Miku practically stormed in through the door, annoyed that he had to stop in the hallway to impatiently rip off his jacket and boots as he cursed under his breath. A very confused Kanon followed him unsure of what to do, when Miku was like this he couldn't predict what the younger thought or was able to do. His obviously angry face and the frustrated searching around his room told Kanon that he should take a step back and see if Miku could sort out his problems by himself. It wasn't always the blonde was capable of solving his own problems and he sometimes needed some guidance, the perfectionist personality combined with his pride created a very hard shell and if he didn't like something he would get angry and it would seem like the world had ended.
"Come on! Take it off!" Was shouted at Kanon but Kanon was confused to the sudden, angry demand.
"E-Excuse me?" He stammered out, he immediately received an unpleasant look from the younger that had begun tearing his clothes off.
"We're doing it, now!" He struggled to get his shirt off as his long necklace had got caught in it, he let out several curses before he threw it on the floor. "Come on!" Kanon just looked skeptical at him.
"Miku… calm down." Kanon took a step forward only to be stopped by the mad glare Miku gave him. He showed with all his body that he didn't like that Kanon wasn't going to cooperate with him.
"Why should I listen to you?" He pulled off his diva-attitude perfectly, Kanon was almost offended by that treatment.
"What's wrong?" Kanon folded his arms, he wasn't going to sleep with a person that treated him like shit.
"Nothing!" Miku looked around in an angry manner and decided to fold his arms too.
"Miku…" Kanon wanted Miku to tell him what bothered his mind, but it rarely succeeded, most of the time Miku was an expert in avoiding things he didn't want to talk about.
"I said it's nothing! Get it? Now, let's do it!" Miku's arms were suddenly all over the place as he spoke, making big gestures with both his face and body. Kanon thought that it would look amusing to anybody else who watched them, but it wasn't funny to be there and try to figure out what was going on inside Miku's head at the moment. Probably nothing, it was always something small he got upset about and he never wanted to let go of it if it had bothered him during the day. Kanon sighed and scratched his head.
"I won't do it with you if you won't tell me what's wrong…" He said in his typical calm, reasoning voice. Miku got obviously angrier with the calm tone, he took the two steps that was needed to reach to Kanon and slapped him over the face. Kanon blinked a few times as he tried to figure out what was happening.
"I won't take this shit from you! Am I not good enough for you?" Miku yelled, confusing Kanon a little more. Kanon really didn't follow the blonde's reasoning and since the blonde never spoke to him he couldn't possibly know what was wrong this time. "I do this only for your sake…" Miku's voice lowered drastically and Kanon realized that the blonde was mad at him, but he couldn't recall anything that he had done that would make the younger this pissed off.
"Miku… calm down…" Kanon got interrupted by a strongly disagreeing response from Miku.
"NO!" Miku lifted his arms to cover his ears, he didn't want to listen to any psychological talk right now, it was bad enough as it was. His childish act annoyed every part of Kanon's body, but Miku didn't care, this wasn't okay. "Either we're doing it now or I walk out the door." He stated and folded his arms, he had decided that he wouldn't lose this battle. The only reason to why he didn't want to lose was his pride, nothing more.
"Have I done something wrong?" Kanon's face was really confused the blonde sighed.
"Fine then! I'll leave now!" Miku turned around and picked up his clothes in two seconds, he was past Kanon before the older had thought of something to answer, but it didn't stop Kanon from turning around and take a firm grip around the younger's arm. He pulled Miku back and struggled to match the younger one's strength. Kanon had to use all his energy to make the blonde sit down against the wall, once Miku had been cornered the younger gave up temporarily as he glared up in the older one's face.
"Listen now, Miku…" Kanon took a pause to breathe in and then sighed loudly. "I don't have a clue what you're talking about." Kanon reached up and scratched his head again, big mistake. Miku was over him before he had the chance to struggle back. Miku wrestled down the older on his back as the he sat down on his stomach, Miku licked his lips when the older didn't have the strength to fight back. The feeling of complete domination filled Miku with lust, he did want the older one now. Maybe he should talk to Kanon about it.
Was it something Miku didn't like when he was angry was people who tried to figure out what he was thinking. He always hated when people asked him why he was angry, he had at first answered the truth but all the people always thought it was a pitiful problem, they looked down on him and saw him like some kind of bitch that wanted everything to be perfect, it wasn't true.
He only wanted some details to be as it always had been and it wasn't much he was asking for but when he demanded that those things that weren't as he preferred them to be, be corrected he was always laughed at. He didn't like it when he caused his own pride harm, therefore he had stopped telling people what was wrong and hold the anger inside of him instead.
"You're sleeping with Teruki aren't you?" Miku's face was filled with both anger and sadness. He didn't like the thought of Kanon together with Teruki, it hurt his heart. Kanon looked confused up at the younger one.
"… No…" Kanon saw all the disbelief in Miku's eyes.
"Don't lie to me!" Miku lifted his hand and hit the floor, Kanon was too surprised and nervous to dare to make a movement underneath the younger. When Miku was almost crying he felt like he had to say something.
"I'm not… I promise…" Kanon was telling the truth, he hadn't slept with Teruki.
"You're lying!" Miku's eyes were furious, Kanon was scared to death by the blonde, if he answered him wrong the younger was going to rip his throat out. Kanon paused to think, he hadn't slept with Teruki, but he had slept with Takuya for a while now, he wondered how Miku would react if he found out about them. He shivered and let the terrifying thoughts escape from his mind, he didn't want to think about his funeral just yet.
"Miku… I'll say it again… I haven't slept with Teruki, I promise." Kanon carefully watched the blonde, he could see an angry expression and then he felt a sudden pain on his cheek. The sound told him that Miku had slapped him again, blinking again, he saw the younger shake with anger.
"Then why would he call your name when we were doing it yesterday?" Miku was on the edge to start crying, Kanon's mind exploded. He didn't know what he would think about that statement. "Teruki's mine! You can't have him because he's mine!" Miku grabbed his collar and shook the older one.
"Oi!" Kanon struggled to make the younger stop. Miku let him go, annoyed that he couldn't take out all of his anger on Kanon. "I haven't slept with him… ask him why he said that and not me because I honestly don't know why he would call my name while you were… together…" Kanon freaked out when the younger one raised his hand once again, but Miku only chased away the hair that had fallen into his face. His expression was sad.
"I believe you… heh, Teruki's still mine…" His face turned into a sad smile. "But, he's been so spaced out lately… I was afraid he had fallen for you… I'm sorry… for hitting you…" His face changed into the sad expression again. "I don't know what to do… I like him so much, I don't want to quit being with him… just like I can't stay away from you." Miku's eyes suddenly looked warm, he leant forward, almost like he was going to kiss Kanon but stayed were he still could see his face and waited for an answer.
"So… it's okay for you to sleep with someone else but it's not okay if I do?" Kanon managed to spit out, only saying what had bothered him since Miku first mentioned Teruki.
"No, it is okay for you to sleep with others, just not Teruki, it's hard enough to make him sleep with me as it is… besides, I already know about you and Takuya…" Miku suddenly smiled.
"Has he told you?" Kanon went cold, had Takuya told Miku about them? Miku gave him a strange look, like he couldn't believe what Kanon said.
"No… he hasn't…" The younger one spaced out a little.
"Then how do you know about it?" Kanon was dead terrified that he might've given it away without knowing it.
"It's obvious… the way he looks at you… he loves you…" Miku's voice trailed off in a small smile. Kanon's eyes were wide with disbelief. He hadn't realized that Takuya was in love with him, poor thing, Kanon thought about how he had treated him the last time. He thought that he had to be gentler with him next time.
"So… what do you want to do?" Kanon looked up at Miku that was still sitting on his stomach, Kanon was numb, the intense emotional roller-coaster had got right to his brain and he felt that it had melted away during the conversation, making him incapable of thinking on his own. But, Miku seemed to be more collected than ever. He even smiled towards Kanon.
"I still want to do it." Miku's hands were exploring Kanon's chest at the moment, massaging his muscles as an apology for the slaps. Kanon was amazed that Miku's mood could change so quickly, his suddenly smiling face was more attractive than his angry, annoyed one, but Kanon didn't know if he could do it after such a fight. It was like the blonde had drained him on all his energy, he hadn't the willpower to lift his arms to stop the younger from massaging him. He found that somewhat annoying but at the same time it was relaxing. To just lie down and feel Miku's hands working on his chest. Kanon remained silent for quite a while before he made up his mind.
"Well… you told me the truth… I guess I owe you one…" Kanon saw that Miku leaned towards him, he could feel his slightly sweaty scent and he closed his eyes, it did turn him on to smell the excitement from Miku and as the younger nibbled his lips he felt his lust being awaken. He suddenly wanted some more. Kanon quickly forgot why his cheek was burning as he felt the blonde's tongue run through his lips, playing with his own. The whole thing had been pretty stupid anyway but he couldn't help but to be annoyed that the blonde still had the dominating role so he decided he would change it smoothly.
Miku was very willingly to switch and leant back at the floor just like he was posing for a photo and Kanon found that very sexy. His lips parted from Miku's and he pressed them against his neck. Miku gasped a little and his hand found its way up to Kanon's hair and took a firm grip around it, he pushed so Kanon would know that it felt good, and Kanon was very aware of that. The neck was one of Miku's sweet spots and he loved when someone was teasing him there. It turned him on.
"Mm, that's good…" Miku moaned, Kanon was encouraged to go on, his hands traveled down the blonde's body to his pants. He unbuttoned them quickly and slipped his fingers down the younger's underwear to grab his hardness. Miku gasped and moved one hand down Kanon's back and took a grip around the working muscles. He helped Kanon to take off his pants in a smooth move, back on top of Miku Kanon brought himself up to Miku's face again, licking his lips as he asked for entrance. Miku's tongue joined Kanon's immediately. Kanon moved his fingers down again, to Miku's hardness, stroking it softly a couple of times before he slipped them lower to his hole. "You don't have to do that." Miku whispered through the kisses. Kanon looked up on him, he smiled, Kanon nodded.
He pulled his pants down to the knees, it wasn't necessary to pull them any further and as needy Miku seemed to be he didn't bother to take off his own shirt either. Kanon placed his hardness in front of Miku's hole and as the younger pulled off another smile Kanon entered him. Miku gasped to the sudden stretch but as Kanon leant back over him he pulled him down for a tight hug, digging his nails into his back. Kanon started to thrust as he saw no meaning with going slow and he got an immediate response from Miku in form of moaning and sometimes digging the nails further in the older one's back.
Miku played with his lips, kissing him like he had never kissed him before as his lips were molested by his lips, tongue and teeth. He also messed up the perfect hair with his hands, pulling and pushing Kanon's head so he could tease him with kisses as much as Miku allowed himself to. Kanon tried to respond but as he got bitten by the blonde he let him have it his way. Kanon pushed Miku's legs along his sides, allowing himself to better access to his hole. Miku didn't complain, he did the other thing around and kept his own legs up in the air as he moaned, rewarding Kanon's pounding.
"You like to fight, don't you?" Kanon suddenly said between the kisses. Miku looked up at him with a somewhat pissed off expression.
"As long as I win, yeah." Miku made the older unable to speak as he crushed their lips together and invaded his mouth and begun a fight with Kanon's tongue. Kanon responded in fighting back and it resulted in the both of them running out of air and needed to breathe. "Bite me." Miku demanded under his breath, Kanon looked confused. "Down my neck, bite me down my neck." Miku grabbed Kanon's hair and forced him down to face his neck, Kanon licked the bottom of his neck.
"Here?" He explored the area with his tongue.
"Yes." Miku sighed, tilting his head so Kanon could have more access. "Now." Kanon bit down and he felt Miku's nails dig down his back, he also noticed that Miku's legs had responded in lifting the floor for a second. "Again. " Miku's voice broke due to the pure lust he felt. Kanon was content, he loved the way the blonde exposed his fetishes. Kanon had been wrong, well some of it was right, but Miku only loved to argue with him because the blonde wanted him to punish him. In that way his pride would still be intact if he asked for such things as biting him.
Kanon bit down again, receiving the reward of Miku twitching his back up as his nails and legs did the same thing as before. Miku enjoyed being dominated by Kanon, because Kanon's attitude was different to Teruki's. Teruki wouldn't do just anything he demanded, but Kanon did everything he asked for and it was pure bliss that he could steer the older one as he liked. He enjoyed the control he had over his own desire and body. Miku's body twitched again when he felt Kanon bite down his neck for the third time. In the next second he arched his back.
"Kanon!" Which told Kanon he had hit the right spot, pushing inside he hit his sweet spot again. Miku kicked the air as his back arched up again, his fingers trembled with the pure shot of desire and he felt that his hands couldn't hold their grip around Kanon's back. He only grabbed Kanon's shirt and tilted his head to the side, biting his lip. Kanon took the opportunity to bend down and press his lips underneath Miku's ear, Miku's fingers suddenly clenched down again, he almost screamed, the feet hit down Kanon's back and his hips left the ground with Kanon on top. "Kanon!" Miku squirmed and came with a high-pitched gasp. Kanon came right after, when he felt Miku's ass clench tight around him.
It went silent for a while as Miku slowly grabbed Kanon's hair again. Kanon collapsed on top of the blonde as he lowered his legs from Kanon's back. Both of them breathed heavily as they cuddled up towards each other.
"Kanon…" Miku massaged Kanon's head, Kanon hmm'd as his answer. "It was perfect." Kanon looked up and smiled, he nodded.
"It was… perfect… yes…" Kanon felt sleepy, he wanted to rest for a while before he did anything further.
"Kanon?" Silence. "Thank you." Kanon looked at him again.
"For what?"
"For not letting me run away." Miku smiled, it was rare to see Miku this comfortable with himself.
"…I couldn't let you run… I had to punish you for those slaps…" Kanon smiled towards Miku, lying on his chest, Miku's fingers was still moving around in Kanon's hair. He suddenly pulled his hair.
"I need more." Miku seductively spoke in a low voice. The lust lit in Kanon's eyes once again.
