A/N: Eh, I feel like these collections are just me experimenting on my writing. I think they are. I also noticed that I really don't put names in these one-shots. I hope you guys understand that the people in all my one-shots are Sora and Yamato. Let's hope for quicker updates, neh? Playlist
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
"Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been"
She remembers it being cold, really cold. It was so cold that her fingertips were losing feeling even though they were covered by her favorite gloves. She remembers this best because it was exactly how she felt in the inside. Numb.
She stood at the corner of the street, right outside her favorite café. She stayed there, unmoving and just thinking, across someone who she felt was emitting most of the cold. So many thoughts were running through her mind that time seemed to escape her. Cold sapphires stared at her frozen form, waiting for any sign of life. The numbness radiated throughout her whole body as the seconds ticked by.
"I don't," she started to say, but her frozen lips didn't allow her to speak too quickly. His eyes glared, wishing she would just get this over with. Then she could run away. He refused to be the one to run. "I don't understand," she finally said, but she was embarrassed as it came out as a soft whisper. She felt so weak.
Five years later, she finds herself at the same spot with the same sapphire eyes staring back at her. This time, instead of constant cold winds blowing against her, the sun shone brightly above. She pulled tightly at her bright yellow beret, avoiding his stare. His eyes were pleading as he whispered her name. This time, she's not as weak. She glared at him. "I don't think that's a good idea," she said. She felt stronger as she went on. "You were the one that decided that we were over." She turns her back on him.
She's still the one that walks away.
"I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been."