Hey, second chap up :D woop woop!

I know that my version of esmes story may be slightly different then Stephanie Meyers version, but still, its my version so dnt moan at me if theres a slight fact wrong (btw I mite change slight events during the story) :D And if u do get slightly confussed whats going on, just review or PM me and I can help :D

Here it is anyway!

Esmes Story

Carlisle's POV

I stared blankley at the word printed in bold on the door; MORGE. I wanted to save her, I needed to save her. But were my needs more important then hers? Did I need to curse another person into this wretched life? I didn't want her to die, yet dieing seemed much more peaceful then my curse.
But could I let this stranger die? My existence seemed to be intertwined with hers. It was as though if she died I would surely go with her. Even the thought of her dieing seemed to make me feel weak. The thought of her death made the monster inside me growl with disapprovel. As though both my human and monster side wanted to stop this death. As though there was a new emotion inside me bursting into motion.
Death or Life-in-Death? Never before had that question been so hard to answer. I wanted her to live, yet she was beyond proper repair. She could never live again. It was either death or vampire? But which one had the hardest price to pay?
She could be happy, though. We both could be happy.... together. But if she could have been happy, would she have committed suicide in the first place? I made up my mind. I turned my back on the the door and strode down the moonlite hallway, in the oppostie direction of the door. If her life had been full of somuch woe, so much that made her resort to suicide then she could not live with those wretched memories. I would not make her exist still having to face those murcky memories for eternity. I would leave her in peace.
I heard her faint haertbeat slow into a peaceful thrum. This was naturel, I told myself, the way its meant to be. But that still did not calm the monster (that now had burst into a sequence of growls) inside of me. Luckily I had control of myself, luckily I could control my feet that were trying to edge their way back. But was that really me being lucky? NO! I had made up my mind, nothing was going to alter my diecision. She was the lucky one.
I tried to distract myself by counting every beat of her heart. It calmed me. As I listened closely I could hear the force of every pump the heart made as it pushed blood around her dieing body. Even if the heart was faltering that didn't stop it from sounding like an orchestra of instruments intertwining gracefully together to produce one calming beat. As I listened, I soon heard another heart beat. This one could not compare with hers. Yet as I listened closer I could tell more about it. The beat came from the left of me and by the speed of the pumps I could tell that this person was running. I could also tell that this person was getting closer. I stopped in my tracks and looked through the window of the door on my left. It was Nurse Hettie running franticly towards me. Her plump body bouncing in time with her tight curls. Another minute past and she finally flung her body through the door.
"Docter, Docter," she gasped, wheezing and clasping her side. I smiled.
"Yes, dear Hettie?" I asked. She gazed up into my eyes for a couple of minutes before finally snapping out of it.
"It's Esme Evenson, shes finally gone. We need you to go and check over her body for her death cirtificate," she weezed out.
I felt my eyebrows pull together, "I'm sorry, who?"
"Esme Evenson," she breathed out again, "The poor girl that got sent straight to the morge." Her name was Esme? Esmes Evenson? My inner monster purred at the name. But wait, they said she had gone. Then why could I still here her perfect but faltering heart still beating? Unless they had got it wrong. Unless thay had made a mistake. I couldn't face it though. It was hard enough to let her die, let alone having to check over her body.
"I'm sorry, but isn't there another doctor that could do this?" I asked.
Her eyebrows moved closer at this news, I hardly ever refused work. "No, they've all gone home."
"Ahhh..." I breathed. This was the problem of working night-shifts. She pushed the clip-board out towards me. I hesitated a moment before sighing and taking the board. I felt her eyes on me as I turned and faced the dreaded Morge doors, again. Instead of thinking about my task ahead of me, I closed my eyes and emptied my mind. Again, I focused on counting every singular beat of her beautiful dieing heart.

Esmes POV

I took in a deep breath and let the salty air over take my senses. It was peaceful here, comforting. Or was it just my knowledge of what I was going to do next that comforted me? I didnt know, but all the same, I was comforted. I felt a spray of water sprinkle over my face. I knew that this was the only way, the only way. Then why did I have a voice in the back of my head, warning me about my jump? I wasn't scared, like I said, I was comforted. But it was like sense was trying to bring be back to earth, bring me back to reality. Truth was, I didnt want to go back. I felt free, so why did I have to go? I felt my lips pull up into a wide grin, I didnt have to.
I looked down at the rocky surface below me. I watched as each wave thrashed against the cliff bottom. It reminded me slightly of my life, how that my life would suddenly seem to get better, but then fate would always thrash the wipe of unluckiness back at me. It was painfull. My life had always seemed to be painfull, and the thought of it ending seemed to be the only bit of luckiness that I had ever had. That and the gift of my son.
I closed my eyes and imagend his angleic face look up at me. I suddenly felt eagerness overtake my body. The thought that I was only a jump away from seeing him again was overpowering. And before I could control my actions, before I could say a real goodbye to my life, I jumped. I felt my legs spring off the mushy grass and span my body in the air. I then felt gravity overtake my body, and dragged me back to earth, my sons face still there in my mind. Thats when reality hit me, and when she hit, sure did she hit hard. A thousand cracks echoed through my body and I was broken. I was dead.

Well hope you enjoyed it! Sorry its short!

As I said above, if u get confussed because I keep on jumping back and forth, just PM me and I can help :D

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