Chapter 1

AN: ok so my Characters are Edward Bella Renee Carlisle Emmett and Alice. this is the deal Edward and Bella both have schizophrenia and are both in the hospital a lot. Charlie had schizophrenia too and died when Bella was two. Edward and Emmett are brothers and their parents died when they were young. Carlisle is their doctor and he is not a vampire. and Alice is Bella's best friend but she is no relation to Edward, Emmett, or Carlisle. if you need any other answers pm me and I will be glad to give them to you. also I don't know a lot about this disease so please don't flame me for it.

I can't believe I'm here again, I thought. I looked down to my hands which had restraints around them and sighed. Right when I laid my head back down my doctor came in. I looked up excitedly into his blue eyes, "Can I go home now, Doc?" I asked sweetly.

He smiled at my eagerness, "Sorry, Bella, I just came to let you know that we can take the restraints off now." My face brightened at that news. Doc chuckled, "You can walk around the hospital if you'd like," he said nicely as he took off the first restraint.

I smiled and sat up when he straightened himself and ran a pale hand through his blond hair, "Thanks, Doc," I said jumping off the bed.

I heard him sigh as I started toward the door, "Bella, don't forget to listen for the voices. If you hear anything come straight to me, okay?"

I looked back at him with an innocent smile, "I will, Doc, don't worry." I replied softly.

He nodded and I put my hand on the doorknob when I heard, "Oh, Bella, don't forget that your mom will be here in an hour. Do you want to meet her here or do you want me to send her to find you?" he asked with a wry smile.

I giggled, "I will meet her back here in a hour, I promise." Doc nodded and I walked out of the door still chuckling a little bit.

I walked down the hall a little bit and heard someone behind me shouting my name. I looked back and found my best friend, Alice, running toward me. She is my only friend, of course, because everyone else thinks that I am a freak.

I stopped walking and waited for Alice to catch up to me. I giggled when she stopped at my feet, breathing heavily, and with her hands on her knees. Alice was a tiny little thing with short black hair and ice blue eyes. She was a sister to me.

After she righted herself she said, "How are you?" she asked softly.

I smiled, "Good," I replied, "I'm hoping I can go home tomorrow morning." I said softly.

She smiled in excitement, "Really? That's awesome. When was your last episode?" she asked with a concerned look on her face.

I felt my face go blank, "Last night," I whispered, "it was really bad too; my medicine wouldn't even put a dent in it." I said in an exasperated voice. I looked down at the gray tiled floor and said, "I'm scared of my own mind." I whispered helplessly.

Alice sighed and opened her arms for a sisterly hug. I walked into them with ease. I stared at the lime green walls as Alice gave me a pep-talk, "Bella, I know you're scared. It is not your job to be fearless. That job was given to your mom and I."

I smiled lightly as I pulled away from her tiny arms, "Thanks, Ali, you really are an awesome sister." I giggled and hugged her one more time.

She smiled and pulled away to stare into my eyes, "And you know your dad wouldn't want this for you." I nodded, my dad had schizophrenia too and killed himself when I was two. they say that's what triggered my disease.

I nodded again, "Yeah, I know he wouldn't, Alice."

She smiled and looked at the clock on the wall, "Crap!" she exclaimed, "Bells, I'm sorry but I have to go or my mom's going to kill me." She hugged me one more time before running off down the hall. I sighed and walked into the nearest bathroom. I looked into the mirror over the sink and stared at my reflection. I had brown eyes and very pale, yet clear, skin. I also had a heart shaped face with dark brown hair that was pretty long.

I turned on the cold water and splashed my face. The cold water felt good against my warm skin, flushed from the excitement of seeing my best friend. I walked out of the bathroom after a few more moments and walked into my room where my mom was standing with Doc.

Mom turned around when I entered with a smile on her face, "Guess what, Bella? You can go home tonight." she said excitedly.

I smiled so big my cheeks were hurting, "Really? That's so awesome!" I exclaimed as I threw my arms around her neck.

Doc chuckled, "Only on one condition," he said slowly with a long finger pointed at me.

I looked back at him with a smile, "Anything to go home," I retorted happily.

He smiled a warm smile, "You have to take your medicine everyday." he commanded seriously.

My mom and I responded in unison, "Deal," all three of us chuckled. I giggled lightly, "I will, Doc, scout's honor." I said, putting my right hand over my heart.

He nodded, "You guys have a good night." he said as he closed the door behind him.

I couldn't stop smiling as we packed my stuff up, "How was your day, Mom?" I asked, in a cheery mood.

When she replied I heard a smile in her voice, "good, how was your's?" she asked politely, yet with interest in her gentle, motherly voice.

I smiled bigger, "It was good, Alice came by to see me and we talked for about thirty minutes." I replied with a lot of enthusiasm.

Mom retorted, "Honey, that's great. I'm glad that even over summer vacation you can see Alice."

I nodded as I turned to find her standing in the doorway waiting for me. "I'm glad to, Mom." I said softly as we started down the long corridor. As we were walking I heard a scream a few doors down, "What was that?" I asked in a bewildered voice.

I looked at mom and her eyes were wide, "I don't know, Baby Girl." she replied softly.

As we walked the screaming got worse and I distinguished that it was a guy screaming. we were right in the middle of walking passed this guy's room when four words made me stop in my tracks.

ok that was chapter 1 of Crazy in love please review I beg of you…I know it was a cliffhanger but that was the point I already have chapters 2 & 3 written up so if I get enough reviews I'll post them. thanks guys love y'all