now my fingers. Maybe its over now. Its almost over.

No ..wait. NO. My chest! Kill me now. I cant deal with this torture. I'd do anything for this to stop.

My heart is going to jump out of my chest. It beats harder..faster. The fire burns hotter and hotter. At least my legs and arms..even my stomach is no longer burning. Just my chest. My heart.

And it stops. The fire. And my heartbeat..is still there? maybe

"Isabella?"

Who is that? God?

I open my eyes slowly and its so colorful. I hear a creek. It sounds so close.

"Isabella..can you speak to us?"

Ugh. Isabella. I've never liked being called by my full name. I glance over to see 3 people and a hiss escapes my lips as I sit up. What was that?

"we arent going to hurt you. Edward what is she thinking?" The blonde man asks.

I look to the guy he calls edward. I've seen him, we went to the same schooling area. I always thought he was strange. He's cute if you like the brooding type. Wait. Why did he ask Edward what I was thinking?

"I cant get a read on her Carlisle. SHe's..blank" Edward's voice is almost too musical for me. "why did you have to make her one of us? If I cant read her mind then I cant know what she is capable of"

I hissed again in frustration. Stupid boy. "what is going on?" I gasped. My voice is..different.

"Isa-"

"please call me Bella." I interrupted.

"ok well Bella, I found you. And I couldnt let you die. We are vampires" I scoffed. "I know its hard to believe but its true. I changed you. I didnt want you to die and your heart didnt want you to either. I hope you are not upset with me. But we need to let you hunt"

"hunt for..humans?" I asked knowing my face looked shocked.

"no Sweetie" I looked at the female who spoke. "I'm Esme. sweetheart we feed from animals. It lets us have real emotions and live as close to human life as we can. You must be thirsty right?"

I felt a slight burn in my throat but also a growl in my stomach. Thats..not..normal. I looked up at the shocked face and Carlisle sat by me grabbing my hand looking at me seriously.

"I knew something could happen. Bella..did you know you had been pregnant?"

I shook my head trying not to cry if it was possible.

"It seems..as if the child had a gene in it that stopped you from changing into the typical vampire. Like as of now..your eyes only have a red outline but are your original color in the center. We dont know what else to expect. We will need to see if you age, it seems as if you are half and half. So its possible you get the perks of vampire with the perks of humanity."

"what happened to the baby?" I asked. It had to have been Jacob's. The only man I had loved and shared my boddy with willingly.

"im sorry but it was lost during the assault" He gave me a sympathetic look.

"um..can I have some real food? Or do I need to hunt to?" I didnt know how this whole thing worked but I knew it was going to be strange.

"Edward will take you hunting. Please stay near. We arent sure if you will crave human blood or not and we dont need the risk" He explained and I stood up looking down at my body. Seems as if someone put clean clothes on me and for that I was thankful. I looked over at Edward and he frowned at me. What is his problem? I didnt feel the need to speak I smiled at both Carlisle and Esme before walking out of the door following Edward. If he was going to act as if I was a mistake I didnt want to speak to him

After watching Edward hunt I had caught a fox and my 'thirst' was quenched for the most part. I guess it had something to do with my particular type. Edward was distant, he was upset that he couldnt read my mind I guess. He was about to run by me when I reached out grabbing his arm and flinched dropping it as i felt like I was zapped. I was about to open my mouth to speak when I was hearing thoughts running through his head and I backed up suddenly and darted off. I could hear him behind me and I didnt know where I was even going. I stopped at a tree and waited until he caught up with me.

"what are you doing?" He asked annoyed. 'I cant believe Carlisle thought she'd end up being my mate.'

I frowned and looked at him. "your mate?"

He looked shocked and glanced at me raising his eyebrow. 'how did she know that? Bella can you hear me?' I nodded and he glared. 'how is that possible? I need to speak to carlisle' He took off running and I went after him trying to keep my breathing steady. He might not get wore out but I eventually would and I still needed human food. He shot one last look at me before he took off into the cabin we were staying at and took Carlisle off to the side to speak. I went into the kitchen and smiled at Esme. She was so motherly.

"hello esme" I said softly and she turned to look at me.

"hello bella. I made you a meal hope you like it" She smiled 'I wish Edward would give her a chance. I'm glad I have a daughter now, maybe edward wont be so alone' this brought me back to the whole mate thing. What did I just sign up for?