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BPOV

Well, thank you to the werewolves but you should have come earlier or not at all. Now I was being changed into a vampire-gosh it was so painful but if I screamed, Charlie might find me. I had to protect the secret world of vampires for I would soon be one.

Be alone forever without Edward! It hurt so much because of the change why not add a little more and get the benefit of remembering. It was agonizing, unbearable but living forever knowing that Edward didn't love me or want me…. that pain was worse-Far Worse! Edward, I wonder if he thinks of me at all? No, why would he-he doesn't love me like I love him.

I would go wherever he would go. I would guide him through the darkest of his days, if only he could come find me right now-I would give everything just for him to love me. Anything.

"What did I do wrong, why doesn't he love me still?" that was all I could think of as a huge russet colored wolf sat next to me, heat radiating from him when all I longed to do was be enveloped in the familiar cold, solid arms of my soul mate.

Softly, I was singing my song that I wrote about my feelings after Edward left me. Jacob listened intently and I watched as he cried, then soon enough through the pain and rejection I started to cry too.

Take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

[Chorus:]
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

I lit my pain on fire
And I watched it all burn down
Now I'm dancing in the ashes
And there's no one else around
Cause I wanna be apart of something
This is just the story of a broken soul

[Hook:]
As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem to let this all pass me by

[Chorus x2]

I'm burning in the heavens
And I'm drowning in a hell
My soul is in a coma
And none of my friends can doubt
That I'm reaching out and getting nothing
This is just the story of a broken soul

[Hook]
[Chorus x2]

Don't shut me out

Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain

[Hook]
[Chorus x2]
[Hook]

Take Me
Don't Break Me

"Bella, Jacob will stay with you during the transformation. We made it look like your truck exploded, so you don't have to worry about missing person's case. Okay? And Victoria is dead now, so you won't have to worry about her either."

"Yeah…th-thanks…s-s-s-Sam."

It hurt so much that I couldn't even talk one sentence.

"Goodbye, have a nice life, I hope your situation approves."

I gave a weak smile in response. I couldn't see Charlie anymore it would endanger him. Poor Charlie, I would miss him so much. I couldn't stop crying now. I hated Victoria! Hated her to the core of my soul, she put me through this torture, now I had to spend forever in the closet thing to hell on Earth.

EPOV

Anything, I would give anything to be with my Bella. I wonder if she thinks of me or if she has already found someone to love her. I just needed to know.

All I pictured was her face, her scent, and her clumsiness. It was my fault that I left, I probably left her thinking "What did I do wrong, why doesn't he love me still?" You did everything right Bella and I never stopped loving you, I continue to love you more as we are apart.

Maybe I could just go see her? No, definitely not, that would ruin everything I was aiming for her, I would ruin her happiness-if she had any that is. I walked over to my piano and started to play Bella's lullaby.

The sweet melody filled the room and my mind, I thought of the first time I played it for her. Her face was so beautiful as she turned to look at me while I played it perfectly for her, my angel, my love, my beautiful Isabella.

I ruined her and her happiness…all of it-well that is if she still loved me like I loved her, but is that really possible. She loved on I told her that I didn't want her, of course she moved on. I needed to see her. If I left now, then I could see her by tomorrow afternoon. I just prayed that I wasn't already too late.

"Alice, will she forgive me?"

"I don't know my powers are having a glitch for her future. I don't know. Can I come?"

"Fine, but I want to speak to her alone myself first okay?"

"Yeah, while you talk to her I will go shopping. JASPER I AM GOING TO SEE BELLA WITH EDWARD! LOVE YOU AND I WILL SEE YOU LIKE TOMORROW OR SOMETHING! DON'T WORRY I WILL CALL YOU TONIGHT! BYE!"

"YEAH LOVE YOU TOO ALI BYE!"

"Come on Edward Let's move it. If we go now we will see her by tomorrow afternoon!"

"I know."

I was driving as fast as I could but it wasn't fast enough to see her before tomorrow. I wish I was already there, that I never left her.

But that could never be. At least I would see her soon.

~*~THE NEXT DAY~*~

CPOV-Charlie

"Charlie? We found her truck, but there was an explosion. We have no trace of her or her body. I am so sorry for your lost. We searched but there is no one in those woods. The accident happened yesterday, by the looks of it, besides that is when she was reported missing by Billy Black right."

"Yeah, he said Jacob has been in his room crying the whole time. I am sorry but I have to go."

She was dead. Bella, my sweet baby girl was dead. I was so numb that I was barely alive. So this was how Bella felt, empty like someone just carved you right out. There was no hope. They didn't even find her body. If she ran away, she would've told me. I know her and she would have. I just leaned against the wall and slid down until I was sitting on the floor. I couldn't believe the news.

I couldn't help but thinking, 'if they never left would she still be alive?' Her death had nothing to do with them but would it be different if they had stayed. It didn't matter, there was no going back, at least her suffering was over. He killed her soul when he left, the explosion just killed off the rest of her.

Bella, you used to have such a sparkling personality, a true loss because you were the best daughter in the world. But was I the best dad? I don't think so but Bella used to tell me so, after he left she used to tell me everyday when I asked if I could help her in any way.

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