Lexa just kept walking out the door even after hearing Clark's broken voice from the dorm was completely numb to everything going on around her. Just trying to shake the emotions going through her head right now.

Lexa knew in the back of her mind Clarke didn't mean to yell at her but the fact that she did still hurt Lexa more than she thought it would. She couldn't believe what Clarke said to her. Saying they aren't even friends hurt her. She knew they only really hung out at their room but still. Lexa thought Clarke was different. But Clarke was right they aren't friends.

So she should be able to let Clarke yelling at her be nothing.

Yet she couldn't and that scared Lexa more then the yelling did.

Not paying attention to where she was walking Lexa walks right into a short dark haired brunette. Knocking the girl to the ground with a hard thud.

"I'm sorry….Octavia?" Lexa said in a low voice

"Jeez Lexa watch where you're going next time" Octavia said standing up from the ground. Brushing off her ripped black skinny jeans.

"S.. Sorry" Lexa looked down as she said it

Octavia looked at Lexa suspiciously. Wondering why she was being so weird and not looking her in the eye. The Lexa she knew would always be the most confident person in the room.

"Hey Lexa, What's wrong?" Octavia asked gently, slowly walking towards Lexa and touching her arm.

"Nothing. I..I..I need to go" Lexa said hastily. Walking away from Octavia and going towards the school library.

Octavia turned and followed Lexa with her eyes shocked with what just happened. She knew something must have rocked Lexa hard for her to ask like that. Octavia was going to go after her but figured with Lexa she probably just wanted to be alone for a while.

Octavia made her way towards her original destination. Clarke's dorm room.

She walked into the brick building and went to the elevator towards the 3rd floor. When she got there, she walked down that familiar hallway that lead to clarke and Lexa's room. She knocked on the door once and got no answer. Worried she knocked again and listen for any indication Clarke was there and heard sniffling.

Octavia went towards the handle and saw it was unlocked and opened the door slowly. When she looked in and to the right side, were Clarke's bed was she found her. Clarke was laying on her bed sobbing and shaking. Octavia ran over to crouch beside the bed and moved clarke's hair out of her face.

"Oh my god! Clarke What's wrong?" Octavia asked hurriedly wondering who's ass she had to kick for making her best friend cry.

Clarke didn't say anything and just looked up into Octavia big brown eyes and just sobbed again, shaking her head. Octavia didn't know what to do. First Lexa is acting weird now Clarke is crying. Something must have went down, she just wished someone actually told her what.

"Clarke, sweetie come on. Tell me whats going on" Octavia asked gently this time. Rubbing her hand up and down on Clarke's arm.

"I..I.." Clarke said incoherently to Octavia and just kept crying. Octavia nodded her head trying to get Clarke to continue her sentence.

"Lexa and I…we had a fight" Clarke said sadly, turning face away from Octavia to stare at the ceiling again.

Everything became clear in that one statement. She knew that Clarke had a thing for Lexa and when she heard from one of the students in the lounge that supposedly Clarke and Finn had broken up she came straight here. Octavia knew that Clarke only dated Finn to try and get over Lexa. She has had to many drunk nights with Clarke going on and on about how beautiful Lexa was, or how she was the most kind hearted person she ever met. It really never stopped.

"What about Lexa?" Octavia played dumb and wanted Clarke to come out and say it.

"I yelled at her Octavia!" Clarke said loudly, turning her head to look back at Octavia

"I promised I would never yell at her! NEVER!"

Octavia knew what Clarke was talking about. Lincoln was Lexa cousin. She knew from his stories that when Lexa's parents died when she was 14, her and Anya came to live with Lincoln and his mom in Washington. From what Lincoln told her, Lexa had a thing with Yelling or loud noises in general. They made her scared and nervous.

"Clarke what happened?"

"I came back to the room upset about what Finn said when i told him that i didn't want to be with him anymore. He said that Lexa would never want me and that i was just some bitch who used people" Clarke said sadly.

What a asshole Octavia thought to herself before speaking, "Clarke he just said that to get you upset. Don't listen to him. You don't use people, if anything you help everyone around you even before yourself"

Clarke nodded her head and leaned upright on the bed. Her back against the wall. Octavia came and sat beside her. Reaching for her hand and squeezing it.

"I know Octavia, but...what if he's right?" Clarke said slowly, looking away from her.

"Right about what?"

"What if Lexa will never feel the same about me. I mean she has never shown any signs to suggest she liked me as much as I liked her."

Octavia just stared at the side of Clarke's head. Wishing that Clarke could see the way Lexa would look at her when she wasn't paying attention. How Lexa would just smile at anything that came out of Clarke's mouth.

"Clarke I think she cares for you more than you know" Octavia said laughing

Clarke looked over at her and frowned her brows.

"Octavia what do you know?" she asked curiously.

"Nothing I don't think you two can't figure out on your own" Octavia said getting up from the bed and making her way towards the door.

"Wait! Octavia answer me!" Clarke yelled at her friend. Octavia just kept walking.

"Just apologize to Lexa and tell her how you feel Clarke I'm positive you will like the results" Octavia said while walking out the door, closing it softly behind herself.

Clarke just sat there dumbfounded at what Octavia what suggesting. Lexa like her, please? Right?

Clarke got up from the bed and went over to her desk and got some tissue to wipe her face. Gently taking off her raccoon eyes that happened from her crying so much. Once it was all gone she went back over to her bed and pulled out her phone and went to Lexa's contact name.

Green Eyes

-Lexa, I'm sorry for yelling. Can you please come back to the dorm to talk?

Clarke waited ten minutes before Lexa actually texted back. Which made Clarke nervous.

Sky Queen

-Yes

Well that was vague Clarke thought to herself. But a start nonetheless. If Lexa could forgive her then maybe they could be more than just friends one day. Hopefully.