Hey Guys, I decided to give you guys two chapters. I took Joleigh13's note, chapter 1 did seem like a Prologue, so I wanted to give you guys a "real chapter." Chapter 2. Where the real story begins. Thanks for the subscriptions and the little reviews. (P.S The constant spacing where it is not needed is so it is easier to read.)

Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Academy. Blame Richelle Mead for an incredible series.

Enjoy.

I looked at all of them. Waiting for an answer.
Dimitri spoke up,"Rose, Janine, I mean your mom, died."

And just like that, I had no idea if I could live anymore.

I stared at them. I shook my head. And whispered over and over again, "No, no, no"
They all continued to look at me until I processed everything in my head. My mother was dead. We both started off rough but I loved her. Always had. I couldn't believe it, my mom can't die, she can't.

"You're all CRAZY!" I screamed. Everyone just sat there quietly. "Even after my mother died you put on this dinner? Are you mocking my mom? Are you guys happy that my mother died. I can't believe you guys! And you guys call yourselves FRIENDS?" I started laughing hysterically. Through the bond I felt Lissa flinch at the word friends.
"Roz-" Dimitri started towards me.
"No, don't touch me, none of you dare steps towards me," I warned.
"Little Dhamphir," Adrian whispered.

By then the tears started streaming out and I ran out of the dining room. I kept running, no idea where I was going. The tears were spilling so fast that I couldn't stop them. My heart ached. How did my mom die, why did heaven have to take my mother away. I ran until I got tired. And I found that my legs lead me to the cabin that me and Dimitri had made love in. I walked in and locked the door. It was old and damp inside. I sat on the bed. Hugged my knees and started to cry away the pain.

After what seemed like hours, I stopped crying. I just wanted to sit here and rot to my death. I wish my mom was here to comfort me, but no she was gone from the face of this earth. I slipped into Lissa's head. She was crying.

"Poor Rose," she cried in Christian's arms.
"Liss, calm down, Rose will be okay, she wouldn't do anything stupid," Christian comforted.

Wrong I thought, I would do something stupid. Lissa knew me too well.

"Yes she would Christian. She's in deep pain. She's mad at us. And what are we doing? Sitting here waiting for people to find her for us? What type of friends are we," Lissa cried.

"Lissa, does Abe know about this?"
"Of course he does. He's the one who told me."
"Then you won't have anything to worry about."
"Oh?" Lissa asked.
"Do you know Abe, he won't let anything happen to his daughter,"Christian smiled.

I snapped back into my head because the door was broken down. Apparently this person doesn't know how to knock. I looked up and saw...

"Kiddo," he whispered.
"Abe," I cried. He came and sat down beside me, and put his arm around me.
"Kiddo, it'll be okay."
The input made me cry more,"Old Man, how can it be okay, my mom is dead."
"She did, but do you know what she died doing?"
"Protecting her charge?"
"Yes, she died a hero, she died with pride, sweetheart. Although she might not be walking this earth anymore she will be remembered. I will always love Janine and you will too."

I smiled at that,"But dad I feel like part of my heart has been ripped out. I can't feel anything. I can only feel sorrow. I can't be happy, I can't care. I just can't." I whispered.
"Rose, you just lost a great part of your life, no one expects you to take it easily," Abe said.
"Dad, I don't want to see any of my friends. I hate them all. I wish they could all go die in hell," I hissed.
"No, Rose, you don't mean that. You love them."
"No, no, no I don't I hate them. My mom dying has changed me, changed my heart. Changed everything I have ever known. I no longer have a heart. I am cold hearted now,"I clarified.
"Rose-" Abe started.

"No dad, I don't wanna hear it. If your gonna host a funeral for my mother, then yes I will come to show my respects to her as her daughter. But if you are gonna nag me about my "friends" then I don't wanna talk to you again. Though I still want you as my dad Old Man, so I hope that wouldn't happen." And just like that I left the cabin out into the open world as the new Cold Hearted Rose Hathaway.

I finally noticed that I still had the dress on. I needed to get it off. I walked straight to my dorm, strangely seeing non of my ex-friends. I was turning a knob when I felt Lissa's presence in my room. Well I'm going to have to face them sooner or later. So I pushed open the door. All eyes on me. Lissa, Adrian, Dimitri, Christian, Mia, and Eddie.

"Would you guys get the hell out of my sight, my room and hmm my life?" I asked. When I think back, I honestly don't remember why I hated them all. Oh right, the dinner, the change of heart.
"Rose," they said in unison.
"Seriously guys please just get out, if you wanna pass on a frickin' message then write it on a piece of paper or tell Abe to pass it on."
Adrian stepped forward,"Rose, let us help-"
"NO Adrian! I don't want or need help. All I want is me, myself, and I. I no longer feel anything for you guys."
They were all shocked.

"Please get out," I whispered. Slowly they got up and walked out the door except for Christian.

"Fire boy, what do you want?"
"Rose are you okay?"
"Yes I'm fine, now please Christian leave."
"Okay." He walked by me and gave me a quick hug. That was strange. And he left my room and shut the door. I stripped off my clothes and changed into an over size t-shirt and a pair of shorts. I went and sat on my bed and just when I was getting comfy..

*Knock knock*

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU GUYS WANT?" And I through my pillow at the door.
"Rose." That voice.
I got up and opened the door.

"Ambrose."

"Rose," and he looked dead on into my eyes.
I sighed,"Come in." And shut the door.
"Make it fast Ambrose, what the hell do you want with my life?"

"Your..virginity?" he grinned.
I slapped on across the face,"Get serious or get out. I am not in the damn mood."
"Sorry, just trying to crack a joke," he said rubbing his face.
"Your mom.." he started.
"Yah, yah, I know she's gone," I said in my smart ass tone.
"My condolences, anyways, she left me something to give to you."

That got my attention,"What?"
"She left you a letter I guess."
"Where is it?" I asked.
"In my room. Stop by later and I'll give it to you."
"Okay, thanks Ambrose, sorry about the slap even though you deserved it."
"I'll catch you later Rose," he said as he got up and left."

I lied back down and let out a deep sigh.
"Mom.." the tears came spilling out.
"Mom.. why did you have to leave me? Why didn't you say goodbye. Why did you just disappear without even giving me a hug good bye? Why? Did you hate me so much that you chose to die? I don't know if I can continue without you. I want your annoying lectures, I want you in my life. No one can replace you. I can't believe that your really dead."
The tears I spilt today can never be taken back. I made a choice. After my visit to Ambrose's room and after the funeral, I am going to leave St. Vladmir's for good. I turned on a song from my ipod.

My Immortal- Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me.

Slowly during the song, I drifted off into sleep, hoping to never wake up again.

Lots of crying in this chapter. Sorry. Review please! I want to keep the story going but without the reviews, whose reading? Atleast 8-10 review before chapter 3. And gimme some suggestions on what you guys want to happen next. Thanks everyone.

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-Leann :3