This summer was hopefully going to be a fun one! I can't believe all the crap I've been through this year; I totally don't know how I survived it! I was such a bitch to begin with, but I like to think that has changed now.

At the start of this year I had everything I wanted, a loving family who totally spoilt me rotten, I had the cheerio's, which I captained, I was high school royalty and I had Finn, my life was pretty much perfect. And now I would get the occasionally slushie, I used to order these to be given out, not take them! It pretty much sucked. But I think I have something better now, I have a new family to love, and people I never thought I would even talk to are now my closest friends.

I hurt so many people throughout the year, I was terrible to most of the glee kids and if I was taking what t I dished out to them, I probably would have killed myself, And then there was Finn, I really did love him, but I was having a fat day, something I find so stupid now, but I was and Puck was there and he had those wine coolers, I wasn't even in my right mind, but I knew what I was doing, I had myself to blame.

I just wish I never led Finn on, I could have just told him the truth and prevented him for at least some of the hurt, yeah he would have been upset, but not half as much as he was, he went for months thinking the baby girl was his, he helped me pay for a tone of bills and I let him, I hate myself for it now. I was stupid for having sex with Puck, but we paid for it and I really think we have grown up, and wherever Beth is right now, I hope she's happy!

Let's just hope now my life will be good! I have Puck and I have my glee family, let the summer begin!

Quinn giggled as she ran across the street the garden hose still in her grasp, Puck came galloping after her, he grabbed her around the waist and tickled her gently, she still tried to point the hose in his direction. "Oi" he shouted "That's freezing" She grinned and giggled again, she managed to get away from his grasp and ran back over to the drive way

Washing Puck's car had turned out to be so much fun, they soaked each other from head to toe and chased each other around the street, yeah they were getting on like big kids, but it certainly was fun.

"Okay truce" she called out when Puck trailed her to the ground holding her hands above her head so she wasn't able to move

Puck raised his eyebrows as he looked at her, "Promise?" he asked "If I let go I do not want to feel that hose" he laughed

"Promise" she said smiling sweetly at him, he nodded and removed his grip, she placed her hands around his neck and kissed him, passionately, she pulled away and smiled at him getting to her feet, she collected the bucket and the sponges and began to take them into the back garden, Puck got up and followed her, he brought the hose in and hooked back up on the wall.

"I think we need a shower" he said wiping his hair trying to get rid of the water on it, but it wasn't successful, he didn't have much hair, he wondered how it was so wet.

"I think we do too, too bad you only have one" she said a grin playing on her features

"Well I'm sure we can manage something, come to some sort of agreement" he said the same grin now on his face

"I call the shower first" she laughed "But em, I may need help washing my back" she winked "how long did you say your mum would be?" she cocked her head to the side and smiled at him

"At least another 3 hours" he said grabbing her hand and rushing her into the house, the climbed the stairs quickly and entered the bath room, they took of their wet clothes and turned on the shower.

Quinn never in a million years thought she would be here, it felt so strange to be with him, and to like it and not feel guilty about anything. She had missed the feeling when she went through the whole big scandal with Finn, she felt guilty every second of every day. But things were different now; her life had changed drastically, but for the better.

They turned the shower off and jumped out, Puck grabbed two towels, he wrapped one around his waist and wrapped the other around Quinn, she smiled as he rubbed her arms soothingly up and down "That was nice" she said,

Puck smiled at her "Yeah" he looked at her, she was so hot right now, he knew she had been feeling really self conscious since having Beth, but she was even more beautiful than before "You look amazing by the way" he said a smile on his face, she smiled back at him a little tint of red showing on her cheeks

Right now Quinn's felt amazing, her life felt perfect.